a demo written and recorded on august 11 2021, in my grandfather's attic

made a bed for you in my head
but you won’t lie down
you won’t lie down
you won’t sit still

now your birthday’s coming up
so i put my hair up
and bake you a cake

and i could be your mother
and i could be your friend 
we’re oceans apart though 
and there’s someone in your bed 

and i could be your mother
and i could be your friend 
we’re oceans apart, though 
and there’s someone in your head

it’s not me, it’s not me it’s not me
it’s not me, it’s not me, it’s not me

i’m glad it’s not me
cause i never knew 
how to get you to stop 
holding the knife

we act on intuition 
just like animals
or we don’t act at all

and i told you a thousand times
the dove doesn’t know of murder
it just flies into the night

and i could be your mother
and i could be your friend 
we’re oceans apart though 
and there’s someone in your bed 

and i could be your mother
and i could be your friend 
we’re oceans apart, though 
and there’s someone in your head

it’s not me, it’s not me it’s not me
it’s not me, it’s not me, it’s not me
i’m glad it’s not me

cause i could never learn to be
silent

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Bedhead (demo)

My Willing Participation In The Circle Of Hurt

Mary Valley

25 January 2022 

Can I disappear if no one’s looking for me? 
Can I disappear right here? 
I’m asking just because— I climbed but nobody taught me how to survive the fall
And I don’t really want to kiss the floor
So I keep holding onto your shoulder blades as if you’re a cliff
Because you’re just as steep sometimes
And my arms are really tired
I don’t want to give up just yet but my arms are really tired
My arms are really tired
My arms are really tired
My arms are really tired
My arms are really tired
My arms are really tired
My arms are really tired
My arms are really tired
My arms are really tired
My arms are really tired
My arms are really tired

distress signal

17 January 2022

Fell asleep to your voice
In a foreign place 
Wiped the tears away

No one saw me cry
So I can break apart
Slowly and quietly

And hope someone picks me up 
And puts me back together 
When the sun is up

And I thought it would be you 
I was so sure and
I was so wrong

Cause you take forever 
To say the words that you sing 
But I’ll wait if the wait is for you

Patient like a dog
I’m loyal to a cause that wants me dead 
I’ll die just to prove I love you to death

You put me through your hell
Even though all I wanted 
Was a little warmth

Your hands 
Too close to touch
And too far to hold

But don’t change
Stay the way you are 
You’re beautiful and I’m only tongue tied

Something in you I seem to recognize 
Is the reason why 
I keep dragging this around

This body is heavy
The dead can’t fight against the gravity
But don’t change, don’t change
Stay the way you are

I'm patient like a dog
I’m loyal to a cause that wants me dead 
I’ll die just to prove I love you to death

And even though there's nothing left for me
I’ll wait because the wait is for you

©2022 ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ ♥♥♥♥ X4 RECORDS
Produced & Mixed by Danny Playamaqui 

Artwork by Wou-Wou & The Wormling
https://www.instagram.com/wouwouandthewormling/

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Eusebio: Percussion 🐙
Rogelia: BrokenBeats and sab•o•tages 👩🏻‍🦰 
Valentino Arco: Synths 🦊
Matilda: Keys 👩🏻‍🦱
Hall: Noise and Sweets ⛑   
Potoo: Basses 🦉 

"watch out for your ears" they say 🕳🕳🕳🕳🕳🕳 

Thanks to you! Much love! 💖💖💖💖
ok done 
🌸🦄💥

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Move Of Ten

rew(1)

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i beat moonlord today... im halfway thru the game!!

Gigalith 1

Overdub instrument at Home Recording - 5/06/2024
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Movie Clip is Here  https://youtu.be/-tFBC3f1EuE
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