Affection (Taylor Morgan)

+ @1polkadot @ecodll
prod, mix, master by me

--lyrics:
>>stardust
i spent too long tryin to hold on
tell me i am nothing i dont understand
lookin in the mirror i dont want a hand
u cant even save me im too damned

[hook] -->
i been lookin for it all
drown myself in alcohol
staring down the edge now, i dont wna fall
dealing w/ some shit i cant even fuckn solve
i aint even worth it wtf u want
voices in my head, echoes in the hall
sick off the meds, i can barely walk
drowning in regret, i dont wna cut
needle in my vein, im goin numb <--

>>polkadot
im ngl i do not know what bro saying

[hook]

>>eco
told her i can make her see stars, she don't know what we are
she living the fast life, money and foreign cars
different planet, i'm on mars, sell the pack like a bazaar
fork's name in your mouth, we gon' leave u with a scar
we gon' leave u with a scar, different planet we on mars
i let the 40 blow and u get smoked like a cigar
rock out with my guitar, u can hate i'm going far
i'm living the fast life, money and foreign cars

spotify

Numb ft. polkadot, eco

𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝚎𝚡𝚙
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[𝚕𝚢𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚜]
𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚝 
𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 
𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚏 𝚞 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚎 
𝚢𝚎𝚊 𝚒 𝚋𝚎𝚝 𝚞 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚎 

𝚒 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚜𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚒 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜 
𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚊𝚗𝚗 𝚠𝚎 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚝
𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚢 𝚍𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚍𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒𝚙𝚕𝚢 
𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚍 𝚒𝚍𝚔 𝚠𝚑𝚢 
𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚜𝚊𝚍 𝚒 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚢 
𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚊𝚕 
𝚒 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚕 
𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚗𝚘𝚝 
𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎 
𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚙𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚋𝚊𝚝𝚑 𝚛𝚘𝚋𝚎 

𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚒 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚕 𝚖𝚢 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝙲𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚘𝚜 
𝚒 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚍𝚛𝚘𝚙 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚗𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚘 
𝚒 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚒 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 
𝚒 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚍𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚒 𝚛𝚘𝚕𝚕 

𝚒 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚒 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚍 𝚎𝚢𝚎 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚜 
𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚗𝚊 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚒 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚎 
𝚒𝚖 𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔, 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚒𝚙𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚎 
𝚒𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚠𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚒 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔 
𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚊 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚖 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚘𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚊𝚝 
𝚠𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 
𝚠𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚎𝚟𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 
𝚠𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 
𝚠𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚙𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚜 
𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚙𝚎 𝚟𝚊𝚜𝚝 
𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚢𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝

𝚕𝚢𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚎

nicole dollanganger - whispering glades remix

whispering glades

i think im gonna lose my shit tonight 
smoking on this green ima get so hiiii
down a monster ima kill u on sight 
have a feelin that tonight is gna b the night i dieeee
got me throwin up all ovr my truey jeans
seeing colours , seein lights on my tv screeeeeeen
in my future see a single queeeeeeennnn 
bridge:
ima lose it (iiaiaihahahaiiiahahiye)

zarki :

this isnt what i had envisioned
i always scream 4 help
but yall never fuckin listen
i just popped a pill
i aint been sober in a minute
no i cant take this shit no more
i reached my fucking limit
im off the drugs
im outta luck
i know u hate me
i dont give a fuck
i got dis glockie
u better duck
im always faded
im always drunk

i dont wanna do this but im runnin outta options
finna blow my brains out with a mf shotgun
(i cant do this again, yeah im sick of pretending
 when is it gonna end? i just wanna overdose i dont 
  know what im living 4)

tysm 4 listening

lose my shit w/ zarki [kyoa]

i dont wanna try anymore i dont
bloody nose when i wake up
reach for the pills on the shelf i know
i cant do it alone
wish for a castle on the hills
where i am unknown
visions of death when i sleep
i cant do it alone
do it alone
i cant do it alone
do it alone
i cant do it alone
again again
im on my own
again again 
cant do it alone
no one there for me when i wake
is this all a waste
when will i be saved
im out of time
im out of life
when will i be saved
in the end i hate
what ive become

spotify ^-^

i cant do it alone.. (syringeangel unnholy)

prod.
@0k1ro

notes:
sum regalia w/ @i6neiru
luvUall

//

[shiro]
u dnt wna say too much
held it back, but now im done,
u js wna be the 1, that ends it all
and let me fall,

u dnt wna say too much,
that we are breakin up,
i had ur trust and now its gone,

u wnt me back, no u dnt
i dont wna do this anymore,
we be talkin back n forth,
gaslightin until be bored,
as we end up on the floor,
u js find some ways to ask for more,

[i6neiru]
u cn feik it all,
doesnt matter tho i alrdy mde up my mind,
nobdy tell u tht,
nobody wnt u sad,
ya me hice a #laidea de esto,
it dsnt matter alrdy madup my mind,
anywys cz u cn still b here,

//

im done + i6neiru『k1ro』

ft @nightigerxo 
prod by @i437 using my loop
feel kinda whatever about this song tbh lurv carried w his prod, but whatever im dropping it anyways

summon you ft. nightiger 「lurv x cosmik」

@benjithemachine
prod me

@stellathepixie
i remember when that house burned
deciding i love her
she’s picking me herbs
im forgetting to how to say words

i can tell that ur awake
u tilt your head to say
some treasure chest of thought
but u keep it locked away

i remember when he stabbed u
lit up by the stadium
trying 2 sink ur teeth
it didn’t hurt but now it does

broken body, black eye
within an inch of ur life
i promised 2 nurse you
this is what it feels like

i live 4 the straps on ur skin
and u told me 2 never tell lies
i live 4 the straps on ur skin
n 2 stare in those puppy dog eyes

@benjithemachine
it’s the poison on ur lips it’ll tear me apart
i only hear the brake lights of passing cars
im running out of blood now my brain wont start
you have this broken part of you
that lives in the dark

this what it feels like
stuck here on the outside
bb i can’t take it
nothings coming back 2 life
cause u never love
thinking what it took
to get me off the floor
and home with someone else who would

@stellathepixie
there’s geometry in you
hexagonal, u play
i know something that u don’t
and i’d like to keep it that way

this is what it feels like w/ benjithemachine (pixie)

prod.
@0k1ro
@prodjayysoul

notes:
luv u @v4nity
bossed up 
!!!!

//

[shiro]
these people always on my line
waiting for me to step out of line
yeah this path that i take is so dark
hold my hand we can go so far
away from this earth
ur divine aura keeps me warm, js like home
dnt wnt u, to be a burden in my arms
yeah we flying so fast, lets go to cloud 9
maybe we can turn back the time,
when i was lost, n find a way to get out of this darkness

[v4nity]
hope we can find a way out
im in the darkness i cant see a thing at all
but im okay as long as you're with me
without you id be feeling so empty
nothin inside
keep tryin to hide
my hands feelin tied
need you by my side at all times
in love with you im glad you're all mine
hope i can save us from the dark

[hook]

//

𝚕𝚢𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚎

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