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rained out

Produced by @jolst & @pekarot1
Engineering, additional vocals, guitar solo by @horoshavibes 

LYRICS
I think back to the love we had
And I’m afraid I’ll never find someone like you again
But I hope
That one day I’ll finally get it back
Reclaim my sense of self and my lost confidence

‘Cause love made me dumb
In the worst of ways
You left me in the dust
To live out my cliché
Now I don’t wanna talk about how everything
I’ve lost is coming back to haunt me

It’s all coming back to haunt me
I’m a broken boy
It’s no surprise you don’t want me
No
Wouldn’t really want me either but
I project my pain
And you just eat it up

Where did I go wrong
Where did the time go
Now I only see you in dreams
Or with my eyes closed
I thought you were the one for me
How little I know
But what did I know

Looking back now I regret how
I was such a fool for you
There’s nothing in this world I wouldn't do for you
No
I’m not your problem anymore so
You can have my heart still beating out my torso

(Horosha)
And watch me bleed
As the drops fall on the floor
A portrait drawn in crimson
We still made something beautiful

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Everything I’ve Lost Is Coming Back to Haunt Me (Prod. Jolst & Pekarot)

feelings 4 u (prod. swaine x eric godlow)

lyrics

its taken many rough seas to seize this place
its taken many slow curves to convert old ways

/

in my backbone era
the coldstone bearer
a held down thought 
fell to the earth a skin tearer

/

but have no fear
the withered souls here
with nothing more to lose 
expect prime care

/

holding on to fortunes that where whispered very cordial
he understands the torment that he’ll with take along with the torture
protect the castles heart with cobble walls from the mortars
or she’ll take with her the treasure to another land and youll have lost her

/

build untill the bones inside ur body start to break
and lose ur own longevity in the process of this pain
actions become second nature but it is not a cage
he freed himself within then started jotting on the page

/

heal your heart, don't wait
the torment begins now until your end days
put in the forefront b4 its too late
i hadn’t had a sweet tooth but ur the sweetest fucking cake

/

i want u in my youth oh
i want u in my old state
i try to hold the cool tone 
but i don't want u to decay

/

knowing u exist 
i might have to start to pray
i know ignorance bliss and thats just why i could never stay

/

its taken many rough seas to seize this place
its taken many slow curves to convert old ways

/

this is the best way I could have spend my life

if I step foot outside the gates 
then I will have to go fourth

castle drawn from bones

castle drawn from bones (empty roads)

Produced by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mixing by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mastered by Crizzy White
HeyLee Manzeron - https://soundcloud.com/heylee-manzeron

Crizzy White:
Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

In my adolescence
Man, I always craved acceptance
Who knew I'd let you break me down just so I feel respected 
Time don't feel like it's progressing and I'm always stressing 
And when it builds resentment blame myself and my own wishes 
I never wished it so blue 
So why you feeling hurt too 
You scream and cry and hit a wall
But girl I still defend you

Oh time has been tainted 
And I feel like it's fading 
Just say that you hate it 
When I speak my placement 

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

HeyLee Manzeron:
Damn me to hell and I’m drowning in the abyss
I need my medication because your love is an illness
The tone of your voice cuts me open like a wrist slit
I told you from the start you fell in love with a misfit

Digging myself a grave again
I don’t wanna see your face again
I can not breath in the air
‘Cause all you do is spit out the dangerous pathogens
Another conversation, motherfucker, put me on my back
Kicked me in the ass again
We’re damned if we do, we’re damned if we don’t
Refer to our love in the past tense

Crizzy White: 
And it's useless to control you 
You never wanna listen to my issues
Try to talk it out but it's foolish
Should've known that I only play a nuisance

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

Damned w/ HeyLee Manzeron

Straight banger feat. the mans cxrter. hope yall enjoy!

GOONS! feat. cxrter (prod. mays music)

produced by sor
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez
featuring popularreject

lyrics


on my own
yeah i can’t believe i did it on my own
yeah i remember when they’d never hit my phone
yeah now it seems im always leaving them at the tone
leave me alone
let me be alone
i just wanna do it on my own
they don’t know the blood and broken bones
that’s i’ve laid in front of my own home
leave me alone

there’s nothing that i want from you
there’s nothing that you want from me
so please just please just go away 
and save some room for better days
now all that shit is history
so save it in your memories 
and just know that, that one mistake
will be the one you can’t erase

all these word were hidden underneath the floor
on the wood it’s written you can’t ignore
mistakes are unforgiven unlike before
i’ll be the one your missin right too the very core

(popularreject)
i don’t know
if im ever gonna make it out this hole
i don’t think ill make it out this rut
what the fuck
think it’s best that i shut up
i got smoke inside my lungs 
i think ive really had it
i hear your voice inside my head 
it says im so dramatic
none of these people have my back
i turn around they stab it
now i’m all off track im crashing
i don’t even really know what happened 
i’d puff puff pass but shit i am…

on my own
yeah i can’t believe i did it on my own
yeah i remember when they’d never hit my phone
yeah now it seems im always leaving them at the tone
leave me alone
let me be alone
i just wanna do it on my own
they don’t know the blood and broken bones
that’s i’ve laid in front of my own home
leave me alone

on my own w/ popularreject (sor)

produced by secre swallowtail & heyrick
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez 
featuring AVXiD

lyrics

and there’s so much that i wish i could’ve told you
i wish i could’ve told you, i wish i could’ve told you
but you’re out of touch and you were my only crutch 
and i just wish that i could hold you
but it’s your ghost i would go thru

those cloudy eyes couldn’t hide the truth
between me and you there was something new
and now the colors fade from their vibrant hues
look back on better days like oh what a view
i look back on the past
cause i wish it would last
oh the future is sad
these thoughts are driving me mad

and there’s so much that i wish i could’ve told you
i wish i could’ve told you, i wish i could’ve told you
but you’re out of touch and you were my only crutch 
and i just wish that i could hold you
but it’s your ghost i would go thru

it’s your ghost i would go thru
it’s your ghost i would go thru
it’s your ghost i would go thru
it’s your ghost i would go thru

(AVXiD)

monday mornings 
turns to tuesday evenings
im laid out on the pavement
do u even wanna see me
shawty do u even love me
its like u never wanna hold me
all these things that u had told me
idk why u dont duck me

im a dead body rotting
u can hear it when im calling
when i die hide my body
in your walls

when im gone
hold on
im the ghost u pass thru 
in the halls

it's ur ghost i'd go thru w/ AVXiD (secre x heyrick)

speed of light (TDR)

@rewind214
@dinosaurslover

Girl I’ll be your voice
I said girl I’ll be your voice 
So could you pick up the call
Cause I want to sing along with you
Attached with you girl
Our hearts aligned 
I guess it’s our world 
A sign of autumn breeze
Can you hear my voice and melody

Open me up read me like a diary 
Baby put your earphones on
Hear my melody 
Baby look into our Polaroid
Its full of memories
Girl tell me what you see
Its this the love that you always wanted 
I will be at your side 
Thru out day and night
So could you say one last time 
“I want your voice to be in my head”

I said its alright girl you’ll be mine
“Your voice is so sweet” thats how you define
Girl I cant live without you 
I js want to be at your side 
Let my voice guide you for your rest of your life

it's ur ghost i'd go thru w/ AVXiD (secre x heyrick)

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