This honestly gave me goosebumps tbh definitely a bop!! great work frfr very emotional track I dig it frfr🔊🔊

Bro your talented fr this is really hitting rn

everybody talks about me
and i don't really blame them
and everybody's laughing
i've been feeling really down i need caffeine
and my blood's pouring out i might be dying

crazy little reject
tying up these loose ends
i keep fucking losing
and im tired of it all
baby i dont really talk at all
and i always end up
im a crazy little reject
tying up these loose ends
i keep fucking losing
and im tired of it all
baby i dont really talk at all
and i always end up fucking up

i just wanna reset
go back to the past i don't need this
baby i won't be there
don't give me a mean glare
askin can i read
i don't know
ain't receive it

but i don't see it
and i'm skipping the queue
can you feel it?
everything that you do
you can't leave it
and i can't find a reason

crazy little reject

Money fiend (sdp) (keatmn)

eventually (p. bloom)

featuring @mental + @1giib

tysm to the prods who put in so much work and effort into this for me <3 this song would not be what it is without them. pls go follow them and show them infinite amount of luv 
@angelonmyshoulder
@m2monroe

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𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚕:
don't know why i feel like this
don't know why i feel like shit
i just need a kiss
why's it gotta be like this
i think now it feels like bliss
i'm glad that you exist
even though i feel like that
you will never be like that
now i feel so sad 
everything it makes me crack
you can never take it back
take it back
take it back, everything you said to me
i don't care i need bliss and ecstasy
i need help but nobody rescue me
i need help but nobody care for me
i don't think that you ever cared for me
everything we had, you were playing me
but i can't tell on my way to see
you're pretending, it's just make believe

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𝚐𝚒𝚒𝚋:
i don't know why you made me feel like this
you said you love me last night
i put up with your lies
didn't know you're playing tricks
why do you keep on doing this to me
why don't you just go set me free
i know you don't want to be 
my love
why can't you just talking to me 
cause i cant take it honestly
when you keep making me put in
my all (my all)

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𝚊𝚔𝚊𝚜𝚞𝚔𝚒:
if you keep making me put in my all 
i might drown into a pitfall
i don't think i'll recover from you
you took everything i had too 
it's all we had just you and me
i tried so hard but you weren't listening 
i'm free but i still feel locked inside
with your arms around me there's no place to hide 
don't know why i feel like this 
don't know why i feel like shit 
i might jump off a bridge
thinking about you
and all the crazy things you put me through
it's the time of my life 
that i wish i could change 
and i don't know what is left of me 
writhing in pain
                                               ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

recover

♡ 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘺

recover w/mental + giib [attachxd x monroe]

diegointhedark - drama (asecoamy)

Glaive-every dog has its day

NOTHOLLYWOOD
TRACK 3/3
W/ @staggyucrazy
PROD @fum1ko & @kreokid

1am calls (fumiko + kreokid)

produced by kittyflower
written by @devvn <3

w/ @devvn

lyrics:

big ass bank roll, goons do what i say so
keep a hunnid killas, hunnid dealers on the pay-

pull out my choppa and my shit gon leave u limpin'
and your girl using her hands, call her pimpin'
she on my phone and she always steady bitchin'
emo bitch see her wrist, how she slittin'

big ass bank roll, goons do what i say so
keep a hunnid killas, hunnid dealers on the payroll
guys gonna lay low, drops on the opps home
we pull up then we fuck up these pussies way before they know
big ass bank roll, goons do what i say so
keep a hunnid killas, hunnid dealers on the payroll
guys gonna lay low, drops on the opps home
we pull up then we fuck up these pussies way before they know

(@devvn)
i just whipped around the v and then i fucked it up
posted up in milwaukee cuz im bout my bucks
know they tryna catch me lackin so i keep it tucked
turn that shit off, that shit sucks
sent you a text but you left me on read
i dont really want your ass, i want head
yeah i want you but i prioritize the bread
one day you want me and the next you want me dead (imma FAWWW YOU)
so make your mind up, bitch decide yeah
i'm really one who gon slide yeah, you gon die yeah
i sip liquor for the night yeah, plus i'm high yeah
girl please don't lie yeah, don't lie yeah
cuz i tried yeah
i tried my hardest not to break you hoe
i tried my hardest not to let you go
i tried my hardest but you still let me know
that this wasn't gon work out no more

no but actually like lowkey these new like pred hunters are crazy
they are, they jus like straight up be smackin em
yeah i-,
it's good the didn't catch me yet

big ass bank roll, goons do what i say so
keep a hunnid killas, hunnid dealers on the payroll
guys gonna lay low, drops on the opps home
we pull up then we fuck up these pussies way before they know
big ass bank roll, goons do what i say so
keep a hunnid killas, hunnid dealers on the payroll
guys gonna lay low, drops on the opps home
we pull up then we fuck up these pussies way before they know

payroll

sept-oct beats
w/ @violetxx9 @ripwarheart @4solo @claudesdiary!!
*$10 each*
dm on ig @prodasperr :)) 

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1 in bloom- neck deep sample
2 safe-way
3 shaped
4 lovely w/ @violetxx9
5 nerves 
6 hesitate
7 hateful w/ @ripwarheart
8 self-isolation 
9 keep em comin w/ @4solo
10 mindless
11 forget
12 same thing 
13 west kid  
14 too late- @jauntsen sample
15 killrr w/ @claudesdiary
16 blissfully decaying w/ @claudesdiary
17 yielddd w/ @claudesdiary

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;)) https://samply.app/p/ya9gjRckScQUIxofp2ct

fallen variety ✩ ₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ #9102k24 w/ @violetxx9 @ripwarheart @4solo @claudesdiary

miikael swag - legitness

an older tune I cleaned up a bit
it is a tribute to actor, singer, dancer, artist, and author Russ Tamblyn, who turns 91 in December.

I wrote the song around the time I retired from my  medical career. So  along with references to  Russ and childhood memory, there are veiled allusions to this strange  new exciting but a bit unsettling life circumstance in the lyric.

As per Russ 
He danced and acted in Westside story  and Seven Brides for Seven Brothers most famously but was in a bunch of movies in the 50s and 60s.. and ....my favourite as a kid was the War of the Gargantuas, which  for Russ was a creative low point ..but  it got him to Japan
opening clips from WotG...the middle and end clips from his movie Highschool Confidential



PS The line in the last verse Words stuck in my throat..lifted from the song The Words Get Stuck in My Throat From the movie War of the Gargantuas...sung by the wonderful Kipp Hamilton who has to contend with a Gargantua groupie..dont worry she survived....clip of the song in the movie is here
https://vimeo.com/358726099?fl=pl&fe=sh
Devo did a cover of it years later


Russ Tamblyn

I'll get a Tokyo life                             
Say some words off the script          
Monsters in play                                
Career gone adrift                               
I can make it in spite                          
Of the way they dub my lines              

I'll sail to the East
Maybe take me a bride
Dance out regret
Act up with pride
Let me do it 
Let me do it
Let me do it brother, what do you say?
My little boy brain wants to be Russ Tamblyn for a day

I wanna be cool
I’d like to be strong
A fighter who dances
A singer of songs
Add some rhythm 
Put some muscle on these rhymes 

The streets of the West
I'll be taking a side
Living forever 
This world’s opened wide
Let me do it
Let me do it
Let me do it, what do you say?
My little boy brain wants to be Russ Tamblyn for a day 

In 1970                                         
I saw him on the TV screen        
With those creatures, one             
brown, one green                         
My Gargantuan celluloid dream   

They said I could bail    
I’d much rather swim
Head above water
Life on a whim
I can make it in spite
Of their doubts and their goodbyes

Words stuck in my throat
What's left to say?
There's only myself
I can't stay away
Let me do it 
Let me do it
Permit me if I may
My little boy brain wants to be Russ Tamblyn for a day
My little boy brain wants to be Russ Tamblyn for a day





eventually (p. bloom)

Evan Marzz

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