song of the summer meet rock bottom
with my main man @ejcarrmusic
ep in two weeks !!!
enjoy <3

lyrics:
blink your eyes and it’s here
the pit of all the years
immune from any ending
think fast your stories changing
so sort through the jumbled mess
of old times and stale regrets
as long as you get
what all this truly meant

take a breath
and walk those steps
as you fear the depths
of whatever comes next

how am i meant to say goodbye
open my mouth with just one try
to let go of a person
that means more than
i could ever describe
no choice here
disappear
into anything that’s left
anything that’s left in your mind

go ahead

sometimes its on your doorstep
sometimes u take the fall
i took it on the shoulder
i lost myself in it all
and it gets hard to recognize the person that i was
i said goodbye a hundred times and never understood

the reasons beneath us
you’ll never forget how it feels
a sequence of treason
could never bend us to my will
its hard to fight the future
past tense would hardly suit us
how did i say goodbye so many times
and finally let go for good?

how am i meant to say goodbye
open my mouth with just one try
to let go of a person
that means more than
i could ever describe
no choice here
disappear
into anything that’s left
anything that’s left in your mind
its hard to fight the future
past tense would hardly suit us
how did i say goodbye so many times
and finally let go for good
bye
bye
bye
bye

go ahead, say goodbye

go ahead, say goodbye w/ evan carr [immortal]

spotify & apple <3

i feel like it fell into pieces without any reason
i think summer that we moved in was my favorite season

i feel like it’s wrong like i don’t pray for this
cemented in my ways and there’s no changing it
i might change my life, no, i won’t wait for it
if you could change your life what would you stake for it?

i dropped the book, and i lost the page
embarked on my journey, carried the weight
i think it’s time i’m let in, they tell me “wait at the gate”
i can’t watch all the paint while still expecting change

alone again, in a new context
you could try to break me but i won’t ever bend
i try to break the cycle but it won’t ever end
deny myself a feeling when i hit unsend

and i swear you’re my everything
but it’s also why i gotta go
and i swear you’re my everything 
yeah you took my heart but can you free my soul?

i just hate the fact i cannot come home 
made the choice and now i walk down the road
can’t be the man i thought i was when we first met
it’s just another quiet night all alone
my self-respect was severed down to the bone
felt undeserving of the things that i own
work everyday to show myself that i’ve grown
tell me god how do i hide what i’ve shown 

i know you know they tried to break us
tried to separate us
i wake up and watch the trees change
god, they’ve done betrayed us

i feel like it’s wrong like i don’t pray for this
cemented in my ways and there’s no changing it
i might change my life, no, i won’t wait for it
if you could change your life what would you stake for it?

i dropped the book, and i lost the page
embarked on my journey, carried the weight
i think it’s time i’m let in, they tell me “wait at the gate”
i can’t watch all the paint while still expecting change

alone again, in a new context
you could try to break me but i won’t ever bend
i try to break the cycle but it won’t ever end
deny myself a feeling when i hit unsend

and i swear you’re my everything
but it’s also why i gotta go
and i swear you’re my everything 
yeah you took my heart but can you free my soul?

WEIGHT

undy riffs pt 2

aim2kill

aim2kill w/ goneafteraugust

yup this is one of those songs you sit back and play right before you

HARD DRIVE [p. methboiswag]

RFTL Ft wubz (prod.sky)

i don't wanna feel okay (flesh + nihil2free)

path of life

(Prod. Jerry the Producer)

you're listening to another witch's tale

when i couldn't write poems
i started losing myself
but making music
helped me find
who i was
and now when i sing
i can feel my past
healing

i grew up believing
i was nothing and
that i had no one
i thought i
would be alone

cause back then
i hated everything
and everyone
i just wanted
to be free
but i had chains
they held me back
they cut me deep
but ill never be
that low again

no ill never be that low again
cause im free
and im healing
finally healing

healing (jerry the producer)

prod by: @wardwills and @eunhae
guitar: @eunhae
lyrics: @eunhae

last night i woke up and
you weren't by my side
i snuck into the hallway
to turn on the light

but when i got there
the switch was gone
and i was drifting
and i felt alone

and i wish that you were still here
but you're not and i won't get you back
(won't get you back) x3

this morning i got out of bed i
took one look at my head in the mirror
(in the mirror)
and i thought how much better i looked
when you were here

before i went to sleep i
saw you laying next to me and
i was so confused on that day
(on that day)

the room is spinning and i can't see
i miss your face right next to me
and i can't do this alone (no no no no)

lyric video on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=01N0-C987Rc