Verse 1:
stuck inside, might fade away.
I’ve been taking this day to day.
I’ve been making up white lies.
In the summertime, can’t run astray.

feel like my minds on pandemic.
all the things I can’t stomach.
therapy, i ran through it.
bad vibes til my heart plummets.

My arms weak.
And my chest hurts.
Staying cold inside sweatshirts.
I got three scars on my torso.
Cuz it cut deep when I met her.

But that’s old news.
Sitting up in this cold room.
Laying down when I need to.
All the clothes that I bleed through. Yea.

Verse 2:
I don’t wanna talk anymore.
Closed off behind open doors.
Mom’s here, doesn’t understand me.
Surrounding me, but still feel abandoned.

Lotta things that they never will see.
Midday, but I’m falling asleep.
These people never honest with me.
Because I won’t get better, no promise to keep.

Maybe I’ll try to relax.
Asking a lot, but avoiding the facts.
I wanna know if there’s hope in the end.
I’ve been trying to cope, but I’m moping instead.

Slow it down.
Heart’s rhythm keeps slowing down.
bloods moving, it goes around.
until it stops, it’s over now.

@sorrow x @nuxe x @zaini - they couldn't save me

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