Vibes XVIII

forget me when the summer ends

again

lyrics
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the world keeps on spinning
in rooms no one's living in
vacancy paints itself solemnly though
if i'm addicted
i guess i'll start getting
outside in the sun so my body stays warm
cause i don't like freezing inside
while the rays hit my eyes
and the cars passing by real slow
this house is a prison
i serve a life sentence
and pray that this judge will just give me parole

but it's not that simple
loop this instrumental
my patience is wearing itself to a mold
asbestos and liquor
we'll drink to remember
that breeze from december that sent us back home
what is the point of this anymore
i don't feel nothing at all
sleep in the studio
life's fucking beautiful
searching for peace i'm succumbing to fall
i'll kiss you at stop signs
tell you that you're special
to me and everyone outside of these walls
i'd drive for forever
to just be together
and when you're not here
i'm just hoping you'll call
cause i crave your company
god you're so lovely
touching your skin makes my problems dissolve
this chapter's recovery
my face is stubbly
i'm feelin ugly that ain't gon resolve

all for you

all my days are getting darker
and i can't breathe 
i don't amount to nothing 
it's easy to see
all i feel is numbing pain
and anxiety
my heart is just like a drain 
engulfs my fucking feels

dreaming of the top 10 
living in bottom 1 
don't kno if i'll make it
but i gotta trust myself first 
trynna realign with my mind so i convert
what goes on inside all the time into a verse

trynna speak my mind out im
trynna scream my heart out loud 
i could never talk about it
that's why it's such a big problem now 
dealing with it all like i ain't don't have any issues
sipping alc everyday but i say imma stop soon 
can't help myself to stop always feeling so blue 
i wish i felt like all the other colors of the rainbow

all my days are getting darker
and i can't breathe 
i don't amount to nothing 
it's easy to see
all i feel is numbing pain
and anxiety
my heart is just like a drain 
engulfs my fucking feels (2x)

engulfs (smokerose)

lyrics
--------
i'd love you more but he just makes it harder
i'd crawl through glass for you but i don't wanna
be a bother
i'd walk from thailand all the way to rome
if it meant i could hug and kiss you on the way back home
he's a bother
even your father
thinks that he's petty
disease stricken in slaughter

these situations make me hot and heavy
i'll make you mine but you just gotta let me
he's the problem
one we could solve
and if you think you're ready
i'll deal with it no problem
i'd sail the seven seas inside this home
if it meant i could see you maybe while you're all alone
tease me harder
seize me of all the
things that i'm feeling
we'll freeze under this water

i'd love you more but he just makes it harder
i'd crawl through glass for you but i don't wanna
be a bother
i'd walk from thailand all the way to rome
if it meant i could hug and kiss you on the way back home
he's a bother
even your father
thinks that he's petty
disease stricken in slaughter

harder (prod. joalisho x coldlazer)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art: xipz
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LYRICS:

[intro]
you got me losing my mind, love
im so obsessed with your smile
im running out of time tho
so i gotta make it last

[chorus]
yeah we pull up all black
all black
n the whip real fast
real fast
shiny gold on her necklace
shiny gold on the dash
on the dash

shawty real pale like snow
think i love her more than she'll ever know

[verse]
shawty real pale like snow
love her more than she'll really know

big bands, babe i love the cashflow
dont know why she like me, im an asshole
she come wit me, i got room in my castle
candle lit rooms, good ass views 

oh i love the way she moves
yeah shawty look real cute
n i think i like that attitude

[chorus]
yeah we pull up all black
all black
n the whip real fast
real fast
shiny gold on her necklace
shiny gold on the dash
on the dash

shawty real pale like snow
think i love her more than she'll ever know

all black pt.2 [Prod. shxdy808]

lyrics ⬇️

hear me out gimme two more days and ill be clean
double down 2 more days and if not then ill leave
trouble house, i feel like the destroyer of peace
a couple hours then ill be right where i wanna be
a lower power always tellin me that i should give up
but i dont wanna quit it cuz it was just a hiccup
i never wanna miss it i never wanna mess up
i know it could get better but i do not wanna fix it

and im sorry that i really took the long way home last night
roll the window down and feel the breeze

and im sorry that i smoked another bowl last time
cuz i felt like i couldn’t really breathe

somethin in my head
it make me believe 
they just want me dead
get it out my head

hear me out i dont wanna live this life now
turning down opportunities to hide out
ive been missing all these things while i lay down
and im wishin i could change but its harder than it sounds
and il truthfully that id be better off without the drugs
what they do to me oh i cannot explain it to my bruzz
it made me beautifully ruin all my things and all my stuff
and what im contemplating i dont even know if i can budge
find a cemetery lay my stupid corpse into the mud
like in February when i got tricked into someones love
i cant understand, we were sharing everything 
and now your other man makes you look like youre a freak
i might have a disease
might be OCD 
i roll my other sleeve up cuz it dont look right to me
and then my heart skips a beat
i cant feel like im free
lately everything surrounding me looks like it just bleeds

hear me out gimme two more days and ill be clean
double down 2 more days and if not then ill leave
trouble house, i feel like the destroyer of peace
a couple hours then ill be right where i wanna be
a lower power always tellin me that i should give up
but i dont wanna quit it cuz it was just a hiccup
i never wanna miss it i never wanna mess up
i know it could get better but i do not wanna fix it

hear me out (yunnygoldz)

StuckInPlace

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOG7MLPnj-Q&ab_channel=enxgmv

Where You Once Were |prod. pilotkid (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

prod. c world 

lyrics :



I can tell you all about my 
very ordinary life 
but I know deep inside
you would never even give me a chance 

I was really hoping I could find
somebody to call mine 
an spend a lil time  
you would never even give me a chance 

Right before the night got closer  
I’d like to know if 
I can win you over 
Would you just give me your hand let’s have a dance 

she said no thank you no surprise 
I should expect this every time 
still was one for me to find 

Tapped out can’t find you 
There was not a single thing for me to do
Tapped out can’t find you 
There was no a single thing I can do x2

I know there was only one I need
No one wanted to be stuck with me 
should I just wait and maybe see

I know there was only one I need
No one wanted to be stuck with me 
should I just wait and maybe see

I can tell you all about my 
very ordinary life 
but I know deep inside
you would never even give me a chance 

I was really hoping I could find
somebody to call mine 
an spend a lil time  
you would never even give me a chance 

Right before the night got closer  
I’d like to know if 
I can win you over 
Would you just give me your hand let’s have a dance

she said no thank you no surprise 
I should expect this every time 
still was one for me to find

ordinary life

particles p. wraithontheporch

Glitter - Boggio, murciélagoxx (feat. Shinigami)

SIGN LANGUAGE PROD RIDGELY

I feel this weight on my chest
I pray my soul to keep
Oh yeah to give it some rest

I'm awake till the sun's up
Cause I'm scared to sleep
No nightmares of monsters
Just dreams of you and me

Suicide on my mind again
I just want all the pain yeah to end
I can't get you out of my head
I might just jump off the edge

Tell me who would care anyway
Fuck it, inside, I'm already dead

Where'd it all go wrong
When did you get so numb
Don't wanna get up, oh no
I wonder how will it end
I'm thinking suicide
Wanna get out of here
I wanna get up out of here
Wanna get out of here

I fall apart, I'm my own enemy
It's all my fault, I hate how I'm empty

I won't lie, I've been wearing the same old jeans
For the past two weeks
Getting high off of anything, my mind
Running in circles tonight

Suicide all on my mind
Running out of options and time
I don't f*ck with that pity love
Y'all the reason why I can't trust

I don't f*ck with that fake love
I'd rather feel nothing yeah nothing at all

Where'd it all go wrong
When did you get so numb
Don't wanna get up, oh no
I wonder how will it end
I'm thinking suicide
Wanna get out of here
I wanna get up out of here
Wanna get out of here

My head running in circles again
When will the torment all end

Tell me that you understand
I crave for something I won't get
My tank running on empty
How did you become my enemy

I know you think oh less of me
I'm on the verge of insanity
Come on girl, stop the front
I'm not the one you want
I'm not the one you want
We know we go

Suicide on my mind again

I just want all the pain yeah to end
Maybe I'll just jump off the edge

Suicide on my mind again
I just want all the pain yeah to end

Maybe I'll just jump off the edge
F*ck

SUICIDE w/@yuusef (prod. lostangel x jaysset)

Say you'll be there for me
Promise you care for me

It all started with a kiss how'd it end up like this
Girl you grew on my heart like a cyst
Got me attached I can't love another bitch yeah
But when it really comes down to it
Are you gonna stick to my side
Baby are you really down for this
Cause I swear to you girl I will try
I got used to my past loves past friends
Left them in the past tense
They all threw my trust to the side
Back then I would swallow pills
Right along with my pride
Getting high don't pay the bills
With these lyrics I'll try
Nowadays I keep my circle tight and my focus right
Cause you know they want a piece of the pie
They asked what happened to the old you
That fucker has died
I buried him the moment I decided to try

If your intentions are parasitic I ain't your host
You can't lie to me
I can see right through your hoax
So now you know if you earned my trust you must hold it close
If you break it you've lost it then it is adios

It all started with a kiss how'd it end up like this
Girl you grew on my heart like a cyst
Got me attached I can't love another bitch yeah
But when it really comes down to it
Are you gonna stick to my side
Baby are you really down for this
Cause I swear to you girl I will try

I just been working to the penthouse from the ground floor
The way I kill each day you'd think I'm gearing up for war
Expecting less and doing more can open up some doors
So baby are you sticking around for it
Just tell me now if you think you're gonna forfeit
Cause I won't lie I've been played too many times I can't afford it
I found love in different eyes and the pain they left was metamorphic

if i gave u my heart [prod. drecyy]

lyrics //

didnt bother writing
i swore its all behind me
i saw it all play out
i saw the silver lining

guess we both figured out 
the reason weve been hiding
sick of all the run around
im sick of how you want him

you can try, break it off 
turn around take the fall
it was just the two of us
left the town where we grew up

holding onto grudges
im holding on nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into ur blood

(pump me right into your blood
im my mamas only son 
im my mamas only son)


i can be the one you want
i cant heal a broken heart
found me in a local bar’s street
find it funny when they run
find a feeling in a cup
fighting ppl that i love

my fist been clinched, i dnd my phone
miss the kid i was but now hes grown
if you’re the queen
then id be at ur throne
a peasant in the midst of common folk

you can try, break it off
turn around take a fall
it was just the two of us, 
left the town where we grew up
holding on to grudges, i’m holding on to nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into your blood

substance [neverforever]

prod.samoss

lyrics :


came far for nothing 
Id never trust him 

Another pointless night with you 
An in the end I always knew 

that you were using me
but wait till you see 
what I do to you 

(dead)
this is a message for you 
(dead)
Not gonna tell what I’ll do 
(dead)
I wanna feel your fear too 
(dead)
I’ll make sure that you lose 
(X2)

Hope that I hear you crying 
I’ll leave you there to die alone
Like what happened to me
(X2)

came far for nothing 
Id never trust him 

Another pointless night with you 
An in the end I always knew 

that you were using me
but wait till you see 
what I do to you

message for you

look into my eyes its all gon be alright
promise you that imma stay another night
i cant think straight im too high
take two more dont think twice
in the studio with twin we finna roll
henny got her freaky taking off my clothes
bae be careful these are thousand dollar clothes
candy kingdom all these artists are my clones

im not sad
but its a rough day
you look bad
but in the nice way
im like zack
cody in my ice tray
im not gonna fall to this shit so dont you worry
i just wanna ball with my bros like stephen curry
i can tell you look beautiful even though youre blurry
we can make it out of this storm but we gotta hurry

look into my eyes its all gon be alright
promise you that imma stay another night
i cant think straight im too high
take two more dont think twice
in the studio with twin we finna roll
henny got her freaky taking off my clothes
bae be careful these are thousand dollar clothes
candy kingdom all these artists are my clones
look into my eyes its all gon be alright
promise you that imma stay another night
i cant think straight im too high
take two more dont think twice
in the studio with twin we finna roll
henny got her freaky taking off my clothes
bae be careful these are thousand dollar clothes

notahero- flu game (prod. rubbish)

• BEAMON —

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•ALWAYSNOVEMBER —

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BEAMON x ALWAYS NOVEMBER - DEEP WOODS (produced by  sorrowbringer)

when the time stops (prod.mlodyclose)

prod by icantsleeplol
enjoy

lyrics:
i wonder where u are
hoping that you're not far
are u among the stars?
or somewhere in my heart
i guess i will never know
its time for me to grow
its time for me to show
how much ive really grown

ima take my skin
then rip it off
then hang it up
all up on my wall
then go to asleep
without a thought
so when i wake
its the first thing i saw
im not that guy you once you knew
im just as sad
but nothing new
im just as grey
but in a different hue
im not the same that you once knew

i had to let u go
even if i didnt want too,
no
u pushed me away
u pushed me aside
then called it a mistake

you dont know how bad i just want?
my life back
oh give my life back. (x4)

i feel like ive been running around in circles 
in circles
in circles
i need to leave this place ive made myself many years ago
many years ago



Vibes XVIII

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