castle with the cobwebs

WHERE DO I BELONG?

Fuego

disappointing eyes

the pessimist in me is always right

die4u

yourz (prod. by @chkody)

Backpack (Prod. sundwn)

flat tire (p. backyard)

fuck it i love you (p. ryan ansel)

Produced by boyfifty & kuji

-lyrics-

(Lxst Boy)
Been a minute, I’m sitting
I’m thinking about you 
let me finish, I didn’t 
I didn’t know how to
Where did all the time go?
The memories we made
used to live them in the moment
now I write them on a page
I got
I got something to say
and God knows you won’t listen
I’ve been holed inside this room
there’s no escape, it’s like a prison 
and I know it’s probably cliche 
but karma came to repay
I met up with the reaper
now my heart is set to decay

An omen in the breeze 
I’m sorry I can’t stay 
I’ll never fall asleep
oh baby, I’m dead awake
in my head
I’m a wreck
I cannot say what’s inside 
oh darling I might
I might run across this bridge and jump it
I don’t 
I don’t mind

(Rxseboy)

drawbridges, open closing, like our dms.
Yea every couple days I’m getting blocked, now I don’t see them.
I pretend.
Like everything is good, go like ya recents.
But you decide it’s time to be petty without a reason.

It’s really improbable, create the obstacle, I swim around while the current is changing.
I got a bottle of, problems, I swallow em, mixing too much now I’m drowning in pain meds.
Yea, I never thought that it would get to this point.
I’m jumping off the bridge, cuz everything I loved you destroyed.

water under the bridge (boyfifty x kuji)

the pessimist in me is always right

ezra