i look away but i cant stand a world without you here
waking alone was my biggest fear

i close my eyes your still in my arms
if i were to die would it mean you no harm
i know that i lied just to cover your scars

do you ever feel as if the world is against you
the girl that i knew could never leave she would hate to
i promise ive changed who i was im more stable
~
im fucked up been here before
cant have it cant have whats yours
i ghosted shes on the floor
i woke up straight to the pour

fucked up been here before
been here before
too many times ive done this
cant think its gone ruin my stomach

im fucked up come heal me
think you know me nobody knows what im feeling
i tried to show her but she kept seeing things
i cant get involved with her feelings
lie on the floor yeah yeah

katai/trapmako - look away/heal me (prod. kurai x pyojun)

Deleted Katai track from from 2019
Original Title: burning bright her (nicasso)
Release Date: June 12 2019
Most likely the original cover

Singles

Katai - burning bright her (Nicasso)

@u8u
i never understood 
how 'internet friends' worked
but i understand that 
v-dot is a twerp

almost everytime that
i fell asleep
i prayed to god that 
something works out for me
even now i...
feel the weight, on my shoulders
pretend that it never happened
i cant baby it cant be over
when i dont wanna breathe
i pop a xan let it take over
too many ears i gotta please
i wish i could do it over
tryna finish the song quick
tryna get it over wit
freestyle on my own beats
no i dont hop on type beats
tryna make something listenable
why would you diss a cyber criminal

v-dot, what should i do 
with your information 
should i sell it to china
since u pretend to be asian
make fun of my people 
you continue to be racist

*exclusive* trapmako - information ft. 01dxmi (katai)

prod u8u mix u8u

why do i hurt everyone around me
baby i am not the same way you found me
i became used to the pain that surrounds me
too much sorrow baby this aint healthy

it hurts knowing i can never hold your hand
blood on my neck and her voice in my head
music is the only way that i can vent
too many secrets, i cant tell

all of the pain that my life entails
lie in the river of blood and tears
whole lotta pain but i never was scared

dont say those words you dont mean
youre lying you dont love me

(for emily, im sorry again)

death letterr (katai)

i was in tha trap so u aint had 2 worry
i was in tha trap off a half a 30
n she know that ma bag dirty
n she know that ma money dirty

i was in tha trap so u aint had 2 worry
if u want me back then girl u gotta hurry
she think that i want her cuz her body curvin
honestly jus want her cuz her body perfect
girl im still in love i rlly think u perfect
girl im high as hell n now my lungs hurting
did u like ma song bcuz ik u heard it

girl did u know u make me feel worthless
girl i jus wanna know if he was worth it
i was so in love with what was on tha surface
did u mean 2 break ma heart on purpose
i was trying pills but they aint even workin
when i called yo phone it said its outta service
i dont fw school ppl make me nervous
i dropped outta school when i started servin
evr since u left im not tha same person
i look in tha mirror n i dont see a person

worthless (skorn)

prod. me

tonight is the night im gon take my life
why do i lie? i know it aint right
lips turning blue and skin turning white
when i go cold please hold me tight
bottled it up i kept it inside
i lied to see you not hurt you alright?
cuts on my wrists that wont see the light
wishing that one day youll see through my eyes

im not the same one that i used to be
but god i feel hopeless im ending me
and i dont even smoke but thats my therapy
i quit it all for you and where does that get me?
fucking nowhere i keep tryna find myself dont know where
always tryna show you that i care 
but its never enough 
im never enough

cant sayy i didnt tryy 我永远都不够

katai -  no felicia ft. veezuh

1.5m interlude (ej)

Seen G4

(trashcan) i'm sorry... [preview26Aug2025] - CreepyBloomPresents

WELCOME TO THE SEASON 4 FINALE.

2 CONTESTANTS BATTLE IT OUT ON A 1V1 BATTLE TO SHOWCASE THEIR OWN SIDE OF DEATH TRAP.

OUR FINALISTS ARE:
https://soundcloud.com/kyzyl_tyn
https://soundcloud.com/kretoal

SEASON 4 FINALE: kyzyl vs. Kretoal

#heroesneverdie #skincries #faiyth #killmys3lf

cant sayy i didnt tryy 我永远都不够

faidev