Invisibility Cloak

whose side are you on?

descent

caught me wishing,
summer swelter and 
i can't sleep

turned out the lights,
picked up my phone,
she had something to say to me

she said, "i've got your number,
i'm in the fears you're voicing,"
picked up the phone and she said

my love, my love
don't fall asleep,
running through the aisles
i've got no more tears to weep

caught me wishing
i could let go and land
on my feet

caught me wishing, in my dreams 
i have everything - holding conversation, 
an ovation at the ease

she said, "i've got your number,
i'm in the fears you're voicing
and if you look around they all
had better choices!"
she said, "i've got your number,
i'm in the fears you're voicing!"
picked up the phone and she said

my love, my love,
don't fall asleep,
running through the aisles
i've got no more tears
to weep

150 (my love)

Reasons & Reminders — crummy lil demo (unmixed n sloppy)

oh, there is a lost year
somewhere between you and i
you smell like a garden
i want to be twisted in your vines

i just want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

you gave me a flower
bright red and pink, but i got you stepped on
enter infestation
the doubt that I think i’m not what you want

but i want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

cracks and petals cut were bound to come
when we were never meant to love
but that doesn’t mean we can’t break rules
this is filthy love but it’s golden and
the whole world needs to know it
but i dont like convincing you

the garden & the pavement DEMO

i don’t really know why
my biggest fear was working a 9 to 5
when our love was gasping for air
i dont really know why
i’m standing here on my birthday night
and you’re standing over there

i gotta take time
put in the work
and i don’t really know if it’s sposed to hurt
but i hope you’ll love me still

i waste time
trying to feel
the love and all the wounds i’m trying to heal
but i know you’ll love me still

and love you i will
i’ll still love you still

i don’t really know why
my biggest fear was running out of time
when our love was dying in my arms
i dont really know why
it’s torture forcing myself to watch you cry
knowing i did the harm

and babe there’s no amount of “sorry”
to fix the wreck i made
and there’s no amount of apologizing
oh, i gotta take

take time
put in the work
and i don’t really know if it’s s’posed to hurt
but i hope you’ll love me still

i waste time
trying to feel
the love and all the wounds i’m trying to heal
but i know you’ll love me still

and love you i will
i’ll still love you still

i waste time
trying to feel
the love and all the wounds i’m trying to heal
but i know you’ll still love me still

lets still love us still (demo)

Demented

remember (ALEX G COVER)

i probably stole these melodies from somewhere

tell me you’re listening
i keep you in foremost front parts of my mind
last night was different
you should promise the first time was the last time

you do things in the moment
when you don’t know if you mean them
when i let down my defenses
pull you out of the deep end
the breaking starts

down at the skatepark
kickflippin under over my heart
kickflippin under over twisting turning burning breaking my heart
that’s where it starts

sat on memorial benches in homestead
you joke that you’ll leave one for us when we’re both dead
and gone, ashes in homes
the spark on the fuse grew alongside your nose

and i know that’s impossible
so i'll be responsible and
take half the blame, i'll play your game
if you take back your bench, i’ll try not to miss

comfortable silence
the biggest smiles after a kiss
kickflippin sleeping over kissing learning hurting like little kids
i’ll try not to miss

oh why’d you do things in the moment
when you had what you called perfect
now i don’t know if you meant it
now i’m the one in the deep end
you broke my heart

down at the skatepark
kickflippin under over my heart
kickflippin under over twisting turning burning breaking my heart
can’t we restart

skatepark kickflippin except ive been sick for a week and almost lost my voice

me & you

"The World Turned On Itself " by Paul Kucharski

I woke up to the sound of shouting,
Same as yesterday.
People pointin’ fingers,
Don’t hear a word they say.
The rich man’s buying silence,
The poor man’s buying pain,
And the preachers on the corner
Say the world’s gone insane.

Yeah, the world turned on itself again,
Brother against brother, friend against friend.
We build our walls where love once stood,
Trade our hearts for fire and wood.
Oh, the world turned on itself again—
And nobody’s listening.

The children learn the language
Of the anger that we teach,
While mercy dies on every tongue
Before it learns to speak.
The media sell division
Like it’s sugar, salt, or wine,
And every side says they’re the light,
But they’re all running blind.

Yeah, the world turned on itself again,
Brother against brother, friend against friend.
We shout so loud, the truth gets small,
You can’t hear a heartbeat through a wall.
Oh, the world turned on itself again—
And love’s the one we’re losing.

I seen kindness in the ruins,
And hope beneath the rain.
There’s hands that still reach out
In the middle of the pain.
So I’ll keep strummin’ softly
Though the world’s out of tune,
‘Cause even a whisper’s stronger
Than the silence in this room.

Yeah, the world turned on itself again,
But maybe it can turn back, friend.
If we drop the stones, forgive the fight,
And learn to share a little light.
Oh, the world turned on itself again—
But I still believe we can mend.