lyrics:

Blowing on Kush im faded
Wanna fuck me just say it
Oh she got them bbl hips yea I know she jaded
Type to love and fake it
I do not get caught dating
All of my phone vibrating

Pressure had hit my lungs look like I got SARS
I might just go bald Im driving fast cars vroom
Come over to mine sometime this afternoon
Blunt had been dipped and rolled this shit gon  put u on the moon
My necklace beat me up that shit hit like a monsoon
Im in and out Toronto like jamario moon
I been up for days my eyes look like a racoon
Im a rockstar I feel like im playing up in muse
Music been my life since I was back in the womb
I look at the cn tower and all I see is views
I just beat his ass no jumping in its not twos
Come at him again u leave with more than a bruise
Let me hear the shit before u say id go hard on it
a&r’s will try to make a quick profit on it
All these guys mixes no vodka just straight tonic 
They not feeling u they feeling what the brand wanted

Blowing on Kush im faded
Wanna fuck me just say it
Oh she got them bbl hips yea I know she jaded
Type to love and fake it
I do not get caught dating
All of my phone vibrating
Blowing on Kush im faded
Wanna fuck me just say it
Oh she got them bbl hips yea I know she jaded
Type to love and fake it
I do not get caught dating
All of my phone vibrating

bbl-hips interlude .. (jabarionthebeat x sayquizzy)

U.B.B. (prod.okthxbb)

sewerperson - No Contact

Lately i...

Lately I...

honored to have @foreignforest on this
hkfiftyone:
i feel so messed up, like im never right
swear im drained just from putting up a fight
i wont sleep but im tired, so i might
want to be up in the sky

if im real, i just want to stay alive
if i wake up in the morning, i survived
keep it pushing even if i dont know why
know there's something more to life

foreign forest:
my chest
feels like it's full of rocks sometimes
yes
i've been working on my mind
tests
all i ever seem to find is
stress
i don't wanna lose my mind yet

i'm so tired of living in the future
thinking i'll be good
but for now im just a loser
this is not "it"
lost my "present" in the sewer
gotta get it
but i don't know what i'm doing

what if i
have a different story i could
tell in time
though i didn't get it on the
very first try
at least i can say i tried

hkfiftyone:
i feel so messed up, like im never right
swear im drained just from putting up a fight
i wont sleep but im tired, so i might
want to be up in the sky

if im real, i just want to stay alive
if i wake up in the morning, i survived
keep it pushing even if i dont know why
know there's something more to life

im tryna get back up, i swear i try my best
but every time i fall, i feel it in my chest
and then my brain gets numb, so then i make a mess
its like i cant think straight, but you probably get it

hold on
i swear it's gonna be okay
been too long, but swear it wont stay
youre not alone, i know its lonely
youre all in my prayers

Sample from Julia's Message of Hope
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rvhgvmABL0

"It's ok to be afraid, but I don't want you to give up. Because the thing about depression, is it lies. You know, you gotta fight to be here. Because it does get better, and all of these lies will eventually go away. You just have to hold on, 'cause it doesn't get to win. It doesn't get to take you. Because you're stronger than that, and you're worth more than that.
And it's possible."

Stay Pt 2 w/ Foreign Forest

cr1tter - Blah blah blah - leak

lyrics
--------
and the likelihood that i come out of this alive
is a problematic fallacy of suicide
everybody wanna talk real big when it comes to the digits
but life's a game and the numbers lie
and if truth is to be told
i don't wanna know
spoon feed me lies
and leave me all alone
tell me i'm a joke
cut me to the bone
you can paint a pretty picture
with my blood on the stone
i've been contemplating this for a minute
i'm losing sleep thinkin' y'all gonna get me
i'm just a man overboard and this ship is too heavy
they wanna talk wasn't ready
i celebrate with a bomb of confetti
my guts explode on the levee
i live in fear of my peers
they say they love me all the time
but that's not how it appears
i sit in bed pondering how i bring strangers to tears
when i can't give myself some credit over several years

somebody come and get me
i'm drowning in this water
i'm screaming crying all the time
but she don't even bother
i live alone inside this home
with dreams of living farther
my trauma deeply rooted
can't even text my father
and that's the real reason why
i project my feelings into songs that i write
copacetic dreams but my tears turned to ice
so i pop em out the tray and get this bottle pouring right

and that's the real real real reason why
i've been up all night
hold onto the past even though it's out of sight
and i've been going through this shit for a minute
and i've been floating through so many fucking visions i'm spinning
i gotta get up off my ass and get to inking these villains
but i just hide
and i don't wanna try
cause every time i think i do
i dig too far inside my mind
i dug a lil too far now the grass don't grow
water on the roots but the pedals all mold
and seasons do change but the stems still broke
so i glue em back together even if it's just a cope

nineteen ninety-six

Blue Light Fisherr

v rare chill 93 blapper w no 808s i wrote this in a very pink hued kick ya feet up zone out into the melancholy overcast smog of the city n appreciate ur blessings type beat setting #showyamomchallenge lmk wht she thinks of it!! 


guitars/prod/mix/mast @93feetofsmoke

life loud cut the feedback! 
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that 

life loud cut the feedback
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that

lost my mind, left it vacant
chewing 2s on vacation
she got gucci on here fragrance
she got louie on her daybed
and i don't really mind it at all
I don't pick up when u call 
cuz u don’t hear when I talk
& I don’t care when ur gone 
they're never on what I’m on 
That’s why I’m always alone

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 

life loud cut the feedback!
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that 

life loud cut the feedback
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that
x2

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 
x2

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cut the feedback!

(produced by okthxbb)

thank you all, i love you

written recorded produced mixed & mastered by 93FEETOFSMOKE

℗ PLZGOAWAY

Lyrics:

It’s 5 o clock
No sleep at all 
Bang my head 
Right through the wall
Leave my things
Or take them all
Light the bridge
It burns, I walk

And it takes 
And it takes
And it takes 
And it takes me 
Over the edge
And it hates
And it hates me 

It takes 
And It takes
And it takes mee out 
it bends and it molds
and it breaks me

I don’t feel safe
I don’t wanna do the race
I don’t wanna look back
Black sky growth pains 
New spare new change
Wish it all would go away
Wish it all would go away 

Hear me out
would you hear me out?
Hear me out
would you hear me out?

It’s 5 o clock
No sleep at all 
Bang my head 
Right through the wall
Leave my things
Or take them all
Light the bridge
It burns, I walk

And it takes 
And it takes
And it takes 
And it takes me 
Over the edge
And it hates
And it hates me 

It takes 
And It takes
And it takes mee out 
it bends and it molds
and it breaks me

16

Payday