feat @tarozan @junshi163 artwork by me and @hoby_333
prod @canewithadot x @svapnaa

I been thinking how it would be if you go
Now I’m with you even though I feel alone
その橋を今渡ってる
君を見て空が変わってく
Sometimes I ask myself does it suck to be like me
もう嫌、どうしよう、ここにずっと居たくないし
やっぱ痛い。これはどうしようもないの
I just want to leave the door. She call me up and I can’t even ignore

You just want me done
You just do me so wrong
I know that I’m not okay
And you push me off it
I know I need you けれど声が出ない
無くなる前に来て欲しいもう一回

I keep thinking even when I took my pills
Trying to get out, getting out of all this filth
歩けない、もう疲れ切ってる
Swimming through pain, im going out feeling blue

[tarozan]
救われたい
i wanna be saved
you just want me gone
i can count away the days
まだ痛いだけど
i cant see a way
ima fuckin no life
なにも見えない

[junshi]
and you try to push me away every time that i try show you love
かみそりをてにbabygirl i swear to god im so done
じさつねんりょand i swear that this shit isnt fun
i just wanna leave but i know that if i do then im nun'

いちmore night, then i swear to god baby im gone
にcuts on my wrist, girl is this what you wanted?
さんthoughts in my mind, girl but i swear to god, that im haunted
し tissues left and im stuck in this 廃墟girl its daunting

Spotify

idontwantmore ft. tarozan, junshi [cane x svapna]

me + @miomagurodesu
me + @ripwarheart + @darlyydiamond + @kuranee

could you love me wish you loved me back
but its awful that we gotta pretend can we
go back to the way things were
i gotta fallback beacuse your love faded away
and i hate myself so much
i am just hiding and i am gonna cry
crycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycry

i hate my life my heart yeah broken all this time
淡い世界に生まれ落ちて
瞳の奥で君を探してる

もし形を変えて
もし夢から 醒めても
またあの日のように
僕の手を引いて欲しい

could you love me wish you loved me back
but its awful that we gotta pretend can we
go back to the way things were
i gotta fallback beacuse your love faded away
and i hate myself so much
i am just hiding and i am gonna cry
crycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycry

cry +miomaguro (tores, warheart, darlyybeen, kurane)

vacant +vin0, h3artch3rades

@terastic
@8a0
@k9id3n
##

u broke me up, u left me on the sidewalk
i see ur face hear ur voice whenever i talk
im at ur place baby dont u hear my heart knock
dont understand baby freeze me till my heart stops

was it all a lie 
or will u turn around
ur the only thing i want baby walk w/out me now
imma keep u to myself swear ill never let u down
i wanna fix this
please baby dont let me drown

cause im high to the cieling 
cant find the meaning
feel thru the earth cant describe what im feeling

i just hope u understand the reason
u told me hold on but im barely breathing
cause im high to the cieling i cant believe it
gave you all my trust and you left me mistreated

after all u were all i needed
cant even go home
thats where u and me hid 

@terastic

u cut a hole in my heart now its bleeding
gave you my attention i know u didnt need it
yea ur love is likee a drug and im feenin
gave u what u wanted but u didnt do what i needed

i was fallin for ur love
i think i had enough
i regretted all the trust that i gave u
used to do this outta love but now i hate u
all designer but i knew you couldnt stay true

heartstop +tera (mimi + kaiden)

newDayy +tera (flapbackk)

2:29 with clockwork and mamoru
4:00 with kirian

2024

prod and mastered by @miomagurodesu cover art by me

I have a little little question for you
Can you give me a kiss in your bedroom
Baby I’m so stuck on the same page
Will you take my hand when I’m not sane
I can’t take it 
When you call me up just to say that you’re lonely 
I don’t feel okay I just can’t fill the void
Crying till I’m fine
Every night I am breaking
Feeding me with lies
Giving up on my life

There she goes there she goes
It is her world
In my mind, you live in it with no one else
Did you know that I would die for you
Baby I’m asking you to be true

I know I suck every time I try to comfort you
But I do my fucking best
So put your hands on mine
I know I’m on your mind
Hurry up girl I’m losing all this time

I Could See You From Across The Room (prod.miomaguro)

prod @kggn

[mei]
i think i had enough i just been through much and now i realize
analyse clear my vision now i see ur stupid lies
in ur eyes i see it in ur eyes u cannot fool me twice
traumatized i think im traumatized u cannot heal me

blood & despair, lost in my head 
no im not the same, rot in my bed
do my best u dont seem to care
keep it all inside like every single day

it lost its taste just like a chewing gum
why i cant just spit it out?
ur words keep on hurting me like knife
going in and out
i trace my heart i keep it safe & sound

if im being honest its not what i wanted
spojrz na moje dlonie, cale sa czerwone
czemu nie gadamy o tym jak temu zapobiec?
moze chcemy pobiec, kazdy w swoja strone?

i can feel it through veins, paralyzed
cant scream through my pain
do or die noo this is not a game
ask me if im fine im not okay

i dont know what the cause is
"thats just how it is"
ill wait a 1000 days i promise
i want u to be honest with me
u dont want it, i see
i feel nauses, i bleed
down to my knees

vision (kuru)

prod @ddertbag

og: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm1715919

[mei]
(It's Mei!!)

I been stuck in time I don't know where to go
Pick me up, pick me up pick me from the floor
Spiral I'm falling down, down the rabbit hole
いつも、いつも always on my own
I feel under the weather, your touch
Makes me feel way better
My heart, you got it dismantled
I don't know, should I rip it off?

I just need directions on what I'm doing wrong
Keep falling for your affections,  damn I can't let go
Thoughts I'm recalling from long time ago
I just can't cope, wish you could've not go, not go

どうかゆるしてくれて (It's all my fault)
愛してくれて、ありがとう
あなたを絶対に忘れない
Niech ta chwila trwa wiecznie (ty i ja)

Uh, "Let's search for the sky! Only you and I!"
"Let's climb somewhere high, and look for the stars!"
Remember those times? It's always in my mind
I can't move on 'cause of the past, that's why

always (ddertbAg)

blxty kairo ♪♫♪ forgot ·˚ ༘ (rexiroh)

another year, ty for celebrating my bday with me

1. for eternity
2. these waters
3. on my own
4. lift me up @liamtakeover
5. black skies @xkog4mi
6. giver/taker
7. comfort @m2monroe
8. not my year @yuzien

I Could See You From Across The Room (prod.miomaguro)

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