This Is Expose Toxicc

2025 Indie

Re-Extended 05

Suicide thoughts🫀

This song by Igden Daledrop is a cover from the DEFA film of the same name.
Artwork by Mireia Guzman.

#alternative #pop #electronic #jamesbond #vintage #indie #soundtrack #melancholic #cover

Solo Sunny

Solo Sunny (feat. Judith Mann)

DEMOLITION

HELLFIRE

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Mutated

"Betrayal" explores the painful reality of close relationships shattering as trust is broken. The song captures the heartache and emotional turmoil when those you once relied on turn their backs, leaving only the sting of deception.

@exposing.toxicc - betrayal (p. @bapop)

Fascinating day

Analog

A raw, introspective indie track capturing the painful realization of a one-sided relationship. With haunting lyrics and a melancholic melody, it reflects the journey of accepting that love was never truly shared, leaving only heartbreak and closure.

@exposing.toxicc - you never cared [p. Jacob Vallen]

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Deep End

Gentle piano cradles a son’s quiet heartache, reaching across years of silence to his estranged father—a bittersweet plea as longing goes unspoken.

@exposing.toxicc - lies you told (Jacob Vallen x Expose Toxicc)

BOUNCE

@exposing.toxicc - the man i am (p. Jacob Vallen)

I gave the Udio vocalists the Sanskrit words for the yogic mantra Surya Namaskara - Salutations to the Sun, which I then just put some music to. 

I'm very grateful to Andreas (@APi_ZZ) for helping with the mix, sorting out the vocals and also for his help with the cover art.

Daybreak

Apologize

Composer Wex.

Oficial Music - Tell Me
Contact: wexmusic@outlook.com 



Babe, I didn’t mean to make you suffer
Because you’re the one I need

Babe, I didn’t mean to make you cry
Because I don’t have you here 


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[Chorus]
What’s the secret
To win your heart?
What’s the recipe?
Darling, tell me

What’s the secret
To win your heart?
What’s the recipe?
Darling, tell me


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[Verse]
I know that among them all
But I made you happy, ooh yeah

I know not everything is the same
But I can still make you happy, ooh yeah


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[Chorus]
What’s the secret
To win your heart?
What’s the recipe?
Darling, tell me

What’s the secret
To win your heart?
What’s the recipe?
Darling, tell me

What’s the secret
To win your heart?
What’s the recipe?
Darling, tell me

What’s the secret
To win your heart?
What’s the recipe?
Darling, tell me


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Uuuuuu yeahhhh
Babe

Tell me now… uuuuuuuuuu
Eee yeah ey eee reee

Tell me
Tell me
Eeeeeeeeee


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[Chorus]
What’s the secret
To win your heart?
What’s the recipe?
Darling, tell me

What’s the secret
To win your heart?
What’s the recipe?
Darling, tell me


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Uuuuuu yeahhhh
Babe


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Tell me

@exposing.toxicc - deserve this (p. Jacob Vallen x Expose Toxicc)

This poem was in a box, waiting to be heard, for over 20 years.

Récifal
7 août 2003


Offre moi la majestueuse cadence de tes marées
avec influence pacifique à fleur d’eau 
d’un chant allusif
maîtresse des forges
sur l’enclume de tes récifs
je me commotionnerai
pour débâcler mes barrages enfoncés
résiliés par mauvais herbages salés
varechs extirpés
enfin disculpés par ton écume d’albâtre

Offre moi passage clandestin
loin des troncs rocheux entortillés de tes écueils
et de nos malmenages advenus
ma conduite guidée le long de tes platiers
je veux m’étendre sur tes plages distinctives
recroquevillé à flanc de falaise
ma préservation réinventée
sur les refrains flûtés des lulus dorés
camouflés dans les champs talqués de roses blanches
et des forts jetés sur les horizons cassés

Offre toi à moi sans artifices
pure et limpide
comme les eaux décantées
a l’ombre de ta futaie de mangroves
partage tes délices limoneux
sustente mon estomac récalcitrant
de papillons laqués d’or et d’ambre
dans une euphorie amusante truffée de motifs purs et viscéraux
je t’offrirai une poignée de chrysalides
et le chant de mon âme

Tender Tides

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

A Halloween jam with the King and Queen of the Losers. A cover of "This Is Home" by Cavetown. Good vibes.

bit.ly/CavetownHome

This Is Home (Cavetown Cover)ft. King and Queen of the Losers

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

This Is Home

Sik World - 7 Years Remix -RyZeSynx

turning my emotions into lyrics.

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@exposing.toxicc - the man i am (p. Jacob Vallen)

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