boogies 5

cutzx

Future <3

lol

do u ztill
laff lik wen
u wur a childdd
lethargy
in ur legz
o itz been a while

do u still
want me wen
u r tireddd
derez smth
sweet abt
bein a liarrrr

flirtin wid da skellllyton in da hallway
zo mayb he'll take me 2 hiz grave
i don need 2 b saved
in da undrworld ull catch me @ da rave >;3

skelly.mp3

<3 

tilting over like the pictures on your wall
i didnt wanna meet your mom and dad they didnt like me at all
somehow they liked me oh
down the line its you and me now that dont get along and
somethings arent always better than nothing
your love is like the ocean and i just wanna jump in
relationships and me they hardly ever work
im tryna keep my balance i just keep slipping first

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

oh oh oh
so is it important to you cause god knows this shits important to me
and i lost every part of me trynna be what they want me to be
theres a war inside my head lately i just want peace
so is it annoying i keep falling cant stand on my two damn feet
i tried a thousand of times im at a thousand and one
i wanna blow my fucking brains but i dont own a gun
none of this is fun

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

<3

disgusted with myself

spotify

DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF [p. king theta]

TIPTOE (prod. MariMadeIt & 5starcrys) [MV OUT ON YT]

DREAM (LOUIEXO)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6rlH0kz2W9hDRJbLu97SEy?si=341d0036376b416d

prod @neohnq

wish tht u cld see me how i see myself
going dnd wnt pick up the cell
h8 it when they see me..hide inside my shell
h8 it when they try 2 be me steal my style

dnt remember the last u seen my smile
been by myself 4 a while
its not bad but i wish i was better
jus wish my emotions werent controlled by the weather
but most importantly what means most 2 me
all the luv u give n support 4 me
its whts keeping me going
scared arms im healed im growing < 3

how i see myself (neohn)

baby girl
ure not by my side
ure not here with me
all those lies that u said
theyre still here with me
i see ur shadow in my room
it's here quite frequently
she told me that it's way to soon
and we should keep it secretly
i feel alone
i can't find the way home
i'm to gone
i feel like this would be the end
if you just showed
im on the road
heading to another show
with my bros
i know ure not here with me
but i still wish u was

Not Here With Me

Not Here With Me w/ zarki & evilmiku (xenshel & lil faradeyyy)

@violetxx9 <3

i never thought it would end like this
i never thought it would end at all
ill try to come to terms with it again
i never thought we would cry like this
i never thought we would cry at all
ill try to come to terms with it again

i fucked my life up
wasted time and empty smiles
i know things cant be the same
but thats alright though
thats alright though
i fucked my life up
wasted time and empty smiles
i know i cant turn the time back
ill still try though
ill still try though

you said you loved me do you though?
burning heart in the freezing cold
lovesick, you're the antidote
homesick everywhere i go
without you i don't have a home
theres a hole in my soul
you don't call anymore
passed out on the floor
its the same thing everyday
heart hurts, heavy weight
cant feel, not anything
i need another chance

need another chance
fell into your eyes it was just a glance
you can keep my heart i don't want it back
i heard every word but didn't understand
i still try to come to terms with what you said
whats a soulmate but my other half?
whats a soulmate but the one i lack?
if i heard you calling id be running back

don't touch me there it hurts
don't touch me there it hurts

i miss u prod violet & mental

prod. acey心 x kill breanna
i really just appreciate yall still supporting me after so long and after so many stabs in the dark with music cus for the longest time i havent even known what ive wanted to do and i dont think i could ever say i truly know who i wanna be or what i wanna make in music but i love you guys so fuckin much and ive never enjoyed music more and its cus u guys make me realize i can be whatever i want in the end anyway. <3

im just tryna learn
what comes first in worth
no way, no way, ill get the time to see what you do
i have to keep my eyes on the road,
i havent felt carefree in so long.

no-o-oh way, that i could ever be exact.
mmh..mmh..
so-o-oh safe, and far away from decency,
i guess im safe, i know my place..
i guess im safe, i know my place..

im just tryna learn,
what comes first in worth:(
no way, no way... no! 
i have to keep my eyes on the road,
i havent felt carefree in so long.

;(
so long
so long
mh..mh..
huh.. oh..
mh..mh..
huh.. oh..
mh..mh..
uh.. woah.. !
uh.. woah..
uh.. woah..
uh.. woah..
so-o-oh safe, and far away from decency..

carefree

prod. me (inspired by katai)

u said im the worst, i know
so in solitude ill stay
u know i dont play those games
but then u still gon punish me
i know i still suffer, drown in jealousy
dont know how my head work, it gon swallow me
u still haunting me

solitude 我仍然受苦

the boy who cried wolf (p. noah thomas)

cut me out
baby i could show u everything u won't see now
and i'm a little fucked up i drive to fast out of town
looking at my watch the time is running gotta make it count
know now i just gotta make it out

lost and lost and lost i lost
i don't know where i should run
constantly i get fucked up
i'm here by my lonely tho
lonely cuz i fucked everything up
sry told u i didn't mean that
glory, hold you and i misdeemed that
call me but i know u won't be back
fall down
u led me around
i'm lost in the crowd
u just want me down
u just see me drown
lead me, help me out
my head is breaking
i don't know, don't know
know how to face it

Cut Me Out (ushanka boy)

#heroesneverdie #skincries #faiyth #killmys3lf

solitude 我仍然受苦

faidev