Trips to Venus

French Kiss (Intro)

prod https://soundcloud.com/xlhc & me

woke up
head hurts
i'm still so fried
nosebleed
maybe we get too high
numb face
4 shots
blacked out last night
3 blunts 
double cup
i'll treat you right

i got 1 too many problems gotta kiil one
i got 1 too many things to do im ghostin
i keep that tylenol on deck, murder this migraine
sometimes i wish i could go back but what's the point tho

yeah i fried my brain hundred times, thousand times and im not proud of that
i was getting bent on the reg and now i moderate 
i just put a gram of the wax inside my cigarette 
i was dippin reds inside the red when i was way 2 young 

i like who we are
i like who we are
(if you don't wanna stop then we don't gotta stop)

i woke up at JFK and we were going off
we were saying things we shouldn't say
we're always fucking off
now we ice up but our wrists hurt
smoke until our chest hurts
i wake up at LAX
i'm depressed and I miss her
now it's london calling me up on the phone
nowadays we add the 44 and listen all alone
wishing i could paint your fingernails
so i gave mine the black and blue
u carved your name into my back and i miss eighteen too

i like who we are w/ xlhc

U.B.B. (prod.okthxbb)

lyrics:
(missing polearms)

i've been feeling like a fiend
it's been way too many days since i've been clean
i've been off a pill, i think i found a cheat
i was down, but now i'm feeling up
i can't feel a thing for her, i think i'm fucked
i been running from myself, but i feel good
turn my back on you because i have no trust
can't trust anyone

HMD w/ polearm

ft. cr1tter
prod. remghost x caves

lyrics
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i'm free-falling out the back of the window
back to when things were still simple
now i've got nothing left
i'm just a boy on the internet
we won't talk we'll just sit here in limbo
looking for signs and some symbols
some that we'll never see
now we're just high on a memory

can you feel me through the screen
can you tell me what it means
when i pour my guts out
and you leave me on seen
i just lost a friend
i just lost a lover
walking on a tightrope
with my eyes covered
i don't wanna fight no
i don't wanna crush her
i feel like a psycho
when i'm off the uppers
uppers downers
i just miss being around her
another lie another high another compromise 
i can't wait no more i'll be gone tonight
go through hell to see the heaven in her eyes
she treat me bad i treat her well there's no surprise

i'm free-falling out the back of the window
back to when things were still simple
now i've got nothing left
i'm just a boy on the internet
we won't talk we'll just sit here in limbo
looking for signs and some symbols
some that we'll never see
now we're just high on a memory

my recollection's alluding to lust
picking my brain until it self destructs
something inside of me's calling your bluff
calling your bluff
this little travesty lies in the rough
thought i'd get over it but i'm still stuck
endlessly cycling this off the cuff
i'm not enough

boy on the internet (ft. cr1tter) (prod. remghost x caves)

From her insta 6/1 happy pride :3 / Shout out _.jaydoodles._ another daisy fan :3

cr1tter - loosing faith in you - leak?

Playful Corrections

fats'e - cut me off

Official Video: https://youtu.be/n8XmlBr60Fc

round the valleys we roll
TV blasting out the static 
making peace with my soul
calabash was way too far
so i skate smoking a bone
the hazy sun blessed me with wind
and now the ocean's my home
lately all i do is drift
collect the bag and phone home
hit my pops up, know he's sad
cuz life always takes its toll
but I'm certain all the pieces 
that i need will still fall
from the sky and i smile
been a while since we talked

flushed my xannies down the sink
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome
never know where I'll end up
keep my pockets lined with gold
no one's ever told me wrong
i blame myself for the most
got a shot up on my ass
cuz she stayed sleeping around
now my wallet doesn't fold
shoes dirty working till close

flushed my xannies down the sink 
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome

guitars/prod/mix/master by @93feetofsmoke

this song is the antithesis of "if my dad saw he'd me mad at me" which explored the consequences of poor decision making and the overall negativity that used to completely encapsulate my life. Hope it means something to you. Take care <3 love ya pops

if my dad saw he'd be proud of me (video in desc)

(produced by okthxbb)

thank you all, i love you

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