Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
Is there missin pieces in ur memory?
And if it isn’t me, that makes us enemies 

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
In between it
Is the missing pieces 
Of your memories
 I can’t forget a thing 
Wishful thinking’
Hope I live to see it 
In a Mitsubishi 
Skrrtin Venice beaches 

Let my life get back in motion
Said she’d stay as long as I’m open
Said “stay golden”
Numb the pain, give me disclosure
Novacane; I know the odor 
I know fames not gonna hold her 
Entertained before October
Should of known
should of known
I should of known her

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
Is there missin pieces in ur memory?
And if it isn’t me, it makes us enemies 

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Protect ur peace
Be like a second Jesus 
But don’t let me think
Nothing could get between us 
Chesapeake 
For like the second weekend 
Left on read for weeks
At least the sex was decent 

Hold it in my brain 
A familiar odor On her shoulder novacane
Both of us got sober 
We got closer so it’s strange 
So when we get older we’ll be noticing the changes 
Hope that ur ok 
When I know that it won’t change shit
Ulcer on my brain 
And it’s close to where the vein sits 

Heart 
And mindless 
You could start
With trying
This apartment 
Lighting 
In the darkness I been 
Stuck

Mitsu Bishi

Mitsu Bishi (prod. thislandis & taurs)

Lyrics: Semisad & Deep October
Produced: D Maul & Splvsh Gvng
Mix/Master: Suni Vega

Isn't it so interesting
Live again though your mood affects me
Filaments of amends attesting
Static sounds bear no connections

Hold me tight
As I choke down my envy I might fall this time
The rain upon your skin like when we talked all night
And I can see the clouds and silver lines drawn fine
What a sweet, lost life

Deep October:
Fields of butterflies
Reality escapes her
And you're afraid to fly
Like gravity's your savior
What's happening to us
I would happily discuss
My, mastering your trust
It's been happening for months time
And I don't have the time anymore or the patience
This never feels right but of course I'ma chase it
Like how when it rains you can change different faces
Everything you claim is just strange with no basis


Somewhere in the garden feeling whole within
Can't keep me from falling, that's my only end
Crows up in the sky, in time I mulligan this mortal fit
Might I make it up when we both meet again
Hold me tight
As I choke down my envy I might fall this time
The rain upon your skin like when we talked all night
And I can see the clouds and silver lines drawn fine
What a sweet, lost life

rain skin FT. Deep October

mystery card (prod. prettywhenicry)

raw vocal lil cypher session I did with Eadith peak pandemic durning quarantine

even then (prod. eadith)

you're stuck inside your twisted ways 
that's just how you gon die
constant of panic everyday and every night 
the razor blades you used to cause those scars on your thighs 
December night stayed up contemplating suicide 

you're on my mind 
your pretty brown eyes
are killing mine
imma dive in and float inside 
been trying to find the answers all of my life

you were dancing in the dark 
and you left my heart with scars 
had to put up on my guard 
you put a hole in my heart 

April showers spring May flowers 
April showers Spring may flowers

I know the sound is bliss 
like are you down for it 
know i am bound to miss 
and fall and trip 
im in constant shift
I feel medulla drift
I just caught my grip 
I just need the pain to quit

never thought that I would have to let you go
there's something I've been questioning tho
don't know where to start think before i indulge
you better play your part before you get disposed of
don't know you love it takes one to know one
it take one to know one 
it takes one to know one
it takes one to

youre stuck inside your twisted ways 
that's just how you gon die
constant of panic everyday and every night 
the razor blades you used to cause those scars on your thighs 
December night stayed up contemplating suicide

stuck in your ways (prod hurtclub)

dovesong (p. admiin)

Unholy (Prod. Grayskies)

deep october - palm in your hand (hurtclub flip)

griefcondones - completely (reupload)

shades.wav

guess its been a while
but I swear I was above this
I been in denial
I feel better when I'm love sick
its like when u smile I see u instead of substance
Even if its mild I'd be fucked up if it wasnt

shes a lover
under cover
Make me wonder
Make me Suffer
I can only picture you inside the summer
windows down when it was raining
there was thunder
Said ur never gonna turn out like ur mother
even though its hard to mean it when you love her

The sun is shining thru the leaves again
my tongue touch silence I've been breathing in
Shut my eyelids when I think of it

She's a lover 
Undercover
make me wonder
make me suffer
I can only picture you inside the summer
windows down when it was raining
There was thunder

stuck in your ways (prod hurtclub)

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