im praying this will eventually be on apple music🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

that buildup gave me the chills, lovely tune as always max!!

Rivelino Bermudez on bass + mixing 
Mack Durham on drums + vocals 
Isabella Rainbolt on guitar + vocals

you made my suicide complete

i'm in love with a ghost
i've got a heartache i've got it all
when she had nowhere to go
she phased right through me and now she's gone

so, touch me baby the way you do
your body's gone and my soul is blue
we're miles away but i'm done complaining
don't know you, honey, but god, do i miss you
you
do i miss you
you

i'm in love with a ghoul
with crazy hair and these deep brown eyes
we used to run 'round the school
now we live under different skies

so, touch me baby, the way you do
your body's gone and my soul is blue
we're miles away but i'm done complaining
don't know you, honey, but god, do i miss you
you
do i miss you
you

i've been waiting and chasing, honey
my heart's been aching for something new
waiting and chasing, honey
my heart's been aching for somebody like you
 
(oh i miss you)
you
do i miss you (i miss you, i miss you ahh)
you

i’m in love with a ghost

have had this one written for a while now and dont really like it but still decided to work on it for some reason

on my way home late at night
high school forefront of my mind
something about it is making me numb
somehow i cant get enough

oh i just wanna put it down
but it’s glued to my hand right now
grab another
further down the gutter

just noticed how often
these thoughts are in my head
something about em is making me think
i’m addicted to these feelings x3

oh i just wanna put this down
but it’s glued to my hand right now
and forever
maybe its for the better

can’t stop drinking
empty feelings
think this bottle’s
deep as deep ends
can’t stop drinking
empty feelings
i think im an
alc c c c
can’t stop drinking
empty feelings
think this bottle’s
deep as deep ends
can’t stop drinking
empty feelings
i know im an
alcoholic

oh i don’t know what i’d be without
all this shit i pour in my mouth
i just wish i could put them down
but the bottles are glued to my hands right now
and forever
i’m gonna drown
i’m gonna drown
drown me out
drown me out

alcoholic demo

oh, there is a lost year
somewhere between you and i
you smell like a garden
i want to be twisted in your vines

i just want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

you gave me a flower
bright red and pink, but i got you stepped on
enter infestation
the doubt that I think i’m not what you want

but i want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

cracks and petals cut were bound to come
when we were never meant to love
but that doesn’t mean we can’t break rules
this is filthy love but it’s golden and
the whole world needs to know it
but i dont like convincing you

the garden & the pavement DEMO

the night is ours
and the bonfire too
and it’s burning through

the space between
our eyes and shoes
and it’s new

as my sirens sounding
as my hope is drowning
you just do you
you just do

and if you took away college
the fear of making no profit
it’s just you

kiss me, man
kiss me, man
you’re quicksand
you’re quicksand
come close, babe
closer, babe
don’t wait
please don’t wait

cause my sirens sounding
and my thoughts are crowded
with you
just you

and if you took away music
the fear of staying this useless
it’s just you
just you

kiss me, man
kiss me, man
you’re quicksand
you’re quicksand
come close, babe
closer, babe
don’t wait
please don’t wait

don't wait

my only memory
is of you and i on the couch
autumn's first breeze and
september's sun down
if it weren't for the candles
we'd be the warmest thing in the room
cause you're too hot to handle
for somebody who knows how to lose

and i guess that's why a therapist
writes half of all my lyrics
i give credit where it’s due
if therapy is listening, i love you

now that i’m 18
i know damn well a rock can’t talk
but i saw that movie
and it changed the way i stare at a wall

i think you’re funny
but i’ve conditioned myself to laugh
cause i want you to love me
but humor's something i don’t have

and i guess that’s why a narcissist
writes half of all my lyrics
i give credit where it’s due
i know i’m always listening, it’s all i do
if therapy is listening
mary if you’re listening
i swear i’m always listening
it's all i do

my only memory

Its over, I dont know why im trying
sometimes I cant help but cry about it

I dont fucking get it
I'll have to accept it
Someday I'll get it
I dont understand but
want to keep trying
but im feeling tired
everything ive wanted
probably ill never know

im off and i want to fight somebody
once again I'll waste my time on nothing

Someday I'll Get It

waveform* - In My Drink

wish you knew that you'd make it out of this
all the good times that you feel you should miss
stop believing that you're not deserving of them
don't you cry

cause you're not the mess you see in the mirror
like a sad shell of who you wish you were
i know you feel like you’ve lost yourself
but you’re fine

cause the earth will continue to spin
and the birds will continue to sing
when the sun comes up, you'll do the same
cause you’re fine

when you’re sad and all alone in your bed
and you can’t shake off those thoughts in your head
just remember
you've always been bigger than this 
you'll be fine

when you’re down and drowning in your shame
and bad habits seem to keep calling your name
just remember you're not the one to blame 
it's alright

cause the earth will continue to spin
and the birds will continue to sing
when the sun comes up, you'll do the same
cause you’re fine
​
// written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo

dontask

fine

"transparency," my latest release is out next month. here's a demo i've been working on since last summer.

"skin"
i woke up with a lump in my throat
visions of you and the way that you spoke
it's 7am and it doesnt make sense
and i'm trying to forget before i fall in

with brown paper skin i fold to the touch
takes a gentle smile and i crumble to dust
but you'll never see what's underneath
no i won't let you in i won't let you see

if i could shed my skin and start anew
maybe i'd be better for you
a false scheme in a drunken dream
wish you'd say those same words when i'm not asleep

well i'm tired of dreaming of being who i can't be
cause i'll never be her but she'll never be me
but if you saw me the way that i wanted to be seen
i wouldn't be here wishing that it wasnt a dream

if i could shed my skin and start anew
maybe i'd be better for you
a false scheme in a drunken dream
wish you'd say those same words when i'm not asleep

"recover" 

from my mind i wonder
if i'll ever recover

i'm always holding out
i know that you'll let me down

i try to convince you
i try to convince me too

i wish i could be you
that way i wouldn't feel too

i walk by myself in 
the same place that we met

and there is not another
i wish i could recover


feb 12 2020 ver

the garden & the pavement DEMO

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