9TAILS - healthy relief (without poppy tears + lyrics)

liar

for j<3

it’s been hard for me to be who i am
i got roots as my feet
telling me where to stand 

and part of me wants thinks it’s all just a plan
with the man up above got me in his hands

it’s been hard for me to build myself back up
play the part for me until all the lucks up
you saw the side of me that nobody could and
now ur calling me 
i wish that you wouodnt


now i’m on gaurd i feel so departed
and i just lost all my soul
just give me your parts, i know it’s hard
but baby im losing control
break and i bend
how did it end?
thought we would make it farther
i never sent all of the texts and it only makes it harder
won’t let you see that part of me it’s all in my brain
and it’s been hard for me to feel cuz i just been so deranged
oh oh oh we gotta get better

 you saw the side of me that nobody else did and
now you’re calling me i wish that you wouldn’t
and now i’m on gaurd i feel so departed and i just lost all my soul
just give me your parts, i know it’s hard but baby im losing control

departed

Don’t force baseball on me!!!

Coach Peterson sucks but he did give in we hope y’all enjoy 

I’m standing on the mound 
I’m staring out to thousands of crowds but you 
Stood out to me most 
Better make it now I don’t wanna let you down
Three balls fly past and suddenly I’m out
And It was awkward ride home
Three blocks had past and we didn’t even talk at all 
Didn’t even talk face dull
And I see you staring at the rear view mirror
Looking at me in disgust 
I tried my best it’s not good enough
I didn’t even like baseball I did it for you

I’m swinging bats to make you proud
But you never really thought of it like that
Home runs I did it dad
We even had father sun chants 
He sees me in him 
But I don’t see him in me 
We’re not the same
Lives lead differently
Twenty years from me 

My dad got me a new bat 
Told you I don’t want one you knew that
I know for sure that you don’t give damn
You just want me to go pro so you can 
brag to your friends
I’m really doing all I can
But I can be the man you want
I can be the son you asked for

Small Town Baseball (gaxillic)

nobody listens to me 
watching as everyone leave
ill be here falling to peices
outside for autumn to see
I cannot see thru the madness
theres too many secrets to keep
ill meet you out by passage
ive hidden a sword in my sheath
see im grittin my teeth
waiting for problems got somewhere to be
But everyone fake
yea i cant beleive
were all struggling underneath 

yea under the surface
youll find a purpose
its not picture perfect but
my lord gimme courage 
so i promise ima stand up

Its like every night every night every night i cant
understand really why
i cannot stick to the full plan


wonder why everyone lookin at me
i might throw up right off the balcony
anxious and idk how i can keep
walkin around when everyone follow me
why am i paranoid
washed like a janitor
never take steroids 
but i got mad at her
Hurt in my chest
whip in a challenger
i can adress 
ive got a lot learn

one minute im gone
next minute im next to you but
after you hear this song
you know that everything i said was true

passage (cxrter x cobalt)

produced by cxrter & caves
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(brecken)
i just got the message that my feelings all got turned down
wasteful word of mouth
if we wont ever work out, time to move towns
I don't wanna burn out

i don't wanna turn out like the people all around me
just like you found me
yea my vision was cloudy
my heart was pounding
all you had to say to me
was quit the shouting
how u make it seem like make believe
heart been crunching like some maple leaves
u said that i couldn't pay to leave
now i'm up chillin in major league
they watch me when i pull the cash out
i don't even really want em to see
but that stuff fall out of my bag now
so whatever it is it'll be

what is this timing it got me mad now
trusted my eyes and then had to back down
push me on the ground when i'm trapped is where i lie now
lately its been so hard to relax when i lay down

don't wanna try now
all alone in a nice house
don't condone what i do now
you never check on ur phone how
summer is coming up and hopefully i'm in a new town
hopefully i'm like an hour away so she never shows up
and you cannot hear if there's something to say
ill keep my doors shut
i always complain but i'll take the blame 
i'll blame it on poor luck
what is this timing it got me mad now
pushing up my feelings and time to say goodbye now

i don't wanna turn out like the people all around me
just like you found me
yea my vision was cloudy
my heart was pounding
all you had to say to me
was quit the shouting

ohhh-ohhh-ohhh
turning out like this makes me feel like this stuff never ends
ohhh-ohhh-ohhh
wish that i could make some sense but you don't want that ever again

new town (cxrter x caves)

i ain't ever needed advice

so ill ignore yours for the rest of time

everytime somebody gave me 2 cents it wasn't worth shit

when i give myself 2 cents i turn it to a dime

pockets full of nothin i been emptied out

burnin paper like im smokin joints, dryest fuckin mouth

feelin weight up on my shoulders dawg my legs could give out

losin patience with the rest of yall im off the hand outs

im off the respect shit

off the nice talks

if i wanted conversation i would call a fuckin doc

fuck help, i ain't splashgvng im thuggin shit out

34 year old pussy stay hidden stay down

old as fuck

and fuck animepapi too 

i ain't forget

only pop here is your boy, im sonning every tune

the son of the greatness i swear, boy you can ask dukes

hate seein mom blue 

sick of somethin all these doctors don't got a damn clue

when i'm rich i'll make sure everybody's all good

till the day i die and afterwards ill feed the whole crew

everybody eats b swaine will make due

liar

kill breanna

Recent comments

shizukesa.

lol

brecken

XELFIY

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