nice atmosphere and vibes on this one dude keep going

something different, nice record fam, dope song

Wonderful arrangement, great sound, good voice.

on that other musical level//loving the sound, arrangement

Bro I love this. You remind me of Elliot smith

Singles from the sixth tape, Anecdote Of A Broken Heart. Tape out May 23, 2025.

Anecdote / Watershed

Lyrics:
This has to be over soon
The longing for late June
The longing for something I won't find out here
And there's nothing you can do
To stop me from leaving soon
But even if I do I'll land up right here 

And I'm starting to see, maybe I'm the problem.
I know we all have a part, but I seem to cause them.

And my patience is growing thin
And I know it's far within
It's buried deep within like a splinter in skin
The more I dig it out
The more I lose myself
Wondering what will be left of me in the end

And I'm trying my hardest, though it may look like I'm not.
Just bleeding myself dry with another song.
But self expression doesn't fix what's wrong.
Taking every chance I have to just turn and run, just turn and run.

Now this is getting serious, but I push it to the side.
Starting to act like I'm delirious, how much longer can I hide?
And I know I should try and fight this, but I feel my hands are tied.
But from my experience, my prayers will be denied.

It has to be here soon
The feeling of spring in bloom
Something to make me feel like it's all worthwhile 
But I never leave my room
Slowly being consumed
There's nothing I can do to make me feel worthwhile 

But my bones crack and break under the weight.
Realizing I still have a while to wait.
Cause there's still demons I'm hesitant to face.
Navigating through this changing maze.

Now this is getting serious, but I push it to the side.
Starting to act like I'm delirious, how much longer can I hide?
And I know I should try and fight this, but I feel my hands are tied.
But from my experience, my prayers will be denied.
My prayers will be denied.
My prayers will be denied.
My prayers will be denied.
My prayers will be denied.

Longing

written and played by Jim Manser
produced by Russ Sinfeld 2023
watch the music video for electric whip on youtube
https://youtu.be/MycE5FK8rLM?si=jLzbSIixeMFZE3X0

As i traveled around the uk and europe in the summer of 2023
i became aware of how people use the power of dance to express them selfs and entertain .
I filmed and captured the moments of this and turned it into this song and a music video ,it kinda has a global message of freedom too in the lyrics and i ask the question the more they take away the things we enjoy the more people will find a way to celebrate and try and enjoy life.

electric video link

The Electric Whip -watch the video on youtube

Remixes

Deep Love Suggestion (Remix)

Prod. by me and Chizian. Drums by Chizian.

Lyrics:
The only thing keeping me alive is the promise things will get better in time.
I've waited long enough, it should be my time, to get to the greener grass on the other side.

And I've been told before many times what I'm looking for comes from inside.
So I keep searching, but I'm yet to find, the thing to make me feel alright.

And it's starting to feel like if nothing gets better neither will I.
And I'm starting to realize that this is something that I can't deny, and this,
Has nothing to do with any of you, except for you.
Cause this is just something I'll have to work through.

And I'm done with wasting time, I'm done with my excuse for everything!
But I still commit myself to expectations I can never maintain!
And I thought I made a mark but I have yet to even begin!
Cause every little thing still gets under my damn skin!

And it's starting to feel like if nothing gets better neither will I.
And I'm starting to realize that this is something that I can't deny, and this,
Has nothing to do with any of you, except for you.
Cause this is just something I'll have to work through.

The only thing keeping me alive is the promise things will get better in time.
I've waited long enough, it should be my time, to get to the greener grass on the other side.
And I've been told before many times what I'm looking for comes from inside.
So I keep searching, but I'm yet to find, the thing to make me feel alright.

I'm not alright, I don't think I'll ever be alright!
Cause most days I still don't see a point in the fight!
I'm not alright, I don't think I'll ever be alright!
Cause most days all that drives me is the spite!

If Nothing Gets Better (Ft. Chizian)

Lyrics:
But I will never want to fall in love again.
Again.

I want to die, in your arms, as you sing me love songs
(As you sing me love songs)
Drink up till, I forgot, all the people I loved that I lost
(People I loved that I lost)
Feeling tried, to go on, falling from where I thought I belong
(Where I thought I belong)
So again, I drink on up, like the answers at the bottom of my cup
(It's not.)
And nothing seems to bring me where I need.
(Ooo)
And nothing seems to make me feel at ease.
(Ooo)
Ooo...

Anecdote

Lyrics:
And now I'm wishing that I never met you
I was just an excuse to get where you want to
But you were so much more to me
Young and in love and I thought you felt the same

Well I miss you but you're not worth my time,
So why am I wishing you were here by my side?
How could you act like I don't exist?
It seems like you're always on the attack,
And I still want my fucking sweater back.

And now I see I need to be on my own.
To learn to just love the head that I call home.
To learn to love in more ways than one.
I guess I don't need anyone but myself.

I don't miss you cause you're not worth my time,
And now I'm not wishing you were here by my side.
Now I act like you don't exist.
It seems like you're always on the attack,
And I still want my fucking sweater back!
My fucking sweater back!

Now I just hope you've found whatever you're looking for.
(And part...)
But I don't want you anymore...
(And part of me will always care for thee...)
(And I know it took a while to let go...)
...I don't want you anymore.
(...but now I see things weren't meant to be.)
(...but you were the first I adored to shake my soul to the core.)

Watershed

A new composition

Lyrics


A light in the dark
A beacon of hope
A world in chaos
Hoping kindness can break through


Compassion is not lost
Empathy is still alive
In small acts of the heart
We see love can survive


Every once in a while
A shining soul comes through
Reminding all of us
Some good still remains


Sometimes it's hard to believe
In goodness, in grace
But when we look closer
We see love's embrace

                                               
Give me a sign
Better days are to come
Hold onto this light
In darkness, we shall overcome

Music and Lyrics by Len Bennati FM Folk Copyright 2024
Tom Hanson Mastering and Production

Every Once in a While (Remaster)

Finaly getting back on track in life and with my inspiration!

Lush Feelings

noxpox - easy living

Prod. by me and Chizian. Drums by Chizian.

Lyrics:
I'm digging my own grave
Though it's shallow I feel at home
And everything you've said
Still stings like smoke inside of my lungs

I sleep to escape myself
And this reality that I just won't accept
Is it different anywhere else
I've tried to fight this, but I can't forget
Clarity and vivid focus drowned out by awful noises droning on through the night.
Any minor issue or awkward moment has me terrified I'll lose you for just being too much.

And I know, fear will drive you away,
(Was I just a rebound to you?)
Just can't help feeling this way,
So please bear with me!
As I, try just to get by,
(Yeah, you're probably sleeping around while you got me broken down and blue)
But I can't take my eyes, off of
What could go awry!
So now, as I sit terrified,
(I wish I could take it back, it hurts cause it's true)
It's how you can't look me in the eyes,
Or how you tilt your head to the side!
(Cause I was just a rebound, I was just a homewrecker but I fell for you)
So now I can't even think about kissing you goodbye.

Da-da-da-da-da-da.

Another Heartbreak In August (Ft. Chizian)

Set Phaser To Stun (2022) Anthology CD2 Track 04

Oblio

Fresh Places & New Faces

Going Somewhere New

Fly Like An Eagle (2022) Anthology CD3 Track 12

Molly Mayhem

Purposefully raw and rough around the edges as well as not confined to any genre, fatalflaw.'s experimental take on the process borders the likes of outsider music, all the while pushing the envelope on what rawness can be in terms of production. 

Longing

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