the effects are so clean on that, gross beat god or?

Vibes XVIII

presave: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sendflowrs/colourblind

(for the first time, in a long time, i started to feel things again, i started to feel happy..) 

and i swear to god i will be there for you 
whether or not it is cold outside
i can’t even front
heart stopped when i saw you
for a minute i was sure i had died 
now you don’t pick up anytime that i call you 
and i’m not used to swallowing my pride 
and you dropped your guard 
caught a hit that had floored you 
i’m out on the ropes but will turn the tide 

so i reject the light, 
sit up and cry 
i can finally see 
now ive opened my eyes
and that girl changed my life
but i guess it’s goodbye
and the day that you left
was the worst day of my life 
the worst day of my life 

and it never was the same, was it? 
oh was it?
i’m sick of calling your phone !!!!
when everytime i see you on it
youre on it 
you hide your screen and say no 
i’m fucking losing my shit girl 
honest
just stop it
at this rate i’ll never come home 
and she just screams in my face 
“i promise, i promise!”
she said she does but she don’t 

she said she loves me, she don’t :( 
i know she cheats tho
and i’m as sure of it 
as i’m sure in the spring the leaves grow
she left me 0 speech 
so i left that bitch at heathrow
now i’m at level 3 
put 20xp in free throw 
i’m fucked up
drunk love
real kiss 
fake hugs 
pour up
care plus
guess i should’ve learned
last time felt the witches burn, fuck
left me with a cold touch 
so i jus smoke n turn up 
get money in surplus

(and i know,
mmmmm, 
but she don’t,
mmmmm,
but she don’t) 


now you don’t pick up anytime that i call you 
and i’m not used to swallowing my pride 
and you dropped your guard 
caught a hit that had floored you 🥊
i’m out on the ropes but will turn the tide 

so i reject the light, 
sit up and cry 
i can finally see 
now ive opened my eyes
and that girl changed my life
but i guess it’s goodbye
and the day that you left
was the worst day of my life 
the worst day of my life 


(i guess i've been feeling... distant from you.)

colourblind (wisssery x noahmadethiss)

~2300~

@lilskeleskrrt @slmnmore

Lyrics:

[HOOK]
I’m on the borderline
Seen death in my sleep
Tell me there’s more to life 
I’m in your crosshair
Pull the trigger let it fly
It’s me and you tonight
I’ll be my own demise
And you won't see the signs

[skele]
i always do this every month should prolly heal up
i think you need me too much
i think i want you no love
painting the wall red maroon
dreams of the champagne
“i do”
know my heart bled
leave you
it’s so hard to see you
i need you here tonight
put the nine up to my skull
i wanna feel alive
hold me until i’m close
i’m saying why do you keep me around 
i always weigh you down
it’s not the way that i want
to make you feel stuck
baby i won’t make a sound 
need you to cover my mouth 
put my head to the gun
and let the steel touch
this is so fucked
you used to love me so much

[HOOK]
I’m on the borderline
Seen death in my sleep
Tell me there’s more to life 
I’m in your crosshair
Pull the trigger let it fly
It’s me and you tonight
I’ll be my own demise
And you won't see the signs 
I’m on the borderline
Seen death in my sleep
Tell me there’s more to life 
I’m in your crosshair
Pull the trigger let it fly
It’s me and you tonight
I’ll be my own demise
And you won't see the signs

[VITO]
Watch ‘em labor away
They’re digging the grave i’ll lay in 
Counting the days i’ve been
Just wasting away
Unfazed by your influence
You saw what it coulda been
But i’m drained out i’ve been hollow since 
Not a lot of those options left
Can you deal with the consequence?
I’ve never been good at this
Nine lives I ain’t got one left
You threw all your caution west
Still breaking your promises

borderline w/ skele & slmnMORE

whys it feel my friends have died
when I know there right outside
am I the only one inside
eating at my mind

I hope they miss me being around
but I don't feel like being around
rather my face stitched to the ground
don't leave a message after the sound

when this liquor hit my veins
it just put me in my place
fuck I hope I change
fuck I hope I change

change (idly blare)

Lyrics
There's plenty of air around me
But my lungs don't work the same as they used to
The pain I feel when I breathe
Is directly related to the day that I lost you (Please)
Hugging on her body for heat (Love)
Skin and bone, a lot to sew me (Oh)
Kiss me, baby, use teeth (My love)
It brings me alive to fight God (Yeah)
Verse 1
This the part where you shеd tears and nod
I've been hurt beforе, but this time, it's too much (Much)
Say my name when you look at my corpse
At least I get that when I'm giving up more
Notify me of my notoriety, but never comfort me
When you were right in front of me (Huh)
All this blood I bleed was draining to the right feet
I'm a sewer person 'cause that's where my life leads
Verse 2
Don't look at me, love, I'm ugly
And stage-born with makeup, I must eat
Tears are fuckin' my face, I'm stuffy
Love really is pain, it must be
Outro
Hugging on her body for heat
Skin and bone, a lot to sew me
Come on, kiss me, baby, use teeth (My love)
It brings me alive to be abused
Skin and bone allowed me—think about it
Kiss me
Think about it, think about it, think about it, think about it, baby
Think about it, think about it, think about it, think about it

Sewerperson-Everyone has to let go at some point, doesnt mean its easy

forget me when the summer ends

again

all my days are getting darker
and i can't breathe 
i don't amount to nothing 
it's easy to see
all i feel is numbing pain
and anxiety
my heart is just like a drain 
engulfs my fucking feels

dreaming of the top 10 
living in bottom 1 
don't kno if i'll make it
but i gotta trust myself first 
trynna realign with my mind so i convert
what goes on inside all the time into a verse

trynna speak my mind out im
trynna scream my heart out loud 
i could never talk about it
that's why it's such a big problem now 
dealing with it all like i ain't don't have any issues
sipping alc everyday but i say imma stop soon 
can't help myself to stop always feeling so blue 
i wish i felt like all the other colors of the rainbow

all my days are getting darker
and i can't breathe 
i don't amount to nothing 
it's easy to see
all i feel is numbing pain
and anxiety
my heart is just like a drain 
engulfs my fucking feels (2x)

engulfs (smokerose)

i know it feels good when you hate my guts

https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter  https://soundcloud.com/yunnygoldz

i can't feel my skin
and it's numbing 
god you make me sick 
when you touch me
blood drip down my lip 
like you're wanting 
tear drop down my chin
baby i can't run 
baby i still would 
do i make you blush?
god i know it feels good 
when you hate my guts
baby i still could 
even now, just us
god you know that you should 
till you've had enough

off this bottle 
got me swerving, i'm sedated my,
heartbeat so slow i can't pace it i,
gave up, crush crush till it make me right
i'm the only one you keep awake at night
faster, hands over my body going faster
laughter, he don't feel attached like an actor
backwards, every fucking night i'm moving backwards
everything i ever felt it didn't matter

i don't wanna go like this 
but it's coming
the bruise still stains my wrist from the cuffing
i can't feel my skin 
god you make me sick,
you made me 

(vito:)
Do you want me
I can’t even tell anymore
Your words haunting
Mellowing the pain i endure
A closed chapter
I keep looking backwards
My body’s tattered
Forever and after

But you wanted this so bad
That I don’t think you thought about it
Lay down through the pain
Say what’s good about it
You could love me in ways
I can’t live without it

you make me sick

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOG7MLPnj-Q&ab_channel=enxgmv

Where You Once Were |prod. pilotkid (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

prod. c world 

lyrics :



I can tell you all about my 
very ordinary life 
but I know deep inside
you would never even give me a chance 

I was really hoping I could find
somebody to call mine 
an spend a lil time  
you would never even give me a chance 

Right before the night got closer  
I’d like to know if 
I can win you over 
Would you just give me your hand let’s have a dance 

she said no thank you no surprise 
I should expect this every time 
still was one for me to find 

Tapped out can’t find you 
There was not a single thing for me to do
Tapped out can’t find you 
There was no a single thing I can do x2

I know there was only one I need
No one wanted to be stuck with me 
should I just wait and maybe see

I know there was only one I need
No one wanted to be stuck with me 
should I just wait and maybe see

I can tell you all about my 
very ordinary life 
but I know deep inside
you would never even give me a chance 

I was really hoping I could find
somebody to call mine 
an spend a lil time  
you would never even give me a chance 

Right before the night got closer  
I’d like to know if 
I can win you over 
Would you just give me your hand let’s have a dance

she said no thank you no surprise 
I should expect this every time 
still was one for me to find

ordinary life

particles p. wraithontheporch

I feel this weight on my chest
I pray my soul to keep
Oh yeah to give it some rest

I'm awake till the sun's up
Cause I'm scared to sleep
No nightmares of monsters
Just dreams of you and me

Suicide on my mind again
I just want all the pain yeah to end
I can't get you out of my head
I might just jump off the edge

Tell me who would care anyway
Fuck it, inside, I'm already dead

Where'd it all go wrong
When did you get so numb
Don't wanna get up, oh no
I wonder how will it end
I'm thinking suicide
Wanna get out of here
I wanna get up out of here
Wanna get out of here

I fall apart, I'm my own enemy
It's all my fault, I hate how I'm empty

I won't lie, I've been wearing the same old jeans
For the past two weeks
Getting high off of anything, my mind
Running in circles tonight

Suicide all on my mind
Running out of options and time
I don't f*ck with that pity love
Y'all the reason why I can't trust

I don't f*ck with that fake love
I'd rather feel nothing yeah nothing at all

Where'd it all go wrong
When did you get so numb
Don't wanna get up, oh no
I wonder how will it end
I'm thinking suicide
Wanna get out of here
I wanna get up out of here
Wanna get out of here

My head running in circles again
When will the torment all end

Tell me that you understand
I crave for something I won't get
My tank running on empty
How did you become my enemy

I know you think oh less of me
I'm on the verge of insanity
Come on girl, stop the front
I'm not the one you want
I'm not the one you want
We know we go

Suicide on my mind again

I just want all the pain yeah to end
Maybe I'll just jump off the edge

Suicide on my mind again
I just want all the pain yeah to end

Maybe I'll just jump off the edge
F*ck

SUICIDE w/@yuusef (prod. lostangel x jaysset)

im sorry for not posting in awhile, i've been making some stuff im proud of but havent finished them so ive been strugglin to get somethin out that i love. if u still stickin around ily. i have stuff for u this year :)

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..
i wonder what u thought when u saw me
if u need a friend u can call me
im right here man im sorry im sorry

it was not supposed to be like this
3 o clock and i feel like shit
and im feelin it oh the sky is weighin in
got so much potential, potential that im not weighin in
gotta retry, retry don't watch time go by
everyday that i wait it feel like a lie
everyday feels the same im just fightin time
got so many songs to finish jus gotta fkn try

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..

hardly (prod. neverforever)

lyrics:

We bend and we fold
But sure enough we shape back 
The bruised eyes you hold
Have faded from the photograph

Too fast and too slow
A present from a broken past
We can hide in our homes
And try to turn the clocks back

But night comes and time slows
Its Stopping on a blocked frame
And right is there is the black hole
That sucked all her life away

When I leave i choke
On fumes from the promenade
Its jet fuel and black smoke
Wrapping over my brain

The ship lifts and I go
Hurdled into outer space
The trip ends and im home
Somewhere safe and far away

So Fight back and break bones
And show them how their blood tastes
Weve worn these welts and these bruised souls
Now its your turn to feel pain

Too fast and too slow
A present from a broken past
We can hide in our homes
And try to turn the clocks back

But night comes and time slows
Its Stopping on a blocked frame
And right is there is the black hole
That sucked all her life away

the remedy (sorrowbringer x clozz)

🇩🇪 Deutsch

Songbeschreibung:
„Tomy“ ist ein atmosphärischer R&B/Hip-Hop-Song mit kosmischen Vibes, inspiriert von Erich von Dänikens Werk „Tomy und der Planet der Lügen“.
Der Song erzählt von Wahrheit und Täuschung, von kurzen Begegnungen und dem Geheimnis des Universums.
Es ist eine Hommage an von Dänikens Ideen und zugleich eine musikalische Reise zwischen Traum, Raum und Zeit.
Und: Ich sende Grüße an Tomy, wo immer er auch gerade ist.

Link zum Buch : 

https://www.kopp-verlag.de/a/tomy-und-der-planet-der-luege?&6=72676814&otpcytokenid=72676814&CS=LB&ref=ppa
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🇬🇧 English

Song Description:
“Tomy” is an atmospheric R&B/Hip-Hop track with cosmic vibes, inspired by Erich von Däniken’s “Tomy and the Planet of Lies”.
The song reflects on truth and deception, fleeting encounters, and the mysteries of the universe.
It is both a tribute to von Däniken’s vision and a musical journey through dream, space, and time.
And I send greetings to Tomy, wherever he may be.
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🇯🇵 日本語 (Romaji)

Kyoku no setsumei:
「Tomy」は、Erich von Däniken no sakuhin “Tomy to Uso no Wakusei” kara insupaiā sareta, uchū-teki na fuinki no aru R&B to hip-hop no kyoku desu.
Shinjitsu to gisei, hakanai deai, soshite uchū no nazo o katarimasu.
Von Däniken no shisō e no keii de ari, yume, kūkan, jikan o koeru ongaku no tabi desu.
Soshite watashi wa Tomy ni, kare ga doko ni ite mo, aisatsu o okurimasu.
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🇰🇷 한국어 (Romanized)

Norae seolmyeong:
“Tomy” neun Erich von Däniken-ui jakpum “Tomy wa Geojitmal-ui Haeseong” eseo yeonggam-eul bad-eun kosmik vibe-ui R&B/Hip-Hop gogae imnida.
I norae-neun jinsil gwa gyohae, sun-gan-ui mannam, geurigo uju-ui bimireul damgo isseoyo.
Von Däniken-ui siseon-e daehan ching-uiigo, kkum-gwa sigan-gwa gonggan-eul neom-eoneun eumak-ui yeohaeng imnida.
Geuligo Tomy-ege insareul bonaeyo, geuga eodi issdeonji ganeunghada.

engulfs (smokerose)

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