sorry for the inactivity, working on some better music!

without you my day sucks (guda)

closer (curtains x skyboy)

stuck in the middle
produced by aspect
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics
another day im in the middle of it all
unread voicemail on my phone now
i ignored your call

now im stuck in the middle
i just wanna know real quick why'd you settle
i dont want it all i just wanna get rid of
the thoughts all in my mind telling me i can't win ya
steady 9-5 got me stressed out
clocked in, clocked out i'm my best now
i aint going back now
no backpedal
i'm stuck up in the middle

i dont want it all
been waiting for a minute
i waited for your call
ill down another bottle and ill write another song
ill forget all the pain that you brought me all along

ohhhhhhh

toss me to the side im in the middle
yeah this shit is over, but only cuz i said so

now im stuck in the middle
i just wanna know real quick why'd you settle
i dont want it all i just wanna get rid of
the thoughts all in my mind telling me i can't win ya
steady 9-5 got me stressed out
clocked in, clocked out i'm my best now
i aint going back now
no backpedal
i'm stuck up in the middle

im stuck up in the middle (x4)
(background) i dont want it all
been waiting for a minute
i waited for your call
ill down another bottle and ill write another song
ill forget all the pain that you brought me all along

nine to 5 - stuck in the middle (prod. aspect)

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

had another dream last night
that i was runnin' away from a monster
and that monster was me
it had my cold dead corpse 
hangin' from its teeth
when finally i met the reaper beggin on my knees

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

cuz i dont really give af about myself
in fact im always wishin that i could just be someone else
think id be better off locked up in a cell
i think id rather that
than being trapped in this hell

they used to tell me its a phase
but i still hate my own face...

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

i dont wanna try
ive never been alright
i dont wanna try
ive never been alright!!!

take me away rn! [+gaxillic]

Featuring @sideviewdriveca, @neondion & @decksmusic
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
(Carlby)
Ain't got a dollar to my name but I'm so wealthy
And when I feel out of place my friends tell me
That I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But I'm afraid to open up
Don't get too close to me

No doubt
Wouldn't be here without you
Shout out to the homies
It's about you
I'm slowly finding my way
I'm hoping you do the same
Because we've got a lot to celebrate

Listen on Spotify!

Wealthy Pt. 2 w/ Sideview Drive, Neon Dion & decks (Prod. Pekarot)

scrap from learning to lose
+ alternate art i did not end up using
prod. @wisssery
much love, enjoy <3

i wrote the lyrics in a notebook so i will not be putting them here my bad guys hope u can understand

middle ground [wisssery]

prod. wisssery

i think im dying
i dont want violence
i wont sleep, wont close my eyelids
smiling thru pain and dont like it
i did what i could to bite it

u saw the same thing i did
cant lie, i still miss ur lips
my blood seeped thru ur dress
and i think this aint depression
and i think i learned my lesson
oo-
cram it in first,
dont grab ur purse
yeah..
oo!

if i cant lie
then i cant try,
yeah
if i cant smile
then i can lie </3
o - o 
i couldnt care much more than i do,
breaking down my boundaries to make it up to u


( who said im not depressed? )
( im fucked up by thursday next )

who said im not the best?
i know ive been depressed
im in over my head
talking always kills me..

nine to 5 - stuck in the middle (prod. aspect)

farewell, tomorrow

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