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Epitomeoffailure : @failure404
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Forever, Over: @foreverover
KobKemi881: @kobkemi881
Fumiko: @pierrelapin
Kitten: @tayuyavelvet
IBleedIcare: @slaughter-tone-records
Sadtxnshi: @sadtxnshi
Autumndropdead: @autumndropsdead
thearchived: @thearchived
Emtpychest: @emptychest
MCochet: @mcochet
Lu Wonderland: @luwonderland

STR Promo - October 2021

teddyboi , heylee manzeron , crizzy white , 333 collective , timeless archives

music

Going Down W Lil Rymer (prod. Knox)

sad in the UK (prod me)

prod. by: Taz Taylor, Alec Wigdahl, Pharaoh Vice

Reckless

swear on my life

Goblin Kid

Instagram Stories (Remix)

Tired Of Love (feat. Nkno) (prod. timeless)

produced by tsurreal x jkei 

i rock my at2020 like all night
i got bags on my eyes but I'm alright
and my wrist baby you know its all ice
yeah i could make 100 songs
but would they sound good?
no they wouldn't
my recordings aint consistent like my woods is
roll it back
make a new friend everyday, what love is that?
you say you aint got friends, baby thats a-
go to an event with 200 people
and you always go places
man you're really fuckin gifted
yeah you're gifted, your parents gives you gifts, and-
yet you always sit around and complain about the small things
woah woah woah
just hit that shit one more time
you're addicted anyway
your health is going down the
going, going
down the drain
theres not much left to say
i guess you got your way
are you ever gonna realize
the weight
of your actions?
are you happy now..?
are you happy now..
are you happy now..?
tell me
tell me.

u got ur way

Try me but return me, 
Like a refund, 
I'm fucking up my life, 
I need it redone. (x2)

Baby why you lie to me?
You could take your with me. 
I could never try to be, 
Just another cavity. (x2)

Hole inside your heart, 
All black plaque, 
That I gained from my streams, 
I made money off my heartbreak, 
And all our broken dreams. 
How it seems is that our seams are ripped, 
Broken cardigan, 
Off the rip I knew you started it, 
But yes I know I'm part of it. 
If I could take it back I would've, 
Should've knew it came to this, 
All the bliss is fucking broken, 
By cysts on our lips, 
From the burns of ignorance, 
All our sins are melting in, 
We live in Hell and have no grip. 
So we just fall again. 
And it goes deeper than we thought, 
Our teeth are scraped and marked, 
With holes in certain spots, 
Who knew I'd take their place, 
With everytime we fought?
Who knew I'd be replaced, 
By another fucking thot?

Baby why you lie to me?
You could take your with me. 
I could never try to be, 
Just another cavity. (x2)

Cavity

I was missing someone close to me in my life, so I did this song with @yoimn3ver to vent my feelings.

I Cant Sleep Without U(feat. teddyboi) |  [Prod. LDN Calling]

prod. me

thank u so much for listening, i hope u like the song <3

cover by @epiphanyandphotography on ig

[lyrics:]
i feel like im falling down an endless hole 
told me u love me but u broke my bones

i never feel like i am home
no matter where i go
u make me feel like im alone
thats why i smoke so much
u know u broke my trust
i know im not enough
my body is full of blood
but you'll never give a fuck

you'll never give a fuck
my body is full of blood
you'll never give a fuck 
you'll never give a fuck

you'll never give a fuck

elle fait que cry :'( ft. Yung Rasta (prod. SMASH!)

prod. me & @ibleedicare <3

@thearchived ily <3
go check him out, he's very talented and cute 

cover by @epiphanyandphotography on ig

[lyrics:]
(sadtxnshi:)
i never thought i'd be like that
never thought i'd wish im dead
dont want to be like that, i really need a friend
baby hold my hand before i make it end
everytime i bled i tried to understand
all the shit u said but i know i cant
i think i need a hug but all i get is drugs
i am so fucked up, im covered in my blood
i try to hide the pain
i am so afraid that u start to hate me
start to hate

(thearchived:)
start to hate, start to fade
numbing my feelings just to feel okay
maybe i just turned insane
maybe i'm just fucked in the brain

locked in my head, would need to talk to you
i still keep me an ounce incase you're coming through
nose starting to bleed, but it's turning blue
tell me lies so i don't know what's true

she hits me with the "hey, what's new?"
yea i'm good, i don't care 'bout you
talking like "what are you up to?"
don't come back, i don't want you to

role the dice, we're all born to die
i'm so fucked, i don't feel alive
lately i get way too high
not much i do, i just waste my life

hate me

hate me w/thearchived

INTRO

i fall to pieces

VERSE

i feel my breath start to fade away
never did i think it would end this way
i’m begging you please just stay
but i see that i’m a monster so i get it if you run away
who have i become
what have i done 
the light is getting darker as i stare into this gun
i fall to pieces
tell me what’s the reason
when every single day i live life with no reason

AUTUMN VERSE

lie in my bed as i take up the air
at the end of the day 
she never really cared
so we came to an end 
while i was i prepared
but a couple weeks later
my eye caught a glare

she took me in and we fucking relate
but i’m still getting over what 
happened that day
and she begged me to stay
don’t fucking leave 
don’t walk away could we talk it out please 

i think that this is the end
(i think that this is the end)
there ain’t no way imma rest

(2x)
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again

fall to pieces w/ autumndropsdead (dash)

self sabotage is all i know
a healthy life that's what i strive for
i'm in the dark it's hard to grow
if you hate me just let me know

talk behind my back that's all you do
i knew from the start i should avoid you
did you know i got nothing to lose ?
i might tie my neck with this fucking noose

and i don't really care, you could kill me there
but some people might fuck up your face
i always wanted to swim in hell
i hate it more every time that i inhale

get away i'm wasting my breathe
fuck my reflection i hate myself
you can't imagine everything i felt
today i just wanna stay in bed

j'écoute pas mon crane il dit que d'la merde
chaque seconde j'veux m'noyer dans la mer
j'prie pour ce jour où l'on m'enterre
i bleed i care  retrouve moi en enfer

oublie moi j'fais que gaspiller l'air
j'me regarde et j'dis à quoi ca sert ?
notre vie n'est pas c'qu'elle en a l'air
j'regarde ma lame j'm'occupe de mes afffaires

j'rencontrerai pas les etres celestes
j'ai jamais rêvé d'etre celebre
ma vie elle stagne faut que j'accélère
t'facon je sais que j'mérite pas ses lèvres

ils revent tous du jour où je m'énèrve
où d'celui où je  finis dans une minerve
dans mon élément froid comme l'hiver
chaque être ici est une vipère

self sabotage (princ3 + sorrow bringer)

Dispensary (Prod. DxnnyFxntom)

my side of the story.

Vampire (ft.KillBunk)

One Last Time

Until We Hit The Sky | Prod. exbabyfitiluvvv beatz

Ivan B - Need You Still (feat. Keith Fontano)

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๕ぁ Sad Slowed Down ぁ๖

Jake Hill & Josh A - Suicidal Thoughts (Slowed)

Original Song: Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
Youtube: https://youtu.be/R06NKa4IsR8

Playlist-Mix : https://soundcloud.com/bmnmuxic/sets/savior-infinity-rock-mix

Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive [HD]

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

I started writing this a few years back, I finally finished it last night.

Ghxst Collective represent <3

The artwork was done by Annalyce Openshaw

fall to pieces w/ autumndropsdead (dash)

epitomeoffailure