AMV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvggMacS4a4

DA 5 PPL TRACK

Produced by 8th Hood
Recorded by Nkno, Cypression, Hazenova, lil XipZ, Madisyn Nichols
Mixed by Nkno, Cypression, Hazenova
Mastered by Nkno
Artwork by Nkno
Lyrics by everyone here

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LYRICS:

I'm lost in the darkness
I'll never be happy again
I've lost all my friends
Please just let this end

I'm lost
In the dark
I can't find my way
And it's easy to face that
Everyone is fake.

You focus on the old me
Don't fuck with the new me
I don't wanna hear this
If you're gonna leave
Fucked up at a party
So I won't have feelings
These emotions they're killing me
Takin random shit 'till I drop dead
I don't wanna feel no emotion
I don't wanna see your face ever again
Ever again.

I'm lost
In the dark
I can't find my way
And it's easy to face that
Everyone is fake.

I'm lost
I'm lost
Oh
I'm lost in the dark
And I can not find my way
I got a heavy heart
And all the clouds are gray
I've been searching for a change
But everything's the same
Everywhere I look
Their just two-faced
But I don't really care
Cuz they can be replaced
I'm lost in the dark and I can't find my way

I'm lost
In the dark
I can't find my way
And it's easy to face that
Everyone is fake.

I'm lost
In the dark
I can't find my way
And it's easy to face that
Everyone is fake.

Ohhh I’m lost I’m lost
Ohhh I’m lost I’m lost
I be chilling by my lonely
I don’t know if you know me
You know the old me
I don’t owe you a thing
Bitch you owe me
Burn that bridge cuz I know you a phony
Yeah yeah
I don’t fuck with this
Leave me out
I don’t got time for none of it
Yeah yeah
I don’t fuck with this
Leave me out
I don’t got time for none of it

I'm lost
In the dark
I can't find my way
And it's easy to face that
Everyone is fake.

I'm lost
In the dark
I can't find my way
And it's easy to face that
Everyone is fake.

I'm lost
I'm lost
I don't know where to go
I'm lost
I'm lost
Like can you take me home
Pouring all my feelings out just to feel okay
I don't know how to speak about this to your face
Cuz if I said it you'd go through pain
So I'll keep it inside my brain
My brain is a constant warzone
And you're there as the enemy

In this warzone
Watching people die around me
And it's all because this depression and anxiety
Honestly, I feel so lost that I can't even find me
I can't even find me
I can't even find me
They're always lying
I'm always trying
I feel like I'm dying
But I still keep fighting
I hate my emotions
I can't even focus
I'm so lost and I've never
Been so broken

I'm lost in the dark
I can't find my way.

Lost

Official AMV

Lost (feat. Cypression, Hazenova, lil XipZ, Madisyn Nichols)

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

ur not with me, but at least the bottle keeps me company w/imslendr (2001 x Jolst)

cauterize my eyes w/imslendr (rx808)

I made this about  this past year and health issues feeling like i’ve lost everything and all hope . 

but the truth is, hope is never lost. And even if the worse happens and you don’t make it out alive , the pain will be over

Hopeless ft. Oneacis (2001/Afterlife)

This album wouldn't have been possible with all these beautiful people:
@jolst
@eidolon seeker
@emjaay
@plxce
@cboy
@yokai dreams
@klonic
@splashgvng
@shadow!
@irby
@ninewaters

dont go

dont go(ft. Eidolon Seeker) [prod. Ninewaters]

authentic bed squeaks 👍
mix n master: Feelnum

lyrics:
numbers in my head got me feeling numb
lose myself in another one
i dont wanna be alone
i cant stand up on my own

numbers in my head got me feeling numb
i might take another pill to feel some
i dont wanna let you know
im not gonna come back home

Numbers +Feelnum (Frevel & Pekarot)

prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCj5C0NwiOG0MgY5mwf5Ejtw

Lyrics: 
Whose fault is it really now? 
I let it linger far longer than I should have
I've been healing but im going in circles 
Feel so ashamed
Should I just take the blame?
Rather be asleep than see another day 
But i cant talk like that cuz they call me crazy 
But maybe i am cuz im feeling it lately 

These labels are making me feel so sick 
I'm getting nausea just thinking of it 
I've been busy but it hasn't been amounting to much 
Times getting wasted so I can stay sane 
Without the distraction, I’d be in my grave

ur not with me, but at least the bottle keeps me company w/imslendr (2001 x Jolst)

epitomeoffailure