Kenny Orlando Radio

paperboy ft. swiiif (uglybeats)

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@jolst & @punkworldthreat
art: @ejcarrmusic
ep soon...
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lyrics:

aint shit hard for me at all
i be down so much i forget i know how to ball
i can’t get enough when im wit u i want it all
i been up i cannot fall
hit the pen then dip im writin fables on the wall
hear my story loud im quiet im not standing tall
i cant rly stand up for myself much anyway
feel the consequences while im withering away

back n im takin the backseat
baby i need to relax we
takin it quicker than maxi
yeah, uh
thick skull like a pachy (dinosaur reference)
order up for the pack meet
re up at the acme
i been on go so long i forget how to sit down
i smoke double duffel bag i cannot sit down
i know shit always come up so i dont go out
this the hardest part of livin on my own now
no one ever ask me why im on my own now
shit like this why im always in a break down
this november so much colder than the last one
maybe thats a sign i gotta move it past ya

aint shit hard for me at all
i be down so much i forget i know how to ball
i can’t get enough when im wit u i want it all
i been up i cannot fall
hit the pen then dip im writin fables on the wall
hear my story loud im quiet im not standing tall
i cant rly stand up for myself much anyway
feel the consequences while im withering away

its silence that haunts me
i cant focus im watching
where u go when im talking
u once told me u want me
whats the point in such conflict
life is futile and short lived
i cant spend it in jersey
losing friends before thirty, fuck

i been wasting so much time
next thing i know 20s gonna pass me right on by
gotta get it goin fore im running out of time
always running out of time

without a trace

fable [jolst x punk]

spotify & apple

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

does she mean that?
when she gone late out at night, givin me heart attacks
i swear we moved too fast
but its alright i guess
i dont need to blend in, im my own man

pumpin up my gas again
you really thought i laid here, like all day
all day, ill be working on myself like all day
no breaks, no narcotics in this shit like i been past that
i dont mean pass that

Toronto in the city gotta wait in line, again
wait for phone calls, opportunities to come by, on set
dont you call unless your ready baby, ill hop right in
why you buggin bout some chick i havent seen in months again

laid down in hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldnt
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

ion need trouble
ion need no bass here
why the hell you even bother
when i already ask
do you mean that?
do you mean that
laid down here, hollywood

laid down in hollywood

pull me closer *recycleBin + garasu*

Why you had to go?
Leave me so soon
I don't understand
What I'm going through
I need your help
I find no escape
Darkness stills surrounds me
Like everyday

I would get you back, if I just could
Hear your laughing one more time (because I know)

Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

In the silence of the night, I whisper your name
Hoping somehow, somewhere, I'll heal, I'm okay
I'm okay, I'm not okay

(because I know)
Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

I Miss You

Woke up at 10
Took a 10 
Cause I ain’t myself 
My only friends
Inside my head 
He says get some help
But you can’t listen to what he says 
cause he talks to himself
What’s he really know 
When he’s got nobody else 
I feel lost 
Stuck standing where the streets cross 

She says I look out of it 
Like im tired and I haven’t slept
Damn yet I ain’t really mad at it 
whatever brings a little bit of  happiness 
I can sleep when I die, so im working all night  

I gotta be delirious thinking I can change my life     
Staying up through the night with these bloodshot eyes 
Got a little routine watching the sun rise 
But Im learning how to not hate myself 
Im still watching after everybody else 
Im still figuring out all of these fine lines 
Between alternate timelines
The last time I checked in I was in good health 
What’s the point in having it if I’m gonna ruin it 
Its almost like the pent up the fear in losing it 
Stops me from ever enjoying any of it    
Im just filling the emptiness…  
With a little more emptiness 

She says I look out of it 
Like I’m tired and I haven’t slept
Damn yet I ain’t really mad at it 
whatever brings a little bit of  happiness 
I can sleep when I die, so I’m working all night
She says I look out of it 
Like I’m tired and I haven’t slept
Damn yet I ain’t really mad at it 
whatever brings a little bit of  happiness 
I can sleep when I die, so I’m working all night    

Focus on the target that’s ahead of you 
Life is like a contest 
And everyones ahead of you 
There’s nothing you could ever do 
It was never up to you 
It was never meant for you

out of it *methboiswag*

and these seconds go by like they’re nothing 
and precious is time but means nothing to me 
and these minutes rain down and cause flooding 
my waterproof coat hides the heart on my sleeve 

and i met her last year through her cousin 
it was april or may i don’t know honestly
i was away with the fairies all morning 
and we texted all day and it felt like a dream

now this time i once spent with my darling 
means nothing to her or to me 
oh my god 
how embarrassing for me was blubbing
in front of her mom and like 3 of her friends

and i guess ill be there if you need me 
you don’t have to fake to please me
you can talk to me so sweetly
or pretend that this is easy
it’s a daily rock bottom
so i drown my pain in weed leaves
10KG weights, and tea leaves
and when you hurt me kill discretely, please 

(greenwood)
try to parse through the things that you said
crossed over Madison, i loved you to death
stayed in the winter despite what i need
but we never made it to august heat
eyes on the valley, you asked me to wait
ask of the baggage, it's as is you care
still keep the coat that i got you in spring
i still keep the pictures i'm not even in

i still keep the pictures i’m not even in w/ greenwood (pekarot)

prod. flesh

sample: artist vs poet - like kids

lyrics:
from the moment that I woke up
I've been tryna see the sun
gotta wait a bit it's not up yet whoa
I've been throwing bricks into the pond
I'm just tryna skip all of the upset yea
I don't get a say in what I want
but I don't wanna end up on the doorstep uh
cuz then I get stepped all on
nah n I don't wanna stress too long

I remember it like it's yesterday
I'm still in it in the memories
swear to god I'll give them everything
but they'll never take the rest away
so I'll keep chasing notes I dreamed I wrote

I take my card and receipt
pack all my things into my bag then I step out in the heat
it takes longer than I want
and though it's hard as it seems
it's only everything I wanted
everything I wanted to be

Not up yet

shelltoes ft. Nikkie Bandz

forever
i'll love you
forever
you'll be on my mind (my mind)
forever
you'll stay by my side (my side)
and i won't let you die

keeping your legacy alive, forever. i will never forget your voice & laugh. missing your advice. missing you. will cherrish every moment forever. you were truly special and will forever stick in my heart. i love you. rest easy my dear friend. i really need you here so please don't ever leave my head fully.

(instrumental by smokerose)

forever (for Jude)

prod. branwen

i just wanna feel something
so every day im fucked up
i just i wanna kill time
cause i aint never felt right 
die alone in my bedroom 
everyday when my heads gone
bleeding out this false hope
clearly something went wrong 
die alone in my bedroom 
everyday when my heads gone
bleeding out this false hope
clearly something went wrong

just a hostage in my skin idk how to begin 
and everything i try is another dead end 

i been on the same shit
blood eyes vacant
dont know if i'll make it
dont know if i'll make it 
i been on the same shit
blood eyes vacant
dont know if i'll make it    
dont know if i'll make it    
out of this one tonight     (now everydays a nightmare)
i dont think we'll make it out alive 
out of this one tonight
out of this one tonight 

i just wanna feel something
so every day im fucked up
i just i wanna kill time
cause i aint never felt right 
die alone in my bedroom 
everyday when my heads gone
bleeding out this false hope
clearly something went wrong 
die alone in my bedroom 
everyday when my heads gone
bleeding out this false hope
clearly something went wrong

feelsum (ft. Kenny Orlando) (prod. branwen)

Everyday - Jayso777 + Kenny Orlando (drma + xcx)

[lyrics]

NOAH THOMAS
aw yeah cypher song, take one breath i know you’re breathing me in, when I’m a thousand miles away how could you still think of him?, you’re on the train home thinking about what y’all could’ve been, when i was right here all along, just kept making amends

SPOOKYBANDS
baby hang on, i’ve been good as far as you know, we don’t need to make problems, i cant love you right now girl, yeah i can fix up that front door that you complain about, you say you can feel a draft still, i dont need you getting colder

SACE6
and I’m still holding on, for it to be the same, if i’m still going on, don’t ask me to stay, i’m so sick of writing paragraphs, no need to cry it wouldn’t last, anyways, anyways

HAMILTON
and i’m so sick of feeling like this, woke up and my body feeling lifeless, i’m at the bottom of the bottle can you pick me up, i’m so sick of feeling this stuck in my head, every single day, memories of you start to fade away and turn gray, as i turn a new page, i’m just another dog trying to break my cage 

KENNY ORLANDO
and if i said that i moved on then you know i’d be lying, how do i put something i love so damn much behind me, i’m stuck in hiding, but let it find me, how do you move on? you do it blindly

KILLMESUMDAY
this time you can lose my number, i don’t know why this happens to me, time flies she still wears my sweater, thats the closest that she’ll get to me, my heart hurts cause i still remember all the lies that you fed to me, we can’t talk you’re always pulling me under, i can’t let you get the best of me

EZRA
you’re far away and i hate you, you won’t find another me i hope it breaks you up, was it a mistake to let you live a dream i hope life f***ing wakes you up, I-95 i’m driving all alone and i’m driving drunk, just stay alive, i’m trying, your heartless words don’t help me much

LOVE JAI
if i'm a piece of your puzzle i just won't ever fit, i feel like some people hate me and they just won't admit, i live up to your expectations i'm a piece of s**t, i got a target on my head and it's hit or miss, don't pay no mind heart intertwined and my hands are tied, i can feel the pressure from all angles I’m not switching sides congratulations your wish is true don’t act so surprised, wont say a word about it and i don’t even know why 

KENNEDYXOXO
it’s like i want what i cant have, i’m so self destructive i suggest that you stand back and you’ll be okay, tough love isn’t that bad, is that sad, now that this is over i wonder who got the last laugh, and its over with i told you i was never okay, you told me to get over it like “oh you don’t say”, i’d be colder and emotionless i dug my own grave, now it’s time for you to leave me here before its too late

JOMIE
when will you care cause i doubt you ever did, yeah we close to the finale hope you had fun cause i did, i feel like robin since my pretty b***h look  to go shopping, anything for her by any means, so run your pockets, vroom vroom got one speed i’m zooming, told her if she got another option she should choose it, why you looking At my face you think that funny s**t amusing, you stay at your momma’s place then make fun of my music, what the f**k you doing, its getting harder to be the bigger person, it’s only a loss if you find you didn’t leaRn s**t, i know i’ve won when i write my name in cursive on your girlfriends lips she says that i’ve earned it

aw yeah cypher song ft. spookybands, hamilton, Love Jai, Ezra, & Jomie

T0xiÇ ŁuV 2 W/ KENNY ORLANDO

KO x Yurms x killmesumday - Night Of Horror

PLEASE BE MY BEACON

Ina world of villains, be a hero
the salvadoran anti-hero
yards4le

x_x 

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feelsum (ft. Kenny Orlando) (prod. branwen)

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