I can't do this anymore, so many people are talking shit about me even tho i havent done anything wrong to them, am I that unfriendly or something? I honestly wanna end it all.

this Song Means a lot to me, in 2020 I was so depressed, i isolated myself from everyone, and i was all alone, Then I Found This Song Thnxxxxx 4-ever For This Song, It helped me so much in my lonely Nights :)

this song has always meant a great deal for me since i was a kid in middle school. need this on spotify <3

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

Art by: @neversince

Lyrics:

ye i love you, and i want u to smile
get the drugs boo, ye lets smoke and get high
drippin blood tho, i got death on my mind
got this urge hoe, wanna cut till die

and i dont want to, but i fuck it all up
i feel so damn low, cant control it at times
and it hurts you, i dont want u to cry
cause i love u, and i want u to smile

lil happy lil sad - smile (prod. nciku)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

alone

SHYLER - Screaming Inside (prod. Greaf)

Lil Happy Lil Sad Let Me Die

Lil Happy Lil Sad- Lil Numb

Guccihighwaters - I Thought I Died Inside

guccihighwaters - I'm so sick of this (slowed)

Lil Happy Lil Sad - Lose You

Remember when, you came in?
Remember when, the phone rang?
It's 3:00AM, it's okay
Here comes Ma, I'm hurting

The on man the phone
I said was a joke
"He's suicidal" no, ma its not true

Are you okay son
Said "Yes Ma, I am"
I lie through my teeth
Just to keep my light sane

She burst down in tears
I held myself back
Give reassurance?
I lay down instead..

"I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake"
"The people online, they're just giving me hate"

It's just a mistake
It's just a mistake
(I feel like dying alone)
It's just a mistake

When my thoughts were my own
It was just a mistake
And I felt torn in two
My soul feeling blank
I really wanna live
My mind giving hate
(It was just a mistake, It was just a mistake..)

I just kept plodding
My head kept on nodding
The darkness behind me
Was ready to feast

Don't care to look back now
Just want out this deep hell
The thoughts of some pills
Getting closer to me

But you could see
That I was hurting
And you could be
The saving grace
I'll tell you what Ma
The man was right
The man on the phone
I needed that night..

The on man the phone
I said was a joke
"He's suicidal" no, Ma its not true

Are you okay son
Said "yes Ma, I am"
I lie through my teeth
Just to keep my light sane

She burst down in tears
I held myself back
Give reassurance?
I lay down instead..

"I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake"
"The people online, they're just giving me hate"

It's just a mistake
It's just a mistake
(I feel like dying alone)
It's just a mistake

3:00AM [prod. K A F K A]

r.i.p david </3

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alone

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