##2023 Prod by mardee

1sloan

r6yan FM 2

2023 shuffle 4

next2me (1sloan + jukuko)

babylon

w/ @kidarjuna 
brought2u by @00Clique !

lyrics-
you stop my heart like a loaded gun
i cant believe what youve become 
and now your gone like a setting sun
you pull the trigger on a loaded gun(x2)

but you dont even know it
you cant even show it
now give me one reason why you would do this all for me
im so tired of being lost
you may be shit but at what cost
you can load the bullet 
you dont have to show it
now give me one reason why youw would go all out and bleed
pull the trigger you might get shot
this '12 gon bang you might get dropped

i might be doing fine, even tho im falling apart
and what to do with you, i do not even know where to start
i gave you my heart, but you still leavin me scars
you shot me right through the heart 
you shouldve aimed for the stars

you stop my heart like a loaded gun
i cant believe what youve become 
and now your gone like a setting sun
you pull da trigger on a loaded gun

someone tell me where the party atttt (x2)

im in the lane you in the gutter
my pockets thick like peanut butter
and im the highest in this room
and no i dont be taking shrooms
they said at the top its lonely
so id rather be with my homies
im at the function with @kidarjuna
and we just being goofy

arjuna-
put my heart in a box and i’ll seal it away
bury it in the dirt so i keep it away
you don’t know what to say so you argue the point
i really gotta keep it moving so i get through the day
i’m not an actor
stop tryna bite me
i’m not montana 
don’t call me miley
i pull up with a cyclone and shoot it up
you see my jeans and they rock hard, keep it tucked
you made me turn into a monster
imma pull up, imma smash
keep a toolie in my boxers
why you keeping all my cash
i would really appreciate if you gave me a lil flash
i rain it up, gotta keep it a buck

you stop my heart like a loaded gun
i cant believe what youve become 
and now your gone like a setting sun
you pull the trigger on a loaded gun

1sloan-
i might be doing fine, even tho im falling apart
and what to do with you, i do not even know where to start
i gave you my heart, but you still leavin me scars
you shot me right through the heart 
you shouldve aimed for the stars

you stop my heart like a loaded gun
i cant believe what youve become 
and now your gone like a setting sun
you stop my heart like a loaded gun

1sloan and arjuna-
ill paint a picture, and ill see your spirits
ghost in my vision, i see your apparition

loaded gun 🔫 (feat. phaseeluv)

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

everything produced by me 
featuring @f43isd34d

runnin with scissors 🏃 (feat. f43)

Also on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6sm5TbNGtxZMW9yuPsnTnA?si=cce9bfeb58a54d80

@aintitmardee

Lyrics:
Pressure building up real hard
Crumbling from the weight
Got me afraid to run
Got me afraid to run
Got me afraid to run away
Problems loom over me 
Reached your hand out to me 
Oasis from burning sun
Told me it's brave to run away
Not be afraid to run 
Do not be afraid to run
Don't be afraid to run 

It used to feel so wrong
to start living for me
Feelings from me 
They're freeing to me 
I'm so alive
So brave
You woke up my heart 
Pushed me to start
Turned the filters off 
They fade
Fading from my eyes
I know 
At the intersection of my road 
taking all these steps so I can grow
Saving me 
Saved me from me 
Saved me for me to breathe

Run (prod. mardee)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1YTTOURFYdtuKNzHFOiEgF?si=d484906f983d4279

prod @aintitmardee master @chriad

paper’s getting thin, i gotta make it back again
count your blessings, count your sins, i’m doing really bad again
chemical on top my tongue, i’m going to hell and back again
angel numbers in my head, repent to the most high, back again
by myself, by myself, i pour the water on top my head
just know that i’m making amends when my hair is getting drenched
ice cold and i like the way it’s beading down my skin
hypothermia inducing and i’ll do it all again

how hard is it to be a decent person anymore
they made me sick, my eyes are sore
life alert, I’m on the floor
if you were a bird, where would you fly?
baby, i would fly around the world
read the symbol on the bill, you know there’s something more
in between the light, you’ll find it at the corner store
calypso tasting funny, forgot that it was muddy
that’s some funny colored honey, their liver popped inside their tummy

paper’s getting thin, i gotta make it back again
count your blessings, count your sins, i’m doing really bad again
chemical on top my tongue, i’m going to hell and back again
angel numbers in my head, repent to the most high, back again
by myself, by myself, i pour the water on top my head
just know that i’m making amends when my hair is getting drenched
ice cold and i like the way it’s beading down my skin
hypothermia inducing and i’ll do it all again

call me mr arctic man, they way i’m on a glacier
i miss the days when we were laughing watching frasier 
finger tips, they started lacking circulation
if this keeps up, imma need an amputation
cut the treads attached to my back
i’m a real boy, the crickets came with circumstance 
whatever does it take to make my reality enhanced
i got like 20 belts but none could really hold my pants

even if i had the money
count your blessing, count your sins cause you might go back to bad again
fuck the chemicals cause i don’t want to go to hell again
angel numbers in my head, repent to the most high, back again
by myself, by myself, i pour the water on top my head
just know that i’m making amends when my hair is getting drenched
ice cold and i like the way it’s beading down my skin
hypothermia inducing and i’ll do it all again

the water’s cold and i love it
the water’s cold and i love it
the water’s cold and i love it
the water’s cold and i love it

spotify

the water is cold (mardee)

dior david - adore you (prod jolst & mardee)

production by @taylor & @aintitmardee
mixing by @blackwinterwells & @bandanabloom

just tell me you don’t care
don’t make me waste my breath
i’ll be right over there
until you want me next
it’s sickening to see
i don’t like how i act
this truly isn’t me
that’s truly not a fact
but if you touched me i swear i’d just pass out
the world is ending but you’re all i’m worried about
i see the signs but, like you, i just don’t care
you say you want me but you want me over there
over there
over there
just look me in my face
no not down at the floor
and put me in my place
tell me you don’t want more
i really need to know
just what it’s gonna be
and for my next act i’ll be someone you can see
cause if you touched me i swear i’d just pass out
the world is ending but you’re all i’m worried about
i see the signs but, like you, i just don’t care
you say you want me but you want me over there
over there
over there

OVER THERE (taylor morgan + mardee)

NEVER EVER (prod Medium + Mardee)

inthewrong w/ reef (kirian)

@wr3tch @v2nthan @lorrific
produced by @moonshopp


@wr3tch:
when we all up on ur block yea u know thats @v2nthan n me
i got cops up on my ass lik dey was molestin me
i got cops up on my ass but dey aint arrestin me
he gon die 2nite my choppa got da fkn best of me
shawty sendin mail cz i blocked all of her txts
i feel lik my name is @wr3tch cz my name is rly @wr3tch
fuck her once den kick her out
left sum bruises on her neck
i js couldnt giv a fuk ab these hoes cz im the best

@v2nthan:
i said go go
i dont wanna talk up the pole pole
kill everybody else i got the floor to myself
countin up the tally
we gon hit em wit dis shit yea he goin straight to hell
when we all up on ur block yea u know that wr3tch and me
we done put that boy to sleep like he off some ketamine
heard he talkin about us i told that pussy rest in peace
i got a choppa now they dead i guess it got the best of me

@lorrific:
im a fuckin winner
yo days gettin thinner
we gon run it down and me and venthan we gonna kill em
he gon catch a mag eating bullets like its dinner
know they askin how i did it but its written in the scripture
run up on yo block we take his life away
talking 365 yea we got him countin days
and i know im gonna make it know im goin all the way 
and i stabbed you in yo fucking back i hope you feel betrayed

GO! 🚦 - wr3tch + venthan + lor

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@waitfortaika

yea i think my heart dropped when i saw u 
and i cant stop thinking ab it
cuz i js wna make u mine 
wna see u shine 
be my guiding light
its me and u tonight yeah

until the stars fall down
ill be with u now 
until the seas run dry 
ill be by your side
you know
take my hand into the city we go
lights so bright 
ill keep u warm if ur cold 

tell me u love me and tell me its true 
late nights im still thinking ab u 
look in ur eyes its my best view
yeah i spend this money i dont need it 
its getting cold winter season 
ill be there give a reason 

stole my heart 
think i knew it from the start 
i cant read between the lines whats on ur mind 
dreams of me and u tonight lets make it like real life

and if u leave thats my biggest fear
weight on my chest and its hard to bear 
i said i dont care but i rlly care 
turns my best dreams into nightmares

until the stars fall (taika)

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call, I'm angry
Call, I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing in the car
Do you remember? Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
'Cause every breath that you will take when you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what's your fantasy?
What's your, what's your, what's your
What's your
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight

your call

Prod @prod_permafrost

LYRICS:
(@prkrblu)
Payroll to payroll
bitch I'm on bankroll
told u I said so
I'm making bread tho
killing this bitch might as well lose a halo
telling my demons to take on a barrel

pass that bitch up to my other brother like im stockton
flexin all my shit like im TI when i be droppin
u tried to make a bet like rock paper scizzors
u can try to make the sauce but u cant match the flavor

u a pussy put that bullet to your fuckn chest
i got 15 exes that i barely even kno exist
hop out wit my c3 brothers yea u aint gon get in
1, 2, skip a few and now i got 100 bandz
u a pussy put that bullet to your fuckn chest
i got 15 exes that i barely even kno exist
hop out wit my c3 brothers yea u aint gon get in
1, 2, skip a few and now i got 100 bandz

(@luvcache)
talk to the devil and he said that he wants me now
but i aint goin for that shit find my own way out
run up on me i make sure u take the long way down
they wanna live like me but they just dont know how
yea i fucked ur hoe my bad, dont got my gun get stabbed
i got dough got racks, boi u so dumb go back to class
got dark shawdow on my bag, bb belt but i still sag
pop that perc im finna lag, high as fuck walk into saks
look how they copy what im doin bitch i made you
u cry for help but nobody comin to save you
they heard its me and prkr blu them hoes came through
we run it up we smart as fuck dont make the same moves

(@prkrblu)
u a pussy put that bullet to your fuckn chest
i got 15 exes that i barely even kno exist
hop out wit my c3 brothers yea u aint gon get in
1, 2, skip a few and now i got 100 bandz
u a pussy put that bullet to your fuckn chest
i got 15 exes that i barely even kno exist
hop out wit my c3 brothers yea u aint gon get in
1, 2, skip a few and now i got 100 bandz

100BANDZ + XACHE! (PERMAFROST)

prod @finbow & @spirit1004

you got me on my knees
yeah you, got me sayin please
and that's something i don't do (very much, very much)
but i guess for you
girl you gon hit me back? when im in town
yea i swear, i might not go back, 'cause youre around
but i know it's on me, i made you frown
but i know it's on you, when i feel down
winter's cold, snow is fallin', im gon hold you tight
imma hold you close, in my arms, baby girl you're mine
yeah you said you cant see your future its a scary sight i know
put your trust in me you know i'm never doing you wrong

girl you gon' hit me back? when im in town
but i know it's on me, i made you frown

yeah those eyes of yours, oh i get so lost in 'em
feel the ice so cold, stay with me 'till end of winter
and the lies you told, i want 'em out the way
i want 'em out the way
i want 'em out the way

yeah you love me in a way i dont get
think a lot yeah im stuck in my head
memories of us turn into sand
and like death note put my life in your hands

they said the devil wears prada
but so do you i should've known
you gon' breakdown when i leave
i can't leave you alone
know that your bad for me
so don't hit up my phone
i wont pick up like you think
let it ring at the tone

winter's cold (finbow & spirit)

behind u ft web p. epv & nami

snakes

https://soundcloud.com/silversxo
https://soundcloud.com/sshinju

art by @super_angel04ek 

кроме этих мыслей ничего нет страшней
верни душу в мое тело
сново вижу тебя из а бесссонных дней
моя душа с тобой же пела

возьми меня в собой
без тебя я сам не свой
что мне делать с головой
я не хотел конец с тобой

когда мне станет лучше
в моей жизни нету смысла я увижу свои мысли
каждый день я жду пока они утихнут

strashnej (silver & shinju)

u get so mad
i feel so bad
u be on cap
my beats on tax
(2x)

i can't reveal it
how did i touch the ceiling
she want to repeal it
give a fuck bout my feelings
lost at sea need a sea link
and i give a fuck wat she thinks
now we're separated
I cant give a fuck who she links

youre fed up, i get it
you took my card and spent it all, spent it all
i thought we're alike but now u end it all
i know that u were stalking
youre shadow watching
give it up for what
give it up for nothing
i dont want your heart, heart
and u feel like running away
best friends yesterday
and we're strangers by tomorrow

that bitch was my hobby yea
makin luv on molly yea
u be down, i be up
u cud never call me up
tell me that u hate me
shut up ur so basic
but u drive me crazy yea
i wish u cud take it

u dont call me often
and now that im balling
wat do u call it
i dont want to stop it
i was all in i wish u were all in..

and i realize, ill never be the same
its such a fuckin shame
i think ur the one to blame
u know im waiting on u
and i do it often
even when ur running back
i feel like ive lost it

i put dat perc up inside of my cup when im tweakin up off of da xan
cannot relate
not my friend
cannot rephrase
dont make sense
i cannot fake
im on xans everyday
i got cash in my face, im ok

how did i touch the ceiling
she want to repeal it
give a fuck bout my feelings
lost at sea need a sea link
and i give a fuck wat she thinks
now we're separated
I cant give a fuck who she links

@makemeapromise
@decago

strangers (surgeon, decago)

prod mardee n medium n pray4solo
ft @1sloan

lyrics:

(f43)

ofc i’m falling back can’t stop
hearts been bruised yea no knot
and ofc u know nothing i’m not the one u love
yea i guess i’m a dub
fill my head with thoughts of love

i’m dying 
wishing you would notice 
stop lying
u keep breaking my focus
it looks nerving 
what if it ain’t over
now i’m sober
i won’t get closer

ofc i’m falling back can’t stop
hearts been bruised yea no knot
and ofc u know nothing i’m breaking over all of this
i just needed space and time
why you covering ur ties?

behind my back
ofc u throw it in a bag 
you don’t know i’m fallen for a fact
acting like a psycho i’m done
ya you’re numbing up my lungs

it means nothing if i don’t make progress 
and i can’t stop this 
just like a habit 
i can’t throw u aside

do my best to forget you
now i’m done
i won’t borrow luck
and i guess that means nothing
so i’m pulling up to the club
and you needed something to tell you that you won

behind my back
ofc u throw it in a bag 
you don’t know i’m fallen for a fact
acting like a psycho i’m done
ya you’re numbing up my lungs

(sloan)


(f43)

it means nothing if i don’t make progress 
and i can’t stop this 
just like a habit 
i can’t throw u aside

progress

progress w/ 1sloan (mardee + medium + pray4solo)

solo project from tucson, arizona
isabella