lyrics:
i was not mad, i just took sum off
running to the place that no one else can
i aint gonna lie, girl you just look off
still butterflies when you hold my hand
damn
i was tryna shake some off
you was tryna hide it from your friend

told everyone not involved
i was up late tryna sleep
fuck
you aint ever made one call
i yell til i can’t breathe
doctor telling me im insane
got way used to the pain

glass rain on my coat, im not cold
static,
clearing out my throat
im not sold
pray the sky gon start to burn,
watch it fold
moonlight shine on me, bitch i glow

bitch i glow
let is storm
you’ve been chasing evil, im staying reformed
bloodstain in the snow thats where the footprints start to fade
try to stitch my own wounds but they calling for my name

for my name for my name
they just want my name
(they want my)
call it out, we are not the same
(same)
in the dark, every voice can sound the same
i done dropped something that make me go in frame by frame

city lights hit my eyes, they blur and bend
have a conversation with you, loop again
and fucking spend,
sleeping through the day just to miss your call
speak so soft, but the silence crawl

glass rain on my coat, im not cold
static,
clearing out my throat
im not sold
pray the sky gon start to burn,
watch it fold
moonlight shine on me, bitch i glow

bitch i glow


static

lyrics:

im not sorry you dont trust me
reach out your hands and touch me
step too close, god damn im frozen
dont tell me why you love me

im on the edge, she just keep on pushing
im in the car, windows tint, theyre looking
everyone i know just needs their “something” 
im so afraid that ill amount to nothing


back in forth in our conversation
every single word was filled with fucking hatred
every attempt that i went to tell you
got way worse at communication 
saw you fall, said pull me closer
we’ll both be hurt when its over
i heard that some deaths are painless
ill be convinced when the grievings over

be convinced when the breathings slower
it doesnt take you just to calm me down
felt so safe that your hands were colder 
you got good at standing ground

and im around
youre always mad
and hows your dad?
i hope hes doing fine
 he was smart to run away
you and your mom project a certain kind of pain

im not sorry you dont trust me
youre gorgeous but youre ugly
you dont ever right your wrongs
you are fucking disgusting 
go ahead and bitch to your friends now 
i know they’d love to hate me
so are you better now? 
someone said you’re not crazy

back in forth in our conversation
every single word was filled with fucking hatred
every attempt that i went to tell you
got way worse at communication 
saw you fall, said pull me closer
we’ll both be hurt when its over
i heard that some deaths are painless
ill be convinced when the grievings over

[outro]

chess club

lyrics:

wait
somethings off and i can taste it
its poison in your floral fragrance 
vanilla on my fear of god shirt
it gives me headaches and i hate it

but theres something i just cant stand
god forbid i try to walk away
when you argue and my skin crawls
like youre the only person who has pain

so reassure me that you notice
you dont need a pill to help you focus
i  free myself from being open
watching people become hopeless 

night skies bleed
and october is the coldest 
leaves are a falling and the drugs get stronger
does it make you feel heard when you scream out
i think youre just an addiction i dont need now

night skies bleed
and october is the coldest 
black boots, overcoat, nd ur shot voice
does it make you feel heard when you scream out
i think youre just an addiction i dont need now


religion

lyrics:

breathe just like the ghost you are
tell me how i know you are
falling for granted
baby, im indifferent 
tell me if the liquor takes you farther than i can
baby im offended all the constant shit im meant to say

what u say?
getting close to my own limits every day
dont want the fame
without the pain
i think im fucking up cuz everything the same
 dont you ever be surprised 
whats yours is hardly mine
she wear jewelry just to shine
on inside she is blind

im not one to suffocate 
told me just to let it go
i know that youre hurting too
if you need me let me know

she said theres nothing i can do to prove that i am not enough for you
it was no one else around to blame and you were wrapped in cellophane

wake up put drugs on my tongue
im heart broke, no, not in love
im too old, but young enough
to disrespect you twice as much
i dont want to feel a thing 
i hope you can feel everything 
i want you to feel
im not lost 
but baby im in control

swerve i hit the ditch, my focus, baby,
 not in control
even if im the shit baby i got a problem accepting roles

i cant see the surface baby
riding in a tinted coupe
crash your car into my car
surprised i wasnt off the boot
red beam on star like satellite 
i see that boy i swear i shoot
my shoe size my toe my shoe
balenciaga faith religion true


breathe just like the ghost you are
tell me how i know you are
falling for granted
baby, im indifferent 
tell me if the liquor takes you farther than i can
baby im offended all the constant shit im meant to say 

what u say? x444

breathe

lyrics:

its been a
month in a minute
i won’t make a prediction
but i think giving up
has become your new addiction

im not damned by decision
or an earthly temptation
im not closer than her
and that’s pure speculation

i gave up for what i value
learned that its not you
ive been giving up on thinking ‘bout
when i should call you

but honestly
you inspired me
thought you were a person i’d just die to meet
but tragedy lives close with me
you’re not even someone you’re supposed to be

you’re way too close to me
matter of a minute,
way too close to me

your words they poison me
matter of a minute just destroying me

youre chasing validation, im destroying where your breath been
im stuck, but im thinking ‘bout your left hand

pain pills, alcohol, and dead skin
laying on your death bed

its been a
month in a minute
i won’t make a prediction
but i think giving up
has become your new addiction

im not damned by decision
or an earthly temptation
im not closer than her
and that’s pure speculation

but honestly
you inspired me
thought you were a person i’d just die to meet
but tragedy lives close with me
you’re not even someone you’re supposed to be

you’re not even someone you’re supposed to be

hands

lyrics:

i cant change a thing that you do
clouds come down
theyre purple like the lights in my room
i cant escape it
every moment that i had spent
was wasted
and now i dont have to pretend

you loved her
everything was fine til its not
and i hate her
at least she got me closer with god
and i pray that
ill never have to think it again;
how you felt, and
how your lips glistened when i kiss you 
it kills you 
it kills me
we’re dying
you can understand cause you were barely trying

hands on her waist
she knows she safe
its so much more than a lie
but half the time
that eye contact 
had meant youre not on my side
and i had told her everything 
i dare not tell a lie
that im addicted,
im offended that you were the high

so hi
how do i break it now?
you were just like fentanyl 
had to carry it out,
walk inside apartment
foaming at the mouth
i would be right next to you
thank god i made it out
youre just like-

thats on you girl
i will be okay
i know that you wont 


[fall]


house of glass is shattered every night
but im too scared to sleep alone
and you still ask me every night, 
wondering whats in my head
does it help you now? 
do you go to sleep? 
do you wake up and feel tormented?
does it help you now that you found peace?
when pieces of me are medicine 

as a matter of fact of scheduling 
go back and forth
just dance for me
i know youre feeling broken now
go back and forth
just dance for me

got rings on all your fingertips
girl dont wait
wash your hands for me

i know you gave up plans for me
i know its easy to fall in line
i know that it hurts every time
especially when its a lie
“im feeling fine” oh, thats a lie
i guess ill tell the truth
im fucked
your pretty eyes, your bloodshot bangs,
the way you look and feel the same,
i know its back and forth, like every word
girl, please just dance for me

i think that you need god for real
girl, give in
hold your hands for me
and honestly its not that hard
i tattooed over all my scars
you feel whole, but im in part
the devil likes to make his mark
a conversation was too short
a selfish bitch
a fucking whore

bleach in your veins was not the cure
you dyed your hair and made it worse
put glass shards all up in my hands
im holding on, and its bleeding worse
your name still tastes of everclear
you rot the air, i choke it out
im still looking up to the sky
reach in the dirt and i tear the earth
and every word was written clear

its poetry to terraform

and i cant lie to you im sorry
im picking up my phone hardly 
another mile, another footstep 
bite so much her lip is scarring 
said youre good, and thats amazing
but the snow reflects impatience 
i see what you are
i hate it
please stop talking
dance for me 

house of glass is shattered every night
but im too scared to sleep alone
and you still ask me every night, 
wondering whats in my head
does it help you now? 
do you go to sleep? 
do you wake up and feel tormented?
help you now that you found peace?
when pieces of me are medicine 

as a matter of fact of scheduling 
go back and forth
just dance for me
i know youre feeling broken now
go back and forth
just dance for me

got rings on all your fingertips
girl dont wait
watch your hands for me

i know you gave up plans for me
i know its easy to fall in line
i know that it hurts every time
especially when its a lie
“im feeling fine” oh, thats a lie
i guess ill tell the truth
im fucked
your pretty eyes, your bloodshot bangs,
the way you look cant feel the same



sever (fall)

fallridden

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