prod. caspr
engineered by skrwd
mixed and mastered by Patrick Gardner

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

I just wanna talk about it but you don't hit my phone up
I got too much in my system, fucking throwing up
I've been working every night, just have to count it up
Tell you I miss you, but you don't wanna speak much
I feel so lost when you're not here
I can't fucking sleep when you're not near
I swear I care, but we don't even talk and it's not fair
I've been losing my mind and I'm holding onto you
Trying to figure out a way to give it back to you
Overthinking every word I ever say to you
I'm trying my best, don't know what else to do
I'm so scared you'll leave me here, I worry so much you'll disappear
I just wanna talk about it, you don't wanna talk about it

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

I haven't seen you in weeks, you're not too far from the city
You tremble when you speak and I know it's on me partially
Talk to me softly, tell me that you want me
Laying in my bed, yeah, longing for your heartbeat
When I'm with you it's not so bad but every time you leave, I just get so sad
You're the only one that knows me like that so I'm so scared that you won't come back
You're the roof over my head, eyes got me focused
Every time I inhale your scent, I'm in heaven
You're the one I'm flexin, not even a question
Tell me what's on your mind, maybe it'll kill the tension
We'll be alright, only a matter of time
Even from far away, you're the color of my sky

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

swear w/ skele (prod. caves)

Biteki AMV: https://youtu.be/aMOX-qUEWMw
prod. farber
this 1 been in the works for a while 🖤
i hope some of you find relation & or clarity.
ft. @user-411557229

[autumn]
so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

cause i’ve always really wanted space
now i just wanna see your face
(see your face)

girl i want this bad
i told you that
i’m not just sad
my world’s been plaid

hello?
praying you’d pick up the phone 
how’d it go?
being on your god damn own

so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

[not home.]
they wanna be me
she gonna leave me
for somebody new
off of the shrooms
cold in my room 
lost in the ceiling
look at the moon

[autumn & not home.] 
(2x)
look at my face when you’re talking
(when you’re talking)
i get bored so i smoke now i’m coughing
(bitch i’m coughing)
all the friends at the house 
now i’m yawning
(what the fuck bitch)
they be chasing all the
shit up in my pockets

obsessed w/ not home. [prod. farber]

INTRO:
promise you won’t forget me
i’ve been feeling so empty
is this the end of tonight
am i saying goodbye 
for the very last time
i don’t want to rewind
i can’t go on living this lie

CHORUS:
oh where did the time go?
you said you’d be back tomorrow
i took your lead i followed (followed)
straight back to my sorrows (sorrows)
so i’ll ask you again where did the time go (where did it go)

POST CHORUS:
you left me here defenseless
i’ve never 
been so fuckin helpless
whatever
you gotta be so desperate 
to even turn to me for pleasure

SENDFLOWRS VERSE:
for pleasure i can’t lie i’m fucked 
droolin from my mouth like everytime we talk
you always told me i can look but i can’t touch
wait that’s the weed man i think i’m finally done
erase my name from your phone
you better
tell him straight and never come home
i’m gonna
tear his flesh from the bone
and i might 
catch a case you made me so cold (so cold)
you fake bitches
i’m a sinner
i stay sinning 
i dream of you but i’m not the one you’re kissing
like baby come over here lemme show you what you missing

OUTRO:
see my head spin
round and round
i just wanna get out of this town
look at my face and you’ll see a frown
but don’t be surprised 
when you see my wounds are open wide
don’t cry tonight
with your ocean blue eyes

spotify!

where did the time go ft. sendflowrs (wisssery x jolst)

this is not a british accent fuck u

produced by yungspoiler and daks9k

originally performed by 9tails

completely non profit

lyrics:

talking up just to talk backwards
actor
i remember when the enemies where not a factor
gotta move different cus of outbursts of my temper
i might be an asshole but the truths what matters
splatter
all my deep down thoughts get shattered
on my new reboks plant matter
and it coned out raw
smoke that spliff then wrote this song

holding in smoke face
blue man group 
loud way too loud
man it smell like poop
but enough about me
tell me more about you
did your friend text back?
did u link that dude?

treat him like a main or a strong number 2
u about to break with the weight on u
put the faith in him but he always falls thru
lately i just hope that im not that dude
u aint really done nothing bad say u (say who?)
i been getting pew pewed every other song
drop
drop bombs and support gonna cease i guess
profit increase so does everybody's needs i guess
vampires when i bleed i guess
when i fuck off now u fuck me i guess
smoke my weed then kiss ur teeth whats next

im sorry friend
could we make amends? 
its the second call 
but ima call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles concious n spliff
all beside me n the whip

i want decemeber 
there wasnt as many plans
that i felt bad for missing
to really see what i can
do with these hands
do with this brain 
and the subject matter inside
u leave im working
im eager
something i could never hide
something i could never hide
no
no

i get too deep in it
mind overdrive
my thoughts override
as fear overrides my shit
coarse cough got me fucked up
with the blood spit
yuck

some_ missed_ calls_ (yungspoiler x daks9k)

[produced by sor & jolst]



and you love me 
just not like you did
not like you did
i need some company 
a friend or someone
to get rid of this 
those words cut me
feel like a knife
scraping my wrist 
it ends bloody 
when lonely brides
trade with a witch 

i’m so low
i can taste the sand
i’m broke
and i just don’t understand 
so go home
and what do i need to do to be your man 
and so
i never sleep anymore
i’m stayin up til the world turns ash 

and you love me 
just not like you did
not like you did
i need some company 
a friend or someone
to get rid of this 
those words cut me
feel like a knife
scraping my wrist 
it ends bloody 
when lonely brides
trade with a witch 

and incase you come home 
i’ll leave the smokes by the fire 
and if you really wanna know
i promise that i didn’t like her 
she’s got nothin on you 
i promise that i won’t deny 
anything that wanna ask i promise i wont lie 
any problem that you wanna solve
i promise im your guy 
i set fire to the throne
i’d kill the king for you and i 
and i’ll stand guard outside your home
a sword and shield right by my side
and you’re a beauty im a beast 
i don’t know why i even try 
so i’ll grab a tank of ale
and i’ll be in these trees all night

winstanley

shizukesa. x residential. - gr33n/6ryson

skinny (sorrow bringer)

all my friends say i've changed
i'm not me now 
cause i drink and i smoke 
til i pass out 
all my friends say i've changed
and i'm mean now 
cause i say what i think
no matter how (2x)

and i'm trynna get my money up
travel where the dreams come true 
when people make it it's never luck
except when it comes to you 

lately i been asking for help
sadly with no1 to come thru 
they say i just think bout myself
i'm trynna keep myself away from the box made out of wood

all my friends say i've changed
i'm not me now 
cause i drink and i smoke 
til i pass out 
all my friends say i've changed
and i'm mean now 
cause i say what i think
no matter how 

drugs keep me afloat
wavs keep me from ending it all
sometimes i wish u crushed my throat
so i woulnd't have to feel at all
so i wouldn't've to deal with all
the bullshit i get involved 
with everysingle day 
cause it just means a new headache 

all my friends say i've changed
i'm not me now 
cause i drink and i smoke 
til i pass out 
all my friends say i've changed
and i'm mean now 
cause i say what i think
no matter how (2x)

all my friends say i've changed (kaydo)

Not The Usual

Through one man came death
Trading gardens for eternal depth 
If you take a bite, you won't die 
But I'll make sure it takes your life 

Unholy verses formed to curses 
Longing for cradled hearses 
If you take a bite, you won't die 
But I'll make sure it takes your life 

I will put enmity 
Between you and your seed
Vile Serpent scheme 
You need protection from me
Leviathan 
Tossed in the waves 
No talk of resurrection 
No need to be saved

Covering exposure no disclosure 
even when you're getting closer 
Midnight wishes turning grey
What once was love turns to hate 

Will you take this cup for me 
Consume the salt of your sleep 
If you take a bite, you won't die 
But I'll make sure it takes your life

I will put enmity 
Between you and your seed
Vile Serpent scheme 
You need protection from me
Leviathan 
Tossed in the waves 
No talk of resurrection 
No need to be saved

This is your body broken for me
this is your blood shed for my sins
If you take a bite, you won't die 
But I'll make sure it takes your life
(do this in remembrance of me)

I will put enmity 
Between you and your seed
Vile Serpent scheme 
You need protection from me
Leviathan 
Tossed in the waves 
No talk of resurrection 
No need to be saved
I will put enmity 
Between you and your seed
Vile Serpent scheme 
You need protection from me
Leviathan 
Tossed in the waves 
No talk of resurrection 
No need to be saved

Original Sin

lyrics:

sewerperson:
this a nice moment getting ruined by her temperament
baby girl just feel the ambience
its that he said she said lets be friends
i dont wanna do this shit again
if i miss the moon ill still be walking on the star signs
when im dead and gone i hope you think about me sometimes
blisters on my skin get broken into by the sheet ice
i look out on to the lake and hold my knees high

i could tell you sick of everybody taking your side
they might grasp the vision but they cant see it from your eyes
course its me just go and turn on the porch light
i wont look the same but i still i kept the blank eyes

guccihighwaters:
still i keep em
i got like 20 reasons
not to fuck with you
we all know that they wanna be us
i get past that
bottles clink in my backpack
won’t puff that don’t pass that
better watch where u ash at
hope you see me
on a magazine
or in your dreams
when you’re asleep
cause you left me in the dust
like i was not enough
i was not enough
no no no

if i miss the moon ill still be walking on the star signs
when im dead and gone i hope you think about me sometimes

sewerperson:
lake water hitting at my waist line ya
on these cold septembers morning i could see my breath
i could feel pollution work its way into my chest
i feel sewage seeping out of me when im at rest
every new coat gets to drying up and giving way
i know its just the little things but i can tell its not the same
always had these feelings but i never had the confidence
maybe we could work if we aint see this shit so different

this a nice moment getting ruined by her temperament
baby girl just feel the ambience
its that he said she said lets be friends
i dont wanna do this shit again
if i miss the moon ill still be walking on the star signs
when im dead and gone i hope you think about me sometimes
blisters on my skin get broken into by the sheet ice
i look out on to the lake and hold my knees high

where did the time go ft. sendflowrs (wisssery x jolst)

epitomeoffailure (@eof404)