why should i be nice (katai)

prod me mix me
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all this money wont bring her back
no matter how much i spend
thats ok ma new bitch bad
think abt u with evry text i send
u wont evr think abt me i bet
dont know why im so obsessed
she said that i make her blushh
jus need u i dont need much
worried bout me said i smoke too much
n she said that i spend too much
n i said that i wouldnt fall in love again
idk if im in love
idk if im in love
spent too much on ma clothes on ma body
im countin up money, she kiss on ma body
im countin em hunnids, she rockin armani
she said that im prettyy she said that she love me
she fw ma music n she think im funny
but now she livin life witout me

blushh (bow)

mixed by me & produced by me
reaching , you hate that numb feeling
keep lyin i see it
my heart can't stop beating
i push you away regardless

you look pretty when you cry
i can see the thoughts you hidin
did you miss me when i died
you know with you i reside

ulookprettywhenucry

@qx8
i fuckd on his bich now he mad
she like "bow i ain know u run da trap"
i cant fw [redacted] he a fag
n da traphouse fulla fuckn mags
wit a bad bich im makin her gag
fw nusa n get put in a bodyyybag
vampire core i gotta bloody fangs
only reason that he hard is cuz he used ma tagsss

bodyyyyBagZZZ

prod. katai ( @u8u ) + kurai ( @kurai )

dont know when im gonna exhale
make me hold my breath all night
babe its so fucked cause i know u mean well
i jus cant do 2 muchh fighting
so ill turn off the lights
pull me in closer & ill take ur life
u stare in my eyes even when u be lying
girl be honest for once r u trying?

exhale

prod. me

tonight is the night im gon take my life
why do i lie? i know it aint right
lips turning blue and skin turning white
when i go cold please hold me tight
bottled it up i kept it inside
i lied to see you, not hurt you. alright?
cuts on my wrists that wont see the light
wishing that one day youll see through my eyes

im not the same one that i used to be
but god i feel hopeless im ending me
and i dont even smoke but thats my therapy
i quit it all for you and where does that get me?
fucking nowhere i keep tryna find myself dont know where
always tryna show you that i care 
but its never enough 
im never enough

cant sayy i didnt tryy 我永远都不够

prod. me

all of this fighting left me in a frown
who thought it would be you whod make me drown
building me up just to cut me back down
with our type of love, i guess it was bound
you never cared when i bled
its not like you even cared for attempts
feel like my life's hung with thread
you cut me down, it never ends

toke up some strong wish i was gone
without somebody, i am no one
how could you give him more right from the start?
its like you never even cared about my heart
i feel like i dont wanna be me no more
kinda hurts, but i guess just cause
now im feeling like i cant take no more
and i dont think a secondwindd will come

secondwindd 你怎么能从一开始就给他更多呢？

im crushing pills up 
my nose bleeding different colours
im already fucked up
but i think i might pop another
i still love you girl
i put that shit on my mother
you so perfect
you different then all of them others
all them other hoes they just wanna be you
all them other hoes they just trynna be you
you make my heart race still when i see you
i made that song a year ago...
but i still rllyneedu

istillrllyneedu (bow)

produced and mixed by @p4le_sk1n
#itshardnottobescaredandsad

youre crazy for loving me
is this some kind of sorcery?
is your skin made of porcelain?
just the thought of you is hurting me
cry my name when you bury me
cant you see that hes worse than me?
always thought that youd marry me

made of porcelain (bow)

produced and everything by me
jane sample
last song for awhile

say she an expensive girl
luckily i got money now
last week i was outta town
last week i spent 50thou
should i flex my bank account?

thats pretentious
and she rocking vintage affliction
i swear i just want your affection
it ok if youre drunk and we texting
i hope that you smile at my message
cuz i swear your smile infectious
i swear i just wanna protect you
cuz i think your heart is too precious
my precious, my grace, my angel
i smoke away the pain

imma do my own shit
produce my own shit
and smoke alone and shit
how lonely is it?
how lonely is it?
how lonely is it?

dont wanna be friends
need a reset
angel of death
she'll be right back
but she dont mean that
two feet in the sand
wish i could get you back
i know why you left
cuz im the reason

heart too cold, she know
underworld, she from

cant get my hopes up
we been thru this so many times
just reach your hand out
i promise itll be alright
cuz i feel something 
whenever i look in your eyes
wish i could get you back 
with everything ive sacrificed

secondwindd 你怎么能从一开始就给他更多呢？

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