This fire 🔥 imma leave a like, keep it up💯 check out my new song “odyssey” we could work together lmk👀

The honesty in your lyrics is beautiful and your vocals portray it amazingly such a good song man <3

idk how I've been sleeping on the intricate details are so damn good

prod @wisssery 
@speedlmt
@sleepywater

even in the end i was nvr worth it
got me feeling down got me feeling worthless
cant you see i struggle god i hope you notice
stutter when speak and now im losing focus

turn the light switch on man its killing me
im barely even half of what i used to be
say ur stuck in the mud but its clear to me
you really wasnt anything you claim to be

im not even hearing what youre saying 
cut through me  
all the lies they leave me aching 
you never understand all the breaking 
break me down to nothing its so fucking berating  
and i dont understand what you say to me 
feeling sick, turn me blue just like an artery 
turn to ice you hit your target, archery 
tryna look forward, find myself but its hard to see

baby in the end i was loosn focus dissapearn act is my hocus pocus
if i was magicionnn i wud b gone in a munite
u aint a part of my life so dnt tell me how to liv it
baby in the end i was loosn focus
my dissapern act my hocus pocus
i open up the portal to hell
and i dont wanna close it
i been livn w satan this the life that i chosen

and i dont want to live now
two shots been lost and im let down
crying out for a lord what you say now
dont need no hope im alone now

even in the end i was nvr worth it
got me feeling down got me feeling worthless
cant you see i struggle god i hope you notice
stutter when speak and now im losing focus

turn the light switch on man its killing me
im barely even half of what i used to be
say ur stuck in the mud but its clear to me
you really wasnt anything you claim to be

magician w/ speedlmt, sleepwater [wisssery x sharp]

produced by @user-374890447 and @sinxi
lyrics
oh no it hasnt even been long
since you have been in my arms
hasnt even been long
nothing truly made sense till you came into my life
that was intense, when you kissed me for the last time
i never really understood what it meant to feel alive
i thankyou for fucking up my life
damn shes gone forever ill never get to know
if we'll last here beside my window
i said its now or never or ill dip bro
but your the one that left me, oh 

really hit me hard that i been needing you
wear a bandage but it be bleeding through
sent you a package cant you just see it through
can you open it can you just plead into
lot of oak in here maybe some trees in you
i've got an open ear that needs attending to
its very open here its very nice out of my room
its very lovely but i lose sight of you
can you not think its me losing my mind
i just wanna see you in my life
im imagining things you wouldent like
i just wanna give you a piece of my time
listen up im alone im alone all the time
got a few friends but they're online
need to go out better my life
its such a joke i stay online
IM SUCH A JOKE ALL THE TIME
EVERYONE KNOWS MY LIFE
I NEED YOU CLOSE YOUR MINE
OH PLEASE DONT YOU KNOW YOU'RE DIVINE
that way that your hair moves
freckles presented infront of me
i know that your special 
can you come home

home

thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

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life sucks but at least you make it fun (feat. spookybands) [p. king theta]

thank you for liking strangers again, here’s part 2…

thank you evergarden 


my heads a wreck i think i miss you
even after everything we went through
this takes a lot for me to say
but i wish that i stayed with you

your face is in my dreams
i need you to help me sleep
do you still remember how to fall in love with me?
i keep every photograph 
because i like looking back

though our love was a tragedy

we both had broken minds
can we leave it all behind
the time we've spent apart has consumed my mind
all the toxicity
that wasn't meant to be
what was it like to fall out of love with me 

you'd say often i think too much
overthinking, what can't be undone
do it to myself and it takes everything

i need closure
it's been in the way
guess the picture painted
doesn't always fit the frame
complicated
doesn't feel the same
and the time i wasted
won't be getting back again

would it hurt you so much just to try
fell in love with the sparkle of your eyes

guess it's time i make a change
all for nothing 
such a shame

back to strangers just like that 

we both had broken minds
can we leave it all behind
the time we've spent apart has consumed my mind
all the toxicity
that wasn't meant to be
what was it like to fall out of love with me

back to strangers (ft. evergarden) [acey]

This a dark road I laid a path and you don’t even like it
Backwoods, I’m looking backwards under my eye lids 
Light up, I light it up, I inhale just to try it
Now I’m smoking 4 or 5 a day and I don’t buy em
Load up, I’ll grab a gun and cock it at my target
Steady hand I pull the trigger, just so I can try it
Aiming bullseye, point blank, how am I standing
Put it back between my eyes and twitch before I fire it 

This six shooters got more then 1 bullet 
It’s hitting 0 it’s hit in the green
And all my bets placed 4,9 and 13
This roulettes Russian it’s not very
Clean 
My body’s fearing the worst I can’t 
Breathe
I saw you with another guy and I 
Screamed 
How many more until you stop being a slut 
Close ur legs just to open em up

And that really isn’t even half
You had to block me just to get in his car
It’s annoying that you don’t say it with chest
Window down I bet he’s kissing ur…

What id do oh what I’d do to anyone who ever tries it 
Molotov his bedroom 
Pouring petrol on his carpet
I’m gonna rip him from everyone that he loves
Stainless steel around his neck
I’ll put a knife in there and plunge
Stop being a narcissist baby I need some love
Like just a little more, then what I’ve already got
Anything is better than what I have
Please don’t neglect me I’ve had all that 

This a dark road I laid a path and you don’t even like it
Backwoods, I’m looking backwards under my eye lids 
Light up, I light it up, I inhale just to try it
Now I’m smoking 4 or 5 a day and I don’t buy em
Load up, I’ll grab a gun and cock it at my target
Steady hand I pull the trigger, just so I can try it
Aiming bullseye, point blank, how am I standing
Put it back between my eyes and twitch before I fire it

stainless steel

prod by me and jacob vallen

wont eat for a while
my stomaches been aching
and im not myself 
not as of lately
few months ill heal right? im hardly inpatient
its not feeling real, counting cracks in the pavement
takes all i have to pull my anchor out
i dont know who i am, know everything about u
takes all i have, to make the words come out
im making nothing last, im pretty anxious now
 
dont tell me "people change" like you look down on me
you always said "its nothing" its alot to me
started turning heads, wont look back at me 
was just more of the same a little differently
giving nothing back 
its not important now
things u take for granted 
let my anger out 
i just cant grasp it
nah, its not important now

takes all i have to pull my anchor out
i dont know who i am, know everything about u
takes all i have, to make the words come out
im making nothing last, im pretty anxious now

for a while

lyrics 

[maesk]
lightning strikes are u scared
i grip tight to your hair
i'm held tight with u here
i let loose in the air

lay me down gently
my souls soft just like jelly
ive been hurt more than plenty
these shock waves came but u left me 

girl your face, hold that thought
u were the one for me so i thought
oh lord, u just want to take me there
lost from all cause and trapped in disappear

this feeling we have
oh so pure
girl u just hold my cure
i'm losing my sanity 
but wearing this armour
it's been chipped to the t
but from it i'll be stronger

i'm just sick of this waiting 
baby u know i'm patient
please just let me out of this spaceship
i've holding fears in these faces, girl

oh my god not my paintings
been working on those for ages
u just smile look back while ur breaking
it's all aligned with my making

[flesh]
i'm folding up and i need to unwind a bit 
caught my reflection, repulsed by the sight of it 
i wish i knew what to do to improve 
it's just a game and there's nothing to lose 
i tell myself when i feel like i'm nothing 
i cant keep on doing what i've been cause i wanted to 
knowing that's part of the trade-off 
i'm scared i know what i'm made of 
i don't got a hint, i can't be with this wind 
where do i go, so focused on when 
and i can't tell you why 
cuz idk 
i'll never know 
if i'm doing well 
i can never tell 
it suit me well 
if i don't play tonight 
i never will 
so sick of this show and tell 
went in front of everyone 
and i forgot the words, oh well 
like hello world, i'm so scared of you 
i just wanna know, i never know 
the truth, i'm so confused 
i'm so confused

veils of forsaken

veils of forsaken ft flesh (flesh)

and we all know happened
 I think It all burnt down in auburn 
And I won’t warrant that reaction 
but you can tell me all about it while we go

check out consignment and every store 
It’s not replacements but holding places 
we cherish more than we know in the core
choose the new ones it’s hard to face it 

adjust the ocular focus what’s ahead and I credit 
those before me chose adore me 
open the levy let’s start this out  
we gotta start letting this go to start living out our lives oh 
better said than done put the effort in we’ll get it right this time 

And if we don’t then I won’t hold it against you 
No I won’t 
I won’t 
I said 
Just Sever everything 
I thought I could 
I doubted through it all 
I called I talked 
It didn’t solve a thing 
I crawl along it’s staying underneath 
and we grew this outward 
distance claimed by forces 
outlawed from the trinsic
Plains and we can just get out of there
Out of reach again this time 

adjust the ocular focus what’s ahead and I credit 
those before me chose adore me 
open the levy let’s start this out  
we gotta start letting this go to start living out our lives oh 
better said than done put the effort in we’ll get it right this time

we all know what happened (King Theta)

produced by @prod-dash 🖤
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEgzoEH60Cg

harmonies construct of her in vain,
when i had felt the same, i wonder what you let slip loose
idolized in holistic refrain from scaring you away,
but it was you who had left so soon
redundancy falls on the floors of insult,
diffusion of awe is now subtle appall
when the fracturing stops, he returns to his lot
and continues to watch the forgotten responses

how long has it really been?
on everything i could've been your confidence;
wounded deep, but regardless you were gorgeous
external forces couldn't conquer this fortress,
girl i was all in,
now i'm more of like a martian,
a foreign entity ignored and made of sport in pure extortion
the score depends on those who force it,
but on my life i'll never pry into this systematic fortune

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

he's licking tears and steeling bones
from baring sights of burning homes
and of the counterparts still present, most have nearly decomposed
the oxygen persists, but the fluids marching in
wreak havoc on the aspens, now his blood is wearing thin
the centuries forgot receive his aching and distraught,
converting portions of distortion into frequencies bewrought
the ice goes in by division of his temperance
sickly to this weather, but she ain't even my medicine

it's two-forty-two as the film rolls into view
i beg your pardon, i'm enshrouded by the memories construed
just anyone won't do,
the comfort causes calluses he's unable to move
they stare at him in twos

the burial becomes attraction, and of the visitors, it's nothing but distraction
come one and all, before root is sawed, the chainsaw, it stops,
he of wooden rot, with that pandora's box, reverse the plot
the acid sat within his stomach summits to his top
begone of influence it's over 'fore it had begun
i'll never feel that same alikeness, they just read me wrong,
just to do me wrong

bare trees conceive cold leaves,
you showed me what we couldn't be
washing over me, frostridden stings
that sole breeze had spoke "don't leave"

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

the paneling glows a familiar sequence,
but it's passage won't open to those who would seek it
through timing and tamper he had managed to enter
unaware of it's contents, he treads a bit deeper
in awe of the contrast from seeker to aether
he's welcomed to stay, but he's covered in shivers
for those it abducts are reduced down to neither
so backwards he goes, where his soul doesn't meet her's

come the night i'm allotted what's divine
i got bugs up in my head,
they always scratching, leaving bites
ain't no energy to waste on those unkind
only time you talkin shit is when you're doing it online

november (dash)

drops on all platforms - friday 13th june 💫

produced by: @prodjolst
featuring: @ripskele

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it 

[skele]
i pray that someone take me home 
im not seeing right 
im mixing pills into my drink
so i can sleep tonight 
god i know u make me sore 
i don’t need reminded 
fucking kicking down that door
didn’t try to hide it
pouring up this drank 
into my cup gon make it worse 
i can’t even speak 
fuck up this check 
so it don’t hurt
put this metal to my brain 
go afk 
i’m making sure
hope i forget about ur face 
i pop this k 
like its a cure

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it

for a while

evergarden

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