https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001
https://soundcloud.com/hcqueenxo
mix by bedhead & lil wet wet
bedwet ~ the starstuff chronicles
march 16 2021

bedwet ~ treasure island (+ homecomingqueen)

-virtualworld-
feat - @caswhale
artwork - @kyle2k

Dont Leave + Caswhale Prod. Brayam

@joshuasageart
@quinsea
@methboiswag

Lyrics:
(JoshuaSageArt)
I still feel so shattered, I’m on the run
And I feel so attached to all we’ve done
How could I feel like you loved me🈵
It kept me from hurting👨🏻‍🦲
No heart, just open surgery🫀❌
I felt your warmth so closely🫂 <3
You make my world start turning🌍
Feels just like my skin in burning❤️‍🔥
Forever ♾ just pressure ♾
And that’s all that I have
(QUINSEA)
why do
i feel
like im breaking
inside i hope
you hate me
cut me up
simple surgery
i hope you listen closely
when i say that you should hurt me
when i say that im still lonely
i feel like im dying slowly
i can feel the world stop turning
(JoshuaSageArt & quinsea chorus)

Spotify

Surgery (w/ quinsea) [+methboiswag]

2nd single off my upcoming EP

@recyclexbin
@star607

all we got

all we got [+recyclebin & star607]

★now i stand here, looking starstruck!★

[featuring]
@bedhead2001

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
@d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/starstruck-w-bedhead-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
i finally caught you
dont run away from me ever again
please tada
dont go where i cant reach you

stay with me forever!

hook:
i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

ill scream out
into the void
yeah i know its all in vain
but i just cannot explain

why it helps me feel better

verse one (scoob):
every word that u said
has been scrambled in my head
swear u left a mess yeah
swear u left me staring

at the life that u lead
now im all alone in bed
swear i miss ur touch girl
swear i miss it all bad

now i stand here, looking starstruck
and i am cause u know i miss it so much
and im having nightmares, really bad ones
could u stop them, please come back n stop them!

bridge:
ill say this once
so i hope you'll forget it
ur on my mind still
i fucking hate it

so take ur leave girl.. because!

repeat hook:
i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

ill scream out
into the void
yeah i know its all in vain
but i just cannot explain

why it helps me feel better

and u told me that the old me
was the one was yr one and only
if it’s one and done then fosholy
i would hate for this to be boring

i’ve been staring at the ceiling
wallpaper peeling
my fingers bleed when i’m anxious

u thought that i was appealing
so what is the deal then
tell me right now i can’t take this

ending (bedhead + scoob):
ok maybe i can take it for a little while
i’d do anything for u baby to make u smile
there’s a reason i come to you from like any mile

i know it’s many miles
but u won’t need me til i’m gone

i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

★streaming★

★starstruck!★ w/ bedhead (prod. uglyzucc)

★but i dont wanna believe you..★

[featuring]
@fijimar

[producer]
@sleepsx

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-wish-that-i-was-better-than-this-w-fijimar-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

verse:
i dont wanna know
what its like without you
i know its hard though

i dont wanna be
afraid of my own bed
tripping over words
i wish i said

i know that you wanna leave
but i dont wanna believe you

and it gets harder to breathe
when thinking of you and me
k i s s i n g
in this life what do you see

girl you're the reason i bleed
you cut so deep like the sea
in this life what do you see
k i s s i n g

repeat hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

ending:
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this

ill pack my bags and run
far away from here
i can never face myself
and i hurt the ones i love the most

i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this

★i wish that i was better than this★ w/ fijimar (prod. xysoftshade)

We used to talk everyday and all night
Now i never talk cuz i’m scared that we’ll fight
You see all this pain when you look in my eyes
I miss you beside me just come save my life

Call like every night
No more calls you changed your mind
You play this game that I don’t like
I cross my heart and hope to die

That you don’t leave me like my ex did in the past past past
Cause you’ve been actin hella different can you go backtrack
Less than a month ago my heart was beating so damn fast
You had me feeling like the world was sitting in my hands

Wish I could tell you the things that I’m feeling inside
I hate the silence I’m in every night
I’m off this shit man I play with my life

Less than a month ago my heart was beating so damn fast
You had me feeling like the world was sitting in my hands
Less than a month ago my heart was beating so damn fast
You had me feeling like the world was sitting in my hands

Call like every night
No more calls you changed your mind
You play this game that I don’t like
I cross my heart and hope to die

That you don’t leave me like my ex did in the past past past
Cause you’ve been actin hella different can you go backtrack
Less than a month ago my heart was beating so damn fast
You had me feeling like the world was sitting in my hands

everynight

stream

everynight [drma x 1win.rare]

Sought After Laughter
ig: https://www.instagram.com/craig_diam0nd/

Red Moon (prod.idler21)

u kno i kinda like it (prod. kaktus)*nightcore*

pop pop like ramune
ft.
@sace6
@theunderd0g
@kennedysucks
@youngbasedjosh
@kennyorlando
prod.
@prodjvsper
@nightclub

RAMUNE ft. sace6, The Underd0g, kennedyxoxo, YBJ & Kenny Orlando [prod. Jvsper x nightclub20xx]

Do 120 down the road.
@joshuasageart
@buffalobang
@boysnightsout
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClx7V5jT6ZvFR0tKbCJrdkw
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCFztYTzZsPflqbQQ2Lisaew
@beatsbykrave
@recyclexbin
Art by me <3

Lyrics:
(JSA)
I don’t know where else to go
And I’m always in control
And I saw you hit my phone
Hit the gas pack and  I go
Hit the gas pack and I go
So I turned into a ghost
Skrt skrt
Do 120 down the road
Disappear into the smoke
Swear nobody never knows
Swear nobody never knows
That I turned into a ghost
(Buffalobang)
(Will be added soon)
(Buffalobang)
It’s like I never learn
It’s like it’s no return
It hurts way more than the last time
It’s my turn, it’s my turn, give you a lesson
I can’t keep going like this
I hate the thought of waking up
I never feel like I’m enough
I can’t keep going like this cause
(????Don’t know the last line someone ask bro lol)

Ghosts (w/ buffalobang♯) 「+recyclebin & krave」

@synthetickids
@lovecompound
@friendlycontennt
mgmt: fijimarmgmt@gmail.com

everynight [drma x 1win.rare]

fijimar

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