Menace fest

Produced by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @sainttomorrow

LYRICS
Catch me
Standing on your front lawn
Your daddy's got his shotgun
He's yelling how you're too young
He's telling me to move on
What does he know about love anyway
Clearly not a lot
Because he couldn't keep your mom happy
That's why she left
He was too focused on his job and not enough on his kids
Now fucking up our lives is how he gets his kicks

That summer you stole my heart
Cigarettes in your back yard
Getting drunk under the stars
Smash a bottle in the park
So young and restless
Like we got a death wish
First girl I had sex with
Always leaves me breathless

Now we’re running from the law
Towards a hospital bed
Forever doing what we want
Fearing no consequence
'Cause when you’re young and in love
It's hard to give a fuck ‘bout anything
Especially what he thinks

I was standing in your back yard
You were climbing out your window 
We were gonna run away far 
And leave all of this behind 
But what did we know about life anyways
Clearly not a lot

We were only 17
Don't know what lies ahead 
I was moving away
You said you'd rather be dead than alone
Left here alone

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Front Lawn (Prod. Horosha & Saint Tomorrow)

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(verse) 
i thought you cared about my feelings
every night i’ve been screaming
questioning what’s life’s meaning 
what i’ve been believing 
holding on to every little thing that ever mattered
you know that my hearts been shattered
sayin that the medicine will always make me better
but every single day i always get sadder
when will i be okay
when every day feels like the fucking same
i’m holding on to all these memories 
but still i question why things won’t change

(bridge)
everyday feels like the same thing 
and i’m fucking don’t with it (i’ve had enough)
when will i 
be set free
from this life

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

blood doesn't run thicker than water (discent)

INTRO:
promise you won’t forget me
i’ve been feeling so empty
is this the end of tonight
am i saying goodbye 
for the very last time
i don’t want to rewind
i can’t go on living this lie

CHORUS:
oh where did the time go?
you said you’d be back tomorrow
i took your lead i followed (followed)
straight back to my sorrows (sorrows)
so i’ll ask you again where did the time go (where did it go)

POST CHORUS:
you left me here defenseless
i’ve never 
been so fuckin helpless
whatever
you gotta be so desperate 
to even turn to me for pleasure

SENDFLOWRS VERSE:
for pleasure i can’t lie i’m fucked 
droolin from my mouth like everytime we talk
you always told me i can look but i can’t touch
wait that’s the weed man i think i’m finally done
erase my name from your phone
you better
tell him straight and never come home
i’m gonna
tear his flesh from the bone
and i might 
catch a case you made me so cold (so cold)
you fake bitches
i’m a sinner
i stay sinning 
i dream of you but i’m not the one you’re kissing
like baby come over here lemme show you what you missing

OUTRO:
see my head spin
round and round
i just wanna get out of this town
look at my face and you’ll see a frown
but don’t be surprised 
when you see my wounds are open wide
don’t cry tonight
with your ocean blue eyes

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where did the time go ft. sendflowrs (wisssery x jolst)

INTRO

i fall to pieces

VERSE

i feel my breath start to fade away
never did i think it would end this way
i’m begging you please just stay
but i see that i’m a monster so i get it if you run away
who have i become
what have i done 
the light is getting darker as i stare into this gun
i fall to pieces
tell me what’s the reason
when every single day i live life with no reason

AUTUMN VERSE

lie in my bed as i take up the air
at the end of the day 
she never really cared
so we came to an end 
while i was i prepared
but a couple weeks later
my eye caught a glare

she took me in and we fucking relate
but i’m still getting over what 
happened that day
and she begged me to stay
don’t fucking leave 
don’t walk away could we talk it out please 

i think that this is the end
(i think that this is the end)
there ain’t no way imma rest

(2x)
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again

fall to pieces w/ autumndropsdead (dash)

New single "I'm not over you" featuring Indii G.

[Lyrics]
Got a fake smile on my face
That’s how I get through every day
Tell myself it’s easier this way
Tell myself it’s easier this way 

I don’t know why 
I keep saying that I’m over you
Cause we both know that shit ain’t true 
I don’t know why 
I keep saying that I’m over you 
Lay awake at night I don’t know what to do
Cause you occupy 
Every single thought that I have 
Every singe time I try to get you back 
You’re gone you moved on 

And maybe I should too
Let go of every memory of you 
But that’s easier said then done
When I really thought that you’re the one 
Time seems to tear things apart
More then it does bring them back together 
And it’s so damn hard moving on  
When all I see is rainy weather 

So I’ll lie to all my friends 
Say I’m over you but it’s all pretend 
I just cant seem to let it end 
I just cant seem to let it end 

(Indii G.)
I don’t wanna say this shit again 
You’re my one and only friend
Even when we are apart
I can see you on my left side 
Spend the time doing things
I haven’t done in so long 
Ive been running outta patience 
I don’t say shit 
Ive been tryna call you 
But you don’t make it
And all these thoughts in my head
It’s not fair 
I don’t why everytime you’re not there

Mix by Yago X Indii G.
Master by Kanashi 
Cover Art by Killing Art
Prod by Voyce

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I'm not over you (feat. Indii G.)

my laptop broke and i made cover art of it lol 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/47RzO9mH0VkYHBBK8ROJYX?si=mw9v2Zu5S3Sy03j4PEsgCQ

love, matt;
twitter.com/lovematt
instagram.com/lovematt_

lyrics:
i know it gets cold sometimes 
will i be lost with tired eyes
i really hate the part
where i fall apart
at every single sound
i wish you were around

and i try try to do my best
let it rest guess i insist
got 100 thoughts and they won't quit 
ig its whatever i guess you win

sick sad thoughts and i start to bleed out
break my spine every time i speak up
try not to think about it lately
everything around me fading 

i'm fading, i'm fading, this pressure on me shaking 

and i try try to do my best
let it rest guess i insist
got 100 thoughts and they won't quit 
ig its whatever i guess you win

sick sad thoughts and i start to bleed out
break my spine every time i speak up
try not to think about it lately
everything around me fading

break my spine (prod. love,matt x chris marek)

(intro)
i struggle deep down with my sorrow
at this point i’ll be gone by tomorrow
the world has left me cold and broken hollow
if you see me disappear don’t follow

(chorus)

i struggle deep down with my sorrow
at this point i’ll be gone by tomorrow
the world has left me cold and broken hollow
if you see me disappear don’t follow
i’ve been broken before but this feels different 
did you make it your mission
to make me question my existence 

(post chorus)
my existence 
i can’t deal with it 
but still i get 

(paperthinwalls)
o-o-o-over it￼
i’m over this
bleeding on the ground think i’m done with it all
and i can hear them talking through my walls
you’ll never see it coming i’ll haunt these halls
e-e-e-e-every night i fall back in time
i know i can’t rewind this tragic hopeless life 
(the things you said)
the things you said to me i hope you take ‘em back
you scream and lie to me about things i never said
things i never did can you leave it in the past 
i never seem to make these feelings last 

(pre chorus)
(the things you said to me i hope you take ‘em back
you scream and lie to me about things i never said
things i never did can you leave it in the past 
i never seem to make these feelings last)

(chorus) 

i struggle deep down with my sorrow
at this point i’ll be gone by tomorrow
the world has left me cold and broken hollow
if you see me disappear don’t follow
i’ve been broken before but this feels different 
you made it your mission
to make me end my existence

ill be gone by tomorrow w/ paperthinwalls (metlast)

CHORUS:

my eyes roll back
the skies fade to black
nothing stays the same
and i wish it wouldn’t change
the clouds are looking gray
as my colors fade away
and i cant tell what’s real and what is not
anymore
my life’s becoming a chore

VERSE:

(becoming a chore)

b-been wasting my time 
trying to find
happiness in that
that don’t feel right
how might i
survive this tragic life

(how might i survive)

i wake up and complain 
about the day 
before it’s even begun 
am i the only one
that feels this way
i cant look at my own face

BRIDGE:

to bare witness to face the facts that i just go on living the same boring shit… i cant fuckin do this


CHORUS:

my eyes roll back
the skies fade to black
nothing stays the same
and i wish it wouldn’t change
the clouds are looking gray
as my colors fade away
and i cant tell what’s real and what is not
anymore
my life’s becoming a chore

my life's becoming a chore (metlast)

prod me
@imnotenvy
@victmolina

(casperrr)
lay down once again
in my bed 
staring at the ceilling
im getting lost inside my of my own head 
in between all of these feelings 

the days go by 
and im getting weaker 
i hate my life 
but i can't leave her
the days go by 
and im getting weaker 
i hate my life 
but i can't leave her

(NotEnvy)
it's a little foggy
in my head~
hold on to all the things u told me
and im so tied
between feeling love and lust again
so don't give up yet ur helping
and you know that it's hard sometimes
but i can do this myself, you know~
i've been ignoring my health 
oh again for the last time
and im beggin u please dont go

(vict molina)
there's something about
the way u look at me 
it makes me want to cry
cause neve in my life
have i ever gotten so close 
to some1s heart 
believe me when i say
ur the only thing that 
makes me stay
around 
will you belive the things
that i said to you 
i mean all of them
i want all of you with me 

(casperrr)
lay down once again
in my bed 
staring at the ceilling
im getting lost inside my of my own head 
in between all of these feelings

staring at the ceiling w/NotEnvy & vict molina

~2300~

@daystowaste
Guitar by 2FLOORSUP

Lyrics:

[VERSE1]
I can’t take the steps in this process And I fight the help that i’m promised; With myself lately I’ve been dishonest Will you treat me less like your project I’ve been holding on too tight
Honest open gone tonight

[HOOK]
Bags packed up
One last cup
To look back on everybody grows up
I’ll write a sad song just for you to show love
You’ll find resolve from it whenever the time comes Bags packed up
One last cup
To look back on everybody grows up
I’ll write a sad song just for you to show love
You’ll find resolve from it whenever the time comes

[DAYS TO WASTE]
You were something
Cigarettes in my lungs you were toxic
Light a match leave it all to assumption
That’s okay baby i’m going numb anyway
Don’t call back i’m leaving and that’s that Driving away to a place I can relax
Cause I can’t escape this
I made you a playlist
Of every song that convinced me I hate this Say goodbye to distant lies
The pain you dealt a thousand times
Cause i’ve been staying up all night
To wash away the wasted time
But i’m so tired
Sick of the lies and the miles I drove back home Cause i’ve been someone else for a long time

[HOOK]
Bags packed up
One last cup
To look back on everybody grows up
I’ll write a sad song just for you to show love
You’ll find resolve from it whenever the time comes Bags packed up
One last cup
To look back on everybody grows up
I’ll write a sad song just for you to show love
You’ll find resolve from it whenever the time comes

Resolve w/ Days To Waste

the first single off my new album 'dearly departing', coming out 9/9!

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
album art by @/ashleydhe on instagram

so much time and effort has been put into this project and i truly hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
i cant really see it here and now
and the lights behind my back are turning down
every sailor knows his in and outs
but i struggle every now and then with life so hear me out

i might die today
i could throw my life away
every time i surface i cant see
i think my mind’s away
they say im bad luck
thats why the bad stuck
and follows me everywhere

seeing aint always believing
the ocean was never forgiving
we need to drop anchor

and i stand and wait as cold air breaks the sail before us all
our fatal fate has taken everything that we once loved
so fuck it all
if i go down i’ll be swinging
a rope tied to songs i’ve been singing
the weight is enough for a fixing
so i tighten the knot and im ready for war
war
i still need more (from life, inside my mind)
more

i cant really see it here and now
so i contemplate the ways in which i drown
every time i’m lost im never found
i just suffer all the consequences, end up on the ground

i might die today
i could throw my life away
every time i surface i cant see
i think my mind’s away
they say im bad luck
thats why the bad stuck
and follows me everywhere 

seeing aint always believing
the ocean was never forgiving
we need to drop anchor

im leading a life not worth living
and seemingly so, unforgiving
its time i let out this anger

dearly departing

anchor [jolst]

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V. anchor [jolst]

this isn't really the most me kind of song
just a lot of gibberish thrown together but i did want to share at least something as it's been a hot minute
i hope i'm back to usual soon <3

Lyrics:

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

could you tell me that you love me
even if you'll never mean it i need something
i been needing reassurance that i'm something
this shit is fuel for giving up please
so could you tell me that you love me
it's fucking lonely in this body so i share it with her lusting
oh could you fuck me

could you fuck me right back
i won't get attached
just need to make it thru the night without a rollie or a pack
at least the music has my back
yuh
cuz i know people never last
yuh
i made this shit so in a week i'll have a song to cry to
i made this shit so in a year i'll be at peace and i won't mind you
she said that she'd be right there nothings ever right there
i'd honestly be dead if i found another life there

so let me know if you relate
or i'm alone to fight my fate
i tend to fall in love too quickly
have the habit getting clingy
have a habit sort of sticking
it's probably something that i'm missing
from my childhood or misery
and now i can't remember much
but i know i never really wanted this
and the things i'd give to run back life again
now i fantasize bout the corny lovey shit
but it's probably better you're never hearing this

yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this
yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

something, anything.

onlyfanz (tundrabeats)

liar

self_worth (idly blare)

Young Menace is a new upcoming artist from the West Midlands who combines atmospheric pop, melancholy melodies and youthful exuberance to create a unique genre bending experience. At only 18 years old Young Menace has acquired over 100,000 streams on Spotify and 1000+ Spotify followers. From a young age, Jamie (Young Menace) was infatuated with Music looking up to icons such as Michael Jackson. At age 11, Menace won a local talent show by preforming billie Jean (Including the moon walk) in a micheal Jackson Costume. As of lately, Young Menace recently flew out to LA to work with local producers on a song Dance Like Micheal Jackson which has hit over 5000 streams on Spotify alone.

Influences
Michael Jackson Clever Post Malone Trippie Redd Juice WRLD The Kid Laroi Justin Bieber Don Toliver Ed Sheeran Lil Peep

ill be gone by tomorrow w/ paperthinwalls (metlast)

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