@sorrow & @no.cape - change our reflection (prod. eric godlow)

this song is about someone only seeing you as the bad guy, making you analyze everything you do. you start to compare yourself to people in different situations and realize there really are evil people in this world, including the people who paint you like the villain. are you actually the bad guy?

Lyrics

chorus:
i promise you do not know me
stop tryna make it right
put yourself below me
that'll solve it in a night
are you fucking joking
getting sick of pointless fights
promise you don't know me
get up out my life
i'm sick of waiting for the day where everything gonna change
i'm sick of spilling alcohol up on my shirt so it stains
i'm sick of making ten mistakes and saying that it's okay
i'm sick of letting girls fuck without any foreplay
i deserve better and i know it
but i can never show it
i care about emotions
prevention from overflowing
suspended like where i'm going
if it's soon then i'm settling
if i die tomorrow i regret being the better man

verse 1:
but people take advantage like it's worth it
get a girl drunk with her friend think it's perfect
homie hit the three what a flex man you earned it
now they waking up with regrets but they'll never let you see it on the surface
now it's baggage
selfish in the moment
you had to have it
now they carry it around almost all the time though
seeing vivid pictures they can't keep they eyes closed

chorus:
i promise you do not know me
stop tryna make it right
put yourself below me
that'll solve it in a night
are you fucking joking
getting sick of pointless fights
promise you don't know me
so get up out my life
i'm sick of waiting for the day where everything gonna change
i'm sick of spilling alcohol up on my shirt so it stains
i'm sick of making ten mistakes and saying that it's okay
i'm sick of letting girls fuck without any foreplay
i deserve better and i know it
but i can never show it
i care about emotions
prevention from overflowing
suspended like where i'm going
if it's soon then i'm settling
if i die tomorrow i regret being the better man

@sorrow - somehow i'm still the bad guy (prod. con)

Intro:
You fit my most vivid description of a woman that I wanna meet, so I think you should listen.
I never care bout the distance, I’ll travel across some bridges and ridges and divots just to make sure you’re no longer missing.

Chorus:
In my heart.
I know it’s you.
Yea you’re the one.
I know it’s true.
You tell no lies.
I’ve told a few.
We gotta try.
and that’s the truth.

Verse 1:
We’ll lose control of us, it’s imminent.
So I think we could get a little intimate. 
I wanna hear your real intent.
I hope to make a deal as friends.
We peel away our innocence like bandaids on some wounds we feel should heal again.

I know it’s hard to love a poet.
My mind is filled with commotion.
My thoughts go deeper than fallen angels living under oceans.
My thots are getting corrosive.
My brain is slowly eroding.
But all I want you to know is.

Chorus:
In my heart.
I know it’s you.
Yea you’re the one.
I know it’s true.
You tell no lies.
I’ve told a few.
We gotta try.
and that’s the truth.

Verse 2:
I wanna... explore yo body.
We’ll call it an expedition.
Im on the hunt for some treasure.
I’ll never share what I’m given.
I’ve risen a hundred times after getting kicked to the dirt.
I’ve broken bones, got black eyes but.. 
Heartbreak is worse.

I never want you to experience no bad events, not even accidents
Like friends swerving through traffic, while you was stuck in the passenger.
They ask me what I’m doing I tell em im running after her.
And I don’t ever want nobody after you.

@sorrow - heart2heart (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

@sorrow - friend a (prod. dead rose)

Chorus:
I’m too bold, yet neutral on occasions.
Left behind and it’s brutal. I’m slow, chasing.
Winter solstice, so cold, i need saving.
From your grasp, I get stuck like everyday.
And

I got addicted to your soft touch.
No fuss, til you switch it up, say it’s not love.
“I’m done” hear the phrase, echo through the hallways.
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape.

Verse 1:
Said you leaving, why you staying then?
You know I’m the only one working cuz I’ve been paying rent.
Say I got no purpose, I’m worthless after the cadence ends.
Who knows if I’ll ever be worth it like, what’s his name again?

Pray again, I’m hoping I don’t ever lose you.
Only sing the blues, when the puddle hits my new shoes.
Walking through a hurricane.
Looking like a murder scene.
You’ve been on a killing spree, I’m rushing through with urgency.

I don’t think you meant to burden me.
Looking back I see how it was hurting me.
And that never occurred to me.
Until I took my stitches out and figured out that all I needed was a bit of surgery.

Don’t forget that Hennessy will always fail your memory.
Remember we were talking bout our lives atop the mezzanine.
Eventually, we took it took to the bed, and tried to set the scene.
And then you disappeared without a trace.
Call that ‘Amelia tendencies.’

Chorus:
I’m too bold, yet neutral on occasions.
Left behind and it’s brutal. I’m slow, chasing.
Winter solstice, so cold, i need saving.
From your grasp, I get stuck like everyday.

I got addicted to your soft touch.
No fuss, til you switch it up, say it’s not love.
“I’m done” hear the phrase, echo through the hallways.
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape.

@sorrow - addicted to your soft touch (prod. CapsCtrl)

Intro:
Used to chill up in my treehouse.
High above the clouds, inside a world I couldn’t be found.
I was doing me, all by myself and staying positive.
Fall asleep and wake up, had a dream about accomplishments.
Ima do It all.
As long I can stay committed.
I don’t want a 9-5.
Cuz I’m too high above the city.
Know my mom is getting worried, promised I would make her proud, but...
then they cut my treehouse down.

Verse 1:
Flash forward twenty years.
Group work, twenty peers.
Stuck in grad school.
I’m mad cool, but that don’t matter here.

Had to sacrifice my goals, cuz now I got a family.
No more music, no more lyrics, no more dreams of winning Grammys.
Had to man up for my girl, and drop my plan to change the world.
Cuz they said that ain’t realistic.
Especially for misfits.
Integrity was cut in half.
Sit atop a lonely stump.
Think about what could’ve been.
I can’t go back, but we ain’t done.

Outro:
Cuz I built my son a treehouse.
And made it somewhere he will always be found.
He can be himself. ima cherish his accomplishments.
Got a new role, great man on my father shit.

Ima tell him everything they never let me learn.
And ima teach him how to swim in case the bridges ever burn.
I know that one day, he gon make it and I’ll see him at the top.
Love my family forever, even after time stops.

@sorrow - i miss my treehouse (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

Chorus:
Took a trip to the garden.
Grass wit the trim, kinda looks like a carpet.
I need space, people see me as a target.
But get wit me, and your life is kickstarted.

All this green. You would think we in a forest.
My guest list like a giant, it’s enormous.
Her name's Dorothy. She was never into porridge.
Just white lines.
That she takes in the morning.

Verse 1:
Now it’s 2am.
Hanging out with who again?
Looking for another time to mess up and redo again.
I am getting bored of all the acting that I do instead.
Of telling everybody that I’m sick of being cool.

I guess I’ll write my own ending. That’s it.
Wake up in the morning, left a pill on my mattress.
I can’t look away cuz if I do, then I’m passive.
Ima take it; pray this headache go away then I’m back in.

Between:
I lack enjoyment.
I lack the plaques.
And lack the status that they’ve been anointed.
I lack the passion.
Passing out at three from all the voices.
Crowded rooms.
And bad choices.
Powdered faces.
Loud noises.

I don’t think that ima make it out.
Even tho it’s my house.
Even tho, I know that I could drive away and leave the town.
And take it back, to when I only wanted to be proud.
Of my accomplishments.
But I’m over it.
I’ll just hold it in.

Verse 2:
Forever. And ever and ever.
On another endeavor.
And I’m never indebted.
To nobody, it’s settled.
I used to think I was greater.
I threw my keys on the table.
And told myself that I made it.

Had all the hope in the world.
But that well ran dry.
Put my faith in a girl.
And she said goodbye.
So I stuck to the things.
That would make me fly.
To a whole different place.
Running on my time.

I answer no questions.
No answer is enough.
No plans to be grand.
Like pianos in the mud.
No sand in weird glasses.
No caps with those tassels.
No magic.
No plastic.
No cash.
And no love.

It’s a sad place.
That was kind of unavoidable.
Travel through the void and think that life is so enjoyable.
That’s why we take it all, we’re in need of some comfort.
Gotta walk away and question all the spells that we’re under.

Chorus:
Took a trip to my garden.
Grass wit the trim, kinda looks like a carpet.
I need space, people see me as a target.
But get wit me, and your life is kickstarted.

All this green. You would think we in a forest.
My guest list like a giant, it’s enormous.
Her name's Dorothy. She was never into porridge.
Just white lines.
That she takes in the morning.

@sorrow - trip to the garden (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

Chorus:
feel like a kid.
playing with blocks.
do it alone.
cuz I hate when they talk.
Get treated different.
they think that I’m smart.
Guess that I am.
But I can’t play the part.

wanna be cool.
wanna be special.
I wanna play sports.
And i wanna win medals.
Yea I want a trophy.
But please don’t approach me.
I’m anti-
Wait, just got a nosebleed.

Verse 1:
moms gonna get mad.
time flies, gotta rest from the jet lag.
Getting bullied at the park, can’t step back.
Sixth grade, broken heart, I regret that.

Next year, was a mess.
Still zero friends.
Middle school drama.
Stay home again.
I broke my hip, had to limp to my classes.
Getting made fun of, while people walked pass me.

That was reality.
It never changed.
Eighth was a blur.
Ninth wasn’t great.

I found a girl.
Who I thought was the one.
Then her parents found out about what had begun.

Yea they took her phone.
Called up the principal.
Said I was problematic, acting cynical.
I had some problems, I didn’t acknowledge.
Then I heard the rumors, and all of the gossip.

I was abusive and she was a bitch.
Both weren’t true, but that’s just how it is.
Try to be cool, and somebody get jealous.
Now you and girl, are just constantly yelling.

Then one day she left.
Blocked me on everything.
I couldn’t blame her.
After that, you could say we were strangers.
Sane people get attracted to danger yea.

Chorus:
feel like a kid.
playing with blocks.
do it alone.
cuz I hate when they talk.
Get treated different.
they think that I’m smart.
Guess that I am.
But I can’t play the part.

wanna be cool.
wanna be special.
I wanna play sports.
And i wanna win medals.
Yea I want a trophy.
But please don’t approach me.
I’m anti-
Wait, just got a nosebleed.

Outro:
Life is like building with toy blocks.
Build up to something amazing.
Someone destroys it.
That gets annoying.

@sorrow - toy block (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

[Verse 1: no.cape]
Smell the fresh air and your lips on my cheek
Cherry blossoms losing petals with the breeze
Used to walk you home, say goodbye on the school days
Whenever you thirsty, offer you my KoolAid
Me and you would kick, back always down to chit chat
Stray dogs in the street tell 'em get back
Always tryna act tough had to show my princess
I would never hurt you, wouldn't hurt an insect

[Bridge: no.cape]
Whenever It's dark out, you know I'll be right there
Keep me in your heart, free you from your nightmares
Whenever It's dark out, you know I'll be right there
Keep me in your heart, free you from your nightmares
Whеnever It's dark out, you know I'll be right thеre
Keep me in your heart, free you from your nightmares
[Verse 2: sorrow]
Smell of red roses coming to your place
You were looking through the window
I can see your face, beautiful with the makeup
Ruby colored lipstick, yeah It's been a minute
Telling me to come in quick, chilling in your room
Parents aren't home, I was gone for a year couldn't talk on the phone
I was stuck in my dorm doing work all alone
Now I'm here and there's something that I wanted you to know
I think I'm in love, I don't wanna lie pain's in my chest and I'm sick of goodbyes girl
I don't wanna leave like every other time, yeah, I could be yours and you can be mine
But you didn't say a word, smile disappeared looked at me like, "Baby I have something you should hear..."
Body froze up when I heard what you said

[Outro]
I didn't planned this. I didn't know that it was going to happen to me. But it did. I was alone and I had no idea what I was doing. Y-You think that I really wanna be standing here in front of you like this? I had no choice

No.cape - We Won The War But I Lost You

@sorrow - things u did to me (prod. boyfifty & sephgotthewaves)

I HAD TO FALL TO SEE THE LIGHT

feel the sorrow,
leave tomorrow.
i'm exactly who you think i am.

@sorrow - trip to the garden (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

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