The memory still haunts me 
The last night you were here 
The feeling confronts me
To turn and face my fear 
The past seems to want me
To never let it go
The future still taunts me
And I want you to know
Between us
I would gladly trade your life for mine
Why can’t I turn back
The time?

One last laugh 
Then you went for a ride
Got a call from someone 
In the dead of the night 
I knew right then and there that you had died 
One last drag
Then I turn out the light 
Nothing’s gonna save me 
From the ghost of hindsight 
I still can feel you right there by my side

It’s all lost its meaning
You should be at home
Please tell me i’m dreaming
You’re cold and i’m alone
To grasp what i’m seeing
I’ll never understand
Why everyone’s leaving
Like we have all been damned
To abide
By the laws of space and time aligned
Why can’t I turn back
The time?

One last laugh 
Then you went for a ride
Got a call from someone 
In the dead of the night 
I knew right then and there that you had died 
One last drag
Then I turn out the light 
Nothing's gonna save me 
From the ghost of hindsight 
I still can feel you right there by my side

Every minute of the day
I feel the seasons as they change but
Nothing’s the same
And still I’m growing old
Some other stage, some other play
I was the one who went away and
Left you alone with comforts always cold 

I confide
I can’t take another sacrifice
How can I turn back
The time?

One last laugh 
Then you went for a ride
Got a call from someone  
In the dead of the night 
I knew right then and there that you had died 
One last drag
Then I turn out the light 
Nothing's gonna save me 
From the ghost of hindsight 
I still can feel you right there by my side

Some other stage, some other play
I was the one who went away and
Left you alone with comforts always cold 

From the ghost of hindsight

No 
Don’t go
Hold on
Hold on

From the ghost of hindsight 

No 
Don’t go
Hold on
Hold on

Written & Produced by Star Madman & Blue Nagoon
Lyrics & Vocals by Star Madman & Blue Nagoon
Mixed by Star Madman
Mastered by Friendly Timo
Released via Headphone Music Label
Artwork by KomakinoJoJo

More Blue Nagoon at https://soundcloud.com/bluenagoon

Hindsight (Star Madman & Blue Nagoon)

My new track ‘Sainte-Chapelle’; written, recorded and produced by myself. This track is a dreamy folk track and I made it using my acoustic guitar and 80s synth keyboard. The French chorus was originally going to be a backing vocal but I quickly realised that it sounded better on its own and so made it the main chorus. As with a lot of my songs, I originally plan on making them very minimal in terms of production but I always end up throwing much more than intended at them. However, I really tried to hold back with this one and purposefully made the production quite simple; just adding a few synths on the final chorus. For those who don’t know, the Sainte-Chapelle is a gothic-style chapel in Paris that was commissioned by Louise IX as his personal place of worship and it got me thinking about the contrast between the grandeur of these medieval cathedrals and the poverty of the surrounding cities. Even with these places of immense beauty, the misery of the people cannot be hidden. Not a political or religious message, I just find these kinds of things interesting. I studied it in university cos I am a huge nerd lol. I hope you enjoy.

Lyrics:
Dive from Heaven, golden waterfalls
Sing the light of Christ on these sacred walls
But what blood was spilled in His holy wars?
I guess beauty don’t conceal our Earthly chores

À la Sainte-Chapelle, je prie le Christ
À la Sainte-Chapelle, je prie le Christ

An amethyst jewel of the ancient city
A guardian sky, stars and saintly kings
But what of Paris and its wicked sins?
I guess beauty don’t conceal what lies within

À la Sainte-Chapelle, je prie le Christ
À la Sainte-Chapelle, je prie le Christ
Ooh

Sainte-Chapelle

The Tracks was a kinda trial of playing like John Fahey

My Special Thanks goes to the Master and Mixing Guy and beloved Friend Florange :P

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Worksong

POST PUNK DEMO 11 07 23

Oli und Peppi beim jammen...
Rockstars oder Roggenbrötchen?

Shuffle for Oli G.

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3.6.2012

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3.26.2012

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4.20.2012

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12.5.2012

Update: Well after I switched to Bandcamp & Youtube. This channel will be an memory for my older Records I had uploaded years ago. So enjoy everyone :D

Wearing Hearing Aids since my childhood but started with music to play on instruments when I was 19. This whole stuff was recorded around the years 2014- 2018. Also by myself with the Nickname Wool and also with other great musician from the University.

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Farmer Slide Joe Bob

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