every feature i've done in chronological order

playlist art by @/gail.andreu.photography on instagram <3

(ft. decks)

kiss me on the forehead [ft. decks + sendflowrs] [remaster] [2020]

single #2! new EP out November 5th!

featuring @bruiseronline

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
funny how they always call it a “good”bye 
when all i ever really felt was a big lie 
i’ll never play it off like this was nice try
i’m settling for nothing, lay me down on a land mine 
am i numb? 
is this anything i want? 
past the point, where i’m done
should i still be holding on?
ill say i’m disappointed 
truth is i’m just annoyed it’s 
not what i really wanted 
one more word i’m wasting my breath (fuck)

(hook)
it’s a cover up 
what i say to myself 
feelings bottled up 
i’m all alone and i’m trapped in this hell 
no signs just yet but i’m still trusting 
that you’ll be back it’s so disgusting 
are you gone or are you bluffing 
you’re in my head while i do nothing 

(verse 2 - bruiser)
you never called it out so now you're sitting by yourself
down and out, i'll play my part - did you play your cards right?
so don't get teary-eyed in my demise
is it a point to make or am I missing something?
i'll say i’m disappointed but i’m just annoyed 
it’s not what i wanted don’t waste my breath 

(bridge) 
while i do nothing, it brings you back 
try my best to just leave you in the past
are you gone yet?
are you bluffing?
in my head while i do nothing

while i do nothing (feat. bruiser) [prod. King Theta]

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
stuck in a wasteland of memories 
facing the reverie i’ve made it’s 
not where i wanna be
stuck on a momentary basis 
i’ve never been one for letting go 
but maybe i don’t have to cuz there’s nothing left to hold 
(pre-chorus)
lose the feeling 
chase the meaning 
face the fact that i’m not healing 

(hook)
i think you’re already gone 
i think you’re playing along 
i think you’re already gone 
but you keep finding a way within these songs
i tried to find a way 
to lead us back to better days 
but am i forcing you to stay
i think you’re all that i want 
i think it’s time to move on 
i think you’re already gone 

(verse 2)
speak now or forever hold your peace 
i don’t think you’re coming back to me 
you’re just what i want you’re not what i need 
so guess i’ll move on with the falling leaves 
can you blame me? when it all goes downhill
will you save me? is there enough time to
leave this all behind
no point in trying 
when i still

(bridge)
you can reach for the past 
but it’s already gone 
you’re just stuck in my head 
cuz you’re all that i want (x2)
(chorus vocals):
(reach for the past, already gone) 
save me from these days i don’t love 
maybe things will change if you come home 
but this isn’t our home

already gone [prod. King Theta]

just the beginning...
@jolst // @pekarot_161 // art by @ejcarrmusic

lyrics:

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive

cuz i’ve been kind
i’ve given patience u dont deserve
i’ve followed trails to the core of this earth
i’m reading books cuz i never fucking learn
you’ve run a fine line too long this time
i gotta move on im sure im right
cuz it was nice with u here
i’ll be fine with u gone
i don’t like all this fear
you should just move along

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

time, wasting time 
but you don’t realize 
what you don’t realize 
these are the days of our lives
you got caught up in your lies 
emotions trapped inside your minds 
hidden behind a disguise
now its too late for goodbyes

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive..

hangitup [jolst x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

happy new year everyone <3
w/ @jolst & @sprr00w

lyrics:
hey!
is the weather wanting me to
stay?
cuz i can feel it on u too
ur smile’s deceiving
and i lack the feeling u need
but i guess i’ll stick around

its that time of year again where i
feel like telling all my friends
how exhausting everything is lately
or how im just a fucking baby

so get in the car!
no questions asked
i feel like saving tomorrow
for last night’s tasks
all of our time has been borrowed
so make it last
one day at a time, time, time

so get in the car!
no questions asked
i know i’ve fallen in love
just waiting for the catch
and yea i havent been great
with my own past
but im just taking it
one day at a time, one day at a time

hey!
is the weather wanting me to
stay?
cuz i can feel it on u too
ur smile’s deceiving
and i lack the feeling u need
but i guess i’ll stick around

one day at a time [jolst x sp00]

spotify!

lyrics:
give me a second 
gotta clear my head 
how quick i fail to remember all the things i said 
i thought i had it all figured out 
accept the good and clear the doubt 
but i can’t count on myself 


brace me baby 
it’s been crazy 
facing 
changing places that i’ve been 

lost 
i trace my steps but at a cost 
but i can’t get 
no i can’t get 
past the point 
where i would feel i’m where i’m supposed to be 
but am i lost?

is it too late to fix this?
a long fight with covert resistance 
won’t sit tight i’m over the distance 
cuz in the end i know what i’m missing 
toe to the line
it won’t change my mind 
with your hand in mine 
to see what i find

change me baby 
i’ve been crazy 
chasing hazy places that i’ll be

beginning of the end 
or the end of the beginning 
the place i wanna be is a place i’m always fearing 

where’d i go i need to find myself 
i’m in the dark can never ask for help 
i have these thoughts of all i things i want 
i see them now so i don’t think i’m

lost [prod. 5head x Yeezo]

A track I made back in 2020, felt fun enough to share.

Lyrics:

on a one way road
where things stay strange
and my mind is wrecked

riley reads the room

Things Stay Strange

i'm a casualty of life...
prod. @gonetoofar x @memoryroseishere
cover photo taken my by girlfriend :)
hope u all enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh how i dream of the west coast
or maybe somewhere thats not here
i’ve been all cooped up inside
need a place to reside
where the water can run clear

i hate to wait for my chances
but i’m a casualty of life
my brain cannot wait
for the day i can say
everything’s gonna be fine

don’t want to be here tomorrow
but in the sense i don’t exist
i’m sick of basic routine
need a change in my scene
i don’t know how to fix this

i think i'm tumbling backward
i need a hand to life me up
or maybe air i can breathe
maybe eyes that could see
why the water has dried up

freshwater [toofargone x memoryrose]

Static Touch

Track composed by @ryedit , inspired by Daft Punk - Voyager.

Distant

its ya boy tight jeans

thanks to @decksmusic and @yaintbitch


lyrics:

(adny)
life moving fast so I'm pumping the brakes
life feeling cluttered clean leaves up with rakes
life feeling hopeless my heart only breaks
life leave me gambling raising the stakes

my music is my life so my life is pretty shit
songs are like a juul I'm always tryna find a hit
hate all that I do, but I'm never gonna quit
take a quick trip I'll be gone for a bit

I don't carry around a wallet I have nothing to put in it
life really can't change much more couldn't it?
learning nothing new cuz I just sleep through all my classes
and I can't admit I'm wrong even my hindsight needs glasses

remember back to 2016 browsing google chrome
back when all the sneakerheads were fiending for some foams
I'm trying to get back but I can never find my home
use the pitter patter of the rain as my metronome

(yaint)
gucci down to my dick like who the fuck are you
with my homies wrist twistin in the fuckin stu
fuck a dyke then i kick her out my fuckin room
i fuck titties bitch you know what the fuck we do

FUUUUUCK
SHE GET ON HER KNEES I TELL HER SUCK
I DONT CARE ABOUT HER FEELINGS THAT MUCH
DICK HER DOWN AND LEAVE HER THUNDERSTRUCK

ay ay ay 
FUUUUUUCK

(decks)
hit a motherfucker wit a beanbag mm 
pull up on your girl and let my team pass ouu
fuck a reservation petty bitches want my time but im thinking that you ought to go to rehab
everything in my wallet is everything i have
if it wasn't for you i woulda never let time past
cuz im goin to college i didnt let the fun last
but im blowin up now so i gotta have a blast
all this music beatin my shit
if it wasnt for it life probly wouldn't be it
i would be pretty depressed if i was forced to quit
thank god thats not how they make me exist
i been splashin cash on things i never need
never liking posts up in my feed
thinkin of the books i used to read
how stupid the person that i used to be

(adny)
1 2 3 4
MESS WITH ME IT'S FUCKING WAR
I'MMA MAKE YOU WISH YOU'RE DEAD
WHEN I GO PUNT YOUR FOOTBALL HEAD

(decks)
5 6 7 8
THIS AIN'T FUCKIN DINNER DATE
LIVING LIFE AND I'M IRATE
FUCK A BRICK LET'S CLEAN THE SLATE

(adny)
MAKING THESE BANGERS MY LUNGS ARE COLLATERAL
SHATTER THE MIRROR ON CABINETS OF ADDERALL
STOP TEXTING ME YOU KNOW WE AIN'T COMPATIBLE
PASS IT TO DECKS YOU CAN CALL IT A LATERAL

(decks)
ALL THESE MISSED CALLS I DON'T CARE
AND ALL OF THESE BITCHES DON'T CARE
IF WE'RE TALKING MY MUSIC DON'T CARE
but it turns out that life isn't fair

adny, decks, & yaint - wet sock / BUTTERSOCK

lyrics:
(evan carus) - on god bro on fuckin yams bro fuck bosnia that shit doesn't exist bro long live muhfuckin serbia we we we reppin that shit for life bro fuck albania, fuck croatia, FUCK BOSNIA, serbia the goats, ethnic cleansing in this bitch, FUCK

(adny)- we back in this bitch and we better than ever
making that bread cop a Burberry sweater
it took an hour to put this together
we hot like the lava that flows in the nether
living first class now we drinking gin and tonic
way that I've been rocking I've been feeling like an onix
mixing my words up I've never been too good at phonex
now we making sparks like a plug in the socket
now I'm off it
put you in a coffin
6 feet deep
your bitch on my dick she said I'm hot just like it's Austin
Texas 
now I'lI feeling reckless
i crashed all the cars they only let me drive the Lexus
but I still whip the Tesla because bitch I'm electric
I'm on a whole different scale like it's metric
I get what I want I don't even gotta flex shit
I fuck her then I'm outie so that bitch call me brexit

(decks) - bitch im a star like brahe hunnit on my wrist shoot a bitch like jahseh yuh
finna catch a case nobody wanna fuck w me cuz i dont say sorry
run from my issues no maury
you all some animals this a safari uhhh
not a debate no parley
i might be selfish but no calamari
i am the biggest dog no clifford
i don't ride waves i don't need flippers uh
might jus go fuck on ur sister
nevermind i don't wanna be her mister uh
yeah i chase the green, ordinary scene
never hit the juul but bitch im still a fiend
fiending for all the success in the world cuz its tastin like bon appetit oh whaaa

(yaint) - all my diamonds sheen no charlie 
smokin on that weed bob marley
countin up my bread no barley
she gave me them eyes like carly 
wait
don’t pull that trigger 
pull up on my boy 
i’ll pull up on your boy
what
you scared so soon?
won’t say that word but 
i’ll call you a coo coo
GOT TWO BITCH ON MY DICK
SUCKIN ON MY PICKLE LIKE ITS RICK
YALL GOT THE JUICE I GOT THE SAUCE
I WEAR DESIGNER NO BABY THATS BOSS

(adny) - simp too hard don't stand too close you don't need that bitch
take time to think then leave that bitch
cuz I bet you don't even wanna see that bitch
don't be that bitch
get up off your ass and go
stopped getting whipped and start whipping the foreign
they in the vip I'm on the floor
cuz I don't like being the center of the show
boy you a clown like bozo
I don't wanna kiss no homo
bitches hit my phone but I'm a no show
she working no hands like a GoPro
like Anne frank I can't see you
you are transparent it's see through
I would never wanna be you
shawty be stinky like PU

(yaint) - whole hand dripping like 5sos (sauce)
thousand on my clothes so you know i wear just boss
piper like peter
start smokin that reefer 
i don’t fuck with that bitch cuz she is a cheater
i am not black so that bitch do not like me
i go to sleep every night i am crying
i think i love her my friends hate me for it
i wanna die so take my whip and i floor it
i like your shirt it’s cash like a bank
sike i lied it was all just a prank 
i am the assman so you know i spank
i be bringin the revival of skank
i do not smoke know i look like a hippy
my friends in relationships they all be whippy 
see all my fits so you know i look drippy
fall from the sky like my name is gibby

(decks) - shawty like the dick, call the meat, in the vehicle
they call me the bread, take a seat, issa miracle
give her a taste and she say its phenomenal
she gimme discharge that bitch is dishonorable
this culture's demonic your cancels are petty
pull up on me you'll get turned to spaghetti
Glock in the whip no my name is not fetty
but you boutta die if you try me, you ready?

(yaint) - penny
penny
penny
bruhchain
bruh

yaint, adny & decks - CROUCHING TIGER / [hidden driveway]

This is our debut single Nosebleed! It's finally out and we couldn't thank you guys enough for supporting us along this journey. We've been working on this for a long time so please enjoy and share!

Credentials:
Vocals - @evancarus @decksmusic @tiredenergy
Beat Production - @tiredenergy @decksmusic
Production Engineer - @decksmusic @tiredenergy
Mixing - @decksmusic
Vocal Effects - @decksmusic @evancarus
Cover Art - @tiredenergy

Lyrics:
Brain spilled, pain filled, i feel like a waste bin
High on life no THC could make the fucking green thin
Need to sleep I'm on an hour i don't need no sedatives
Thin the water blood is fonder need another place to live
All my brothers ask, will this music last?
Hashing out the bars like they're spuds I'm made to hold the cash
Do what's needed pain I'm feeding off of in the cemetery
Burning bridges buried bodies family's never secondary

This a fucking nosebleed tryna plant my soul seed
Think you fucking own me, bitch you can't control me
Lost in the matrix of my heart sometimes
I cannot believe I didn't see the signs
Got another evil sitting right beside
Got an alter ego but its trapped inside my mind
Spilled my heart then I mopped it up
Every time I fail its like I try for what
Cant stay silent gotta interrupt
Eating at my soul tree so corrupt
Another fucking nosebleed
Cannot plant my soul seed
I will not let you control me

Jumped on the beat like ‘who?’
Crafted the beat that’s true
Factored the heat not you
I’m just telling the truth,
Chef in the kitchen 
We brew in the stu

Switch my flow I’m not a basic baby
If we stay independent we could make it baby
Took a year to get here they don’t know me baby
I worked for a year then went solo baby

Cause we breaking the banks with the stories we telling
And taking advice from the people who selling
Our presence is real we’re becoming contenders
So give me a reason to wanna surrender 

We formed a collective
To put out a message
On how to be separate from those we we’re dealt and
We work for the bag
Our mission for cash
It’s Arlington season
We the best in our class

This a fucking nosebleed tryna plant my soul seed
Think you fucking own me, bitch you can't control me
Lost in the matrix of my heart sometimes
I cannot believe I didn't see the signs
Got another evil sitting right beside
Got an alter ego but its trapped inside my mind
Spilled my heart then I mopped it up
Every time I fail its like I try for what
Cant stay silent gotta interrupt
Eating at my soul tree so corrupt
Another fucking nosebleed
Cannot plant my soul seed
I will not let you control me

Turn up music to cope with my problems
Cuz i know that drugs can't solve em
One day i hope that they all disappear
Just dissolve but i don't got a solvent
(x4)

Arlington - Nosebleed

there is nothing, just the monky monky monke life lyfe monkie liiife

features: decks, evan carus, lebron
@decksmusic
@evancarus

you don't deserve the lyrics. mainly cause i forgot them.

emoji of the day: :(|)

what is it that you have become?

the monky life (feat. Evan Carus & decks)

its 2020 and star is back bb
thank you guys for your continued support 
special thanks to decks for the sick feature, find him @decksmusic
also thanks to blade901 and discent :))))))))










<3

background (feat. decks) [prod. blade901 X discent]

wasting away (feat. decks)

with the life i’m given, i’m healing.

@lovelessgroup
@butaneband

Finding lots of joy in small things.

@aarlingtonn

wasting away (feat. decks)

Evan Carus

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