ich verstehe den Style so gar nicht. Gut gemacht

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

cuz i 
i hope they watch over tonight
got tears huddling in your eye
for someone to say its alright
tonight
the stars watching over your life
but some things u have to decide 
i wait for you here on my side
my side

i dont understand my headspace
i dont know what i been doin
i been doin shit but not the first time
ur on the wrong side of my story
months gone and i cant let go
ever since u aint it make home
missing chances to let you know
that u dont have to feel alone

i look into the sky
and then i wonder why
the world took u so early
they always take them so early
always take them so early why

i dont even know what im still here for

cuz i 
i hope they watch over tonight
got tears huddling in your eye
for someone to say its alright
tonight
the stars watching over your life
but some things u have to decide 
i wait for you here on my side
my side

guardian (yandere + odel)

https://soundcloud.com/iluvminionz
https://soundcloud.com/haveonlyonechance
kalopsia (n.)
The delusion of things being more beautiful than they really are

lyrics:

(ev333)
you said it is too late
was it meant to fade away
and i dont want it all to change
i dont want it all to change

n i get caught inside ur web 
u make me feel like prey
n i cannot escape no no no no
i cannot take this pain
 no way to run away

im tired of pretending 
i know that i dont blend in
im tired wanna end it
i know that im not special

n all the tears im shedding
all the fights im battling
im tired wanna end it
i know that im not special

(minion)
i don evn thnk ab da shit tht i do :/
buh i been falln 4u
n i thnk dat is da truth
but,, u say its 2late.. wusnt meant 2fade away
i been falln awf,, ma problemz pilin up
swear i dun had enuf,, swear i dun had it all
ya i been faaalliiiiiinnn :P

kalopsia + minion (tenoji)

realize +mental (maknae & sense)

@k4rson
@1gash
@diligencexs

words:
[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

yeah its not getting better
i cant take all this pressure
never wanted to leave
never wanted to see
never wanted to know what its meant to be

[karson]
please don't try 
do alright 
don't you cry
well at least i know i tried

can't stand it when u fucking lie
can't stand it when they play both sides
stop tryna cry i know its fake
i don't want you anymore
ur a throw away :(

[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

[gash]
pressure on my chest
pr-pr-pressure on my chest now
cuts r on my neck
hollows bussin out da tec
nd its so funny that u think that im somebody youll impress
like im the best 
just a fact not a flex
think theres sum wrong w me
wats wrong w me ?
think i got a problem
w no way 2 solve it
i jus wanna die
dip my body into solvent
"put dat boi on suicide watch"
i guess he called it

dont try w/ karson x gash (diligence)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @gnde

https://open.spotify.com/track/2HkysUlkqHuFLpt71lECl4?si=27e8105b95da441a&nd=1

lyrics:

im aching
i feel my body fall apart
make my walls collapse
im crawling back
to somewhere i can start

wish they would talk to me
i feel them watching me
its almost constantly
its hard to fall asleep
wake up and walk between
hate me and want to be
i cant keep promising
that this is all ill be

i feel dead
til they tell me that they love me
i feel better
every day im losing friends
i can barely even walk on my own legs
like im floating
or maybe falling instead
but im not
its not that bad
i start feeling lost
ill hold ur hand
havent smiled since december
it might be like this forever

yea its aching
body shaking
i cant fake it
the conversations
got no patience
i cant take it
the violations
vile cadence
i am faded
the constellations
got me jaded
ive gone manic

with life on my back its just got me in panic
all of my friends they just went in and vanished
and i always felt like a monster thats banished
and all of my life i just felt like a menace

all of my time has been wasted again
trying to keep all my friends in my head
but i rather have noone there and depressed 
cuz all of these people they used me and left

i want a chance just to be by myself
cuz all of you fakes want to drain all my health
and i have been trying to fix how i felt
but all of this time and u wasted in hell

ache ft grandee

pichu - left her (toshi x kuru x waifu)

produced by @kggn @resolve1k / mastered by @blushxoxo

~~ instagram.com/memorie0_0/ ~~

out now all platforms: https://fanlink.to/memorieblame

lyrics:

you can hurt me all you want
tear me apart
i think shes blind because she cant see my scars
you said you hate me so im slicing my arms
iwanna run away escape from the harm
i gave you everything it wasnt enough
you said you love me and im calling your bluff

i make them feel the pain
to see how it feels
its all so hurtful its painfully real

you can break me down
hate when youre not around
quiet! dont make a sound
do you think we'll turn this around

find me laying dead on the ground
i was lost i thought i was found
talk to you i slip and i drown
wonder if she'll come around

it doesn't hurt so bad these days
i think that i've grown used to the pain
if you would talk to me i'd explain
walk away from me forget my name

in pain and youre always the one to blame
i quit this fucking game
and youre fucking up
i cant take this much
make me wanna run
throw away whats left of us

(because thats the way its meant to be)

blame game

spotify

blame game (kuru & inno)

prod. @resolve1k

LYRICS:

hook

we can spend some racks if u want 2
moving like ghost bb i just wanna haunt u
makeup covers up my face and all my flaws too
wake up and do everything that i just want to
(never know what i want but i want u)

falling
ion really care cuz i never had no options
fake friends come around and go fuck up the process
i just want the racks now ion wanna start shit
(wish that i could shut down like an off switch)

verse

never down bad can make a rack in my nightmares
take a step back had to go n get my mind clear
n i been fuckn up (x3)
but its ok if ur right here

dont wait
pls dont waste no time come n take my hand
it aint no way
i wont interact if we aint talking bands
this time i wont go away sticking to the plan
cuz lately i been feeling growing pains
(and i hope you understand)

i got 2 much up on my plate
30 racks jus hit the bank
30 clip so u know im safe
running quick cant leave a trace
if u dont know then i dont know
n i count the racks with my eyes closed
(and if u want, girl we can go)

hook (2x)

we can spend some racks if u want 2
moving like ghost bb i just wanna haunt u
makeup covers up my face and all my flaws too
wake up and do everything that i just want to
(never know what i want but i want u)

falling
ion really care cuz i never had no options
fake friends come around and go fuck up the process
i just want the racks now ion wanna start shit
(wish that i could shut down like an off switch)

falling (prod. inno)

(lyrics)

traveling down
i5 at night
im feeling pretty....pretty alright 

n she could show me love but ion trust it
i feel like lately i been tripping over dumb shit
u cld see the vip dont touch it  
n its been hurting bad but lately i been in2 saying fuck it 

like sucks 
n then u kick the bucket 
tommy w a drum on it play it like sum percussion 
if i get a feeling in my gut im finna trust it 
if i see the bag in my vision im fucking running

n u cld give him a chance he wouldnt do shit
i dunno what u want im only human
n we gon put him inna pack we smoking 
look the way we took a good thing n u ruined it 

i jus made a band now 
watch me go n spend it all 
he thot he was cool but he aint nothing but a fucking opp
want drama? u get what u want
like we so up n u so not 
i dont wna hear ur voice bcuz i hate the way u fucking talk

its a promise 
its a plot hole
i done went the wrong way but i walked out 
i got problems 
u dont want those 
im jus tryna count up all this money till it topple 

it wasnt working so i had 2 do it better 
n u tell me u dont miss me thats y u still wear my sweater 
u gotta gun n u jus aim it at whoever 
thats why u not one of us
n it feels so good to tell u 
ur a BITCH
i jus dropped another fucking hit
n u keep privating ur music cuz nobody wna listen 2 ur shit
n u aint even rolling with ur clique 
cuz its like half ur damn collective went behind u talking shit now 
bahahahah
n u cld give him a chance he wouldnt do shit
i dunno what u want im only human
n we gon put him inna pack we smoking 
look the way we took a good thing n u ruined it 

i jus made a band naw 
watch me go n spend it all 
he thot he was cool but he aint nothing but a fucking-
u want drama? u get what u want
like we so up n u so not 
i dont wna hear ur voice bcuz i hate the way u fucking talk

Surfeit  (Prod erdo x ssoh)

@blackwinterwells @sanriorose 
prod @1savestate

blackwinterwells & dolly - bad4me (savestate)

https://soundcloud.com/remedysnuts
@reserve1200
@unluckythirteen


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kalopsia + minion (tenoji)

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