how did i miss this wtf?! its amazing >:(

Lost inside the changes 
When all we had was waiting 
Turn it off, like it doesn’t stop 
Never said a lot when we used to talk about that
I said you could have it all 
I’d still wait for you to call

And through your hands I traced out 
The way back home I need now 
I fell asleep in your spare room 
On the floor when the night starts to come through
Said it’s real cause I feel like I need to
Feel like someone you need cause I need you 

Don’t say it’s clear, don’t say it’s easy 
Cause you got all the moments 
And you know that
We could go back 
Cause you got all the moments 
When you take me home
You could take control 
You could take me 
Cause you got all the moments
Did you know that
We could go back 

Untouched, I fell into your silence 
Unsure I’m ever meant to find it 
(Lost in the dead leaves I’m sure)
Our time despite where now my mind is 
My fault I ever tried to hide it 

Don’t say it’s clear, don’t say it’s easy 
Cause you got all the moments 
And you know that
We could go back 
Cause you got all the moments 
When you take me home
You could take control 
You could take me 
Cause you got all the moments
Did you know that
We could go back

July

walk home

not home. - walk home (skellington)

prod by Liminaldream

blink, im 24
theres still things i cant be rid of
i think i could do more
feeling younger than i am

fell distant from my friends
things felt different on my end 
i feel my stomach sinking when

standing over a hole i cant fill
going nowhere, im at a standstill
this october, it weighs like anvils

and i could last 
this december
find my flame 
in dying embers 
find my passion
and it wont change how fast im aging 
i cant take it 
i cant

blink

produced by @prodjolst



just talk to me slowly
and i’ll be right here for you
i’m behind the smokescreen 
my eyes filled with envy, you
always wanna call me 
when i’m on the edge; for you
my girl i would only
do the very worst for you 

hiraeth: 

It’s not what I wanted
I would ask god for revenge on you
Cut my limbs ur holding
I don’t need them All the germs from you
Oh don’t waste ur envy
At the gates you’ll repent ur sins
No, no I don’t this magic cauldron
Pull me in
Float
You’ll float so heavy
One
One day you’ll notice
All this pressure can’t hold In

flowrs:

my head
is filled
bloodstains
on quilt
and you fucked me up
now i can breathe again

i’d stab 
i’d kill
anyone
and steal from
a graceful kiss
and you can leave again 

my heart
has gone
it’s done
walk on
will you bandage me
cover the bleeding and 

you win
i lose
oh well
that’s cool
and she has left you now
so suck it up my friend and go 

just talk to me slowly
and i’ll be right here for you
i’m behind the smokescreen 
my eyes filled with envy, you
always wanna call me 
when i’m on the edge; for you
my girl i would only
do the very worst for you

smoke/screen (feat. hiraeth) (+ jolst)

sorry for the long break
produced by mix
more soon
enjoy <3

lyrics -
no i cannot let you go
youre the only one i know
but now you say you need some space
but hopefully with time it breaks

don't wanna dream about your face
i think im nearin my day
but why do i still even try
you made it clear, i said id die

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high

you're not what i need
but i can't help it, no i can't just see
all these people that are around me

but i just wanna flee, i don't wanna be here
try and talk to me, and it goes out my ear
oh yea i'm free, but i cant have you near
no one needs me, i'm dead to you, dear
i'm dead, i fear

another years passed-
i've been getting old, getting hard to keep track
but i'm still young, and things are getting fast
tryna keep control when you asked

(am i okay? do i think ill die soon?) (are you okay? i don't need you)
(idk man, really think ill try soon)(u better go now, still stuck in june)
(and its really hard not 2 mind you) (you're hurt? oh yea well i had a clue)

all of this is just so far behind you

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly (i try to fight)
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high (don't wanna die)

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly (i try to fight)
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high (the light is bright)

fly again

Thought I had a better sense of this 
Astigmatism showing images that I don’t think I’ll miss 
At the cross road lamp lights circle in the mist 
What direction can we figure from the list 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly 

i didn’t wanna be here in the first place so when you’re ready let’s go
she put big rocks in this blunt i feel my skin turn to stone
so imma be up all night
just perfecting these songs
i’m sorry im late i was just spinning think these pills make me more drunk
i swear its not even fun
love, baby tell me that i am the one
and what’s said is done
swear this denim packed with toxic
i can’t feel my lungs
you should check your phone i think too much
and i miss your touch
please excuse the interruption when i grab the clutch
imma be driving all night

imma drive up that road that we both know too well 
By the back of our hands our palms can sense it when the ridge fell 
I’m keeping two plates on me 
I can’t decide for your eyes sake baby 
I’ll keep it low just like the temperature this morning 
let’s keep on sorting 
this mess could you adorn me 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly

lamp light ft. notahero (cl6udy)

hypnotize (ft. vails)

days go by nothin changes
faded
way too high need a face lift
i dont wanna die but im best beneath the basment
all rise put my teeth on the pavement

i dont wanna lie but its best if you believe that
ive been doing fine im alright and i mean it
i dont need your eyes lookin down on me this evenin
all eyes hang my body from the ceiling

all eyes
i can feel you looking down on me
and its no surprise
that you never saw me honestly
you can see right through me
im an apparition evidently
ill be dead tomorrow
and ill be replaced by next week

oh youll just give it up to whoever asks
give me one good reason why i shouldnt leave this in the past
i could never trust or love someone who couldnt give that back
how could you expect that out of me you selfish psychopath?

days go by nothin changes
faded
way too high need a face lift
i dont wanna die but im best beneath the basment
all rise put my teeth on the pavement

i dont wanna lie but its best if you believe that
ive been doing fine im alright and i mean it
i dont need your eyes lookin down on me this evenin
all eyes hang my body from the ceiling

all eyes
i can feel you looking down on me
and its no surprise
that you never saw me honestly
you can see right through me
im an apparition evidently
ill be dead tomorrow
and ill be replaced by next week

all rise (secre x sorrow bringer)

prod. nhne

lyrics:
all this time
all this time
all this time
all this time
we had something
we had something
time goes by
it goes by
i'm pretending
i'm pretending
i don't notice you
i don't notice you
it goes by
it goes by
i adore you
i adore you

yea

adore

Hand Me Downs

Fever Too High

How long has it been?
That you’ve lived underneath,
The weight of your memories and I,
Know you keep your heart close,
To the lives you’ve seen,
In other people’s dreams,

So talk to me, dear,
Talk to me,
Talk to me, Ooh,
Talk to me, dear,
Talk to me,
Talk to me,

The time I heard you sing,
I heard your soul,
Cut through wind,
It flew so far away from you,
And spread through the world,
It gave melody to us all,

So why won’t you just sing with me,
And fly,
Past your mind,
And I know,
You’d walk a path you’ve dreamed before,
Just let your heart be your soul,

And I know,

You'd talk to me, dear,
Talk to me,
Talk to me,
Talk to me,
Talk to me, dear,
Talk to me, Oooh,

But I don’t know,
Cause though I said that I was better,
Even though you knew the truth,
That I am gone and you’re not here,

Cause though I said I was better,
Though I said that I’m not used up,
Well, I don’t know,
I don’t know,
Won’t you please talk to me.

blink

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