lyrics:

it's been quite a while since i've ever felt like this
i can't say i like you but i know you peaked my intrest
answer my wishes
god is my witness
for everything i do
break my bones down on the concrete floor
to show what i'm willing to do to get some more
i don't want nothing too strong
i just wanna get to know you
know you
know you
know you
so please don't push me away
cuz i fear that you've altered my brain
but i cant do nothing about it now
so i guess imma have to convince you how
yeah i could do this all for you in an instant
i would sacrifice my blood to leave an imprint
on your soul on your mind so you don't forget me
yeah i would do it all for you just from the beginning
it's been a while
it's been a while
it's been a while
it's been a while
it's been a while
it's been a while
it's been quite a while since i've ever felt like this
i can't say i like you but i know you peaked my intrest
answer my wishes
god is my witness
for everything i do

it's been a while

lyrics:

it seems it's going right
but my head makes me overthink everything in life
i can't control it
i'm just trying to make it out alive
skepticism but i keep trying to push on through the fight
i can't keep holding onto my fears
but i worry that it'll end in these tears
when i finally get past it i know i'll be gone
because i've been overthinking everything since we met up

how i ruminate

lyrics:

hair is getting long
i wanna ask you should i cut it off
i want you to like what you see
when you look at me love
i would never change myself for someone
i know who i am
being next to you right now
i wish i was a better man

all these feelings deep inside my chest
they are confusing me
i know that i like you but you don't
so i try not to speak
stars are looking pretty tonight
but you're a different breed
you got me turning off the light
just so that you can sleep
wind is blowing through my hair
i wonder if you notice
i wish you would stop and stare
so that i know you're focused
it's hard for me to know if you care for me the same
your family knows how i feel i guess i'm the one to blame
i pray to god that he forgives me for all of my sins
day to day i've been praying
that's she's doing okay and
wipe the make up off that's all on my face
i'm feeling so out of place
i'm feeling like a disgrace

i wish i was a better man

lyrics:

to be next to you
to be next to me
i want you to look
i want you to see
i'm way too scared to tell you how i feel
i'd rather show you by getting close and real
smile on your face to try to hide your pain
but i tend to notice when you aren't listening
you space out and stare at a screen for quite a while
so i's try my best to be there i'd walk for miles

(relationships are hard
you know?
people uh
people break up and stay together for all kinds of different reasons
i wanted to take this opportunity to talk about relationships
relationships are hard people
you need to work at them you need to constantly work and build em
that's when the relationship really starts
that's when you really start to have the difficult conversations
that's when you start to have the hard stuff go on
that's the part when love hurts
people don't ever really tell you about that
people people always talk about it's hard to get broken up with
and you'll heal and it'll be okay
but no one tells you what it's like to be on the other side of that coin
i still love velvet
she's uh she's a great person
an amazing woman
i wish her the best of luck
i just wish her happiness
and that's how you should be
and velvet if you did happen to find this video and you're still watching
wherever you are at what ever point in your life
i uh
i hope you're doing okay
and uh
i hope you're happy)

i've noticed

lyrics:

why you break me down so easily
like what the hell you get from making me bleed
now i stand still on the driveway
hoping that you'll possibly come my way
one foot in and one foot out
i see you like to talk can't shut your mouth
i guess i'll grab my things and head on out
i'm stuck within my bedroom designing sounds
don't talk about me behind my back or spread these lies
your cruelty is what will lead you to your demise
i loved you all and thought i could never switch those sides
but you showed me how and now i'll die

cutting ties [Unreleased Audio]

crucify the fallen

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how i ruminate

fallen kami

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