ot low this feat remind me of the 1st time i heard ayesha

tour in march <3
lyrics ~ 
passed out or awake i still drift away
cant breath but my heart still feels the same
3 - 3 - 3 nines in a row things are going great
hard to feel when these pills taking all my pain
x2
its hard to feel when i cant even feel my face
its hard to care with these BBz on my waist
they probably wish they could be me no you cant
im choppin bricks and serving seaweed with the gang
!
i feel like things have changed since we talked last
i just wanted you to know that
i hope that things can get better as the time goes
but i dont know how long i can let this go
put a switch on the glock it sounds like firecrackers
that bitch spit fast like its been hanging out with marshall mathers
if you want action then you know im finna let it happen
koop got that 9 up on his side and he be wrecking havoc

333999

333999 [+ shinju x krave]

w/ @23kingdom & @lovujay 
prod @benjithemachine

synthetic 4evr <3

-benji

did it again w/ kingdøm + j4y ☆ prod. benjithemachine

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and Colby Rue
produced by Colby Rue
recorded @ mirrorville. HQ
art by Aaron Kilgore & bedhead
lyrics:
Sometimes it’s hard to trust everything you say to me
It seems just like these situations play out on repeat
Nothing good ever happens after 2:00 am they say
But when you live in different time zones it gets hard to get through
Days for me so could you wait to be
This bitter with your hints of sweet until I’m able not to seem
Like such a condescending freak reading the lines you’re feeding me
And even when said perfectly they’re so sarcastic way too mean
And not to be another burden but scars you left on me still hurt in
Ways you can’t just clean and bandage how’d I manage to deserve this
Took a little bit of tylenol but the cracks aren’t healing on my skull
To the beat of my heart I pound the walls but I can’t just trust anyone at all
And if I let you in my guard will fall and if I stand up for myself so tall
You could knock me down like a bowling ball and I will have no one else left to call
This is urgent can’t you hear the urgency I emerge from sleep to emergency
With my lungs so full from the dirt I breathed I was barely alive when they buried me
I was born in the dark any light I see at the end of the tunnel has gotta be
From an afterlife that I don’t believe still the voices of angels are calling me

ALL PLATFORMS

nothing good ever happens w/ colby rue

idk i jus miss u ☆ prod. patchface + yeezo

ig-wowsteezy

don't gotta say shit i c it in ur eyes
if i fck it up then at least i tried
ngl na u stuck in my head
wake up ur the 1st thing on my mindd
ik it hurts when i lie i keep on lying i say that im fine
u gonna say that u done but u come around a second time
no i dont get it, no i dont want 2
u in my head n its spinnin, do u want me like iwant u?
no i dont get it, no i dont want 2
u in my head n its spinnin, do u want me like iwant u?
keep on sinning i dont pray
i couldnt care less like either way
stab my back n smile in my face
i get lost up in ur ways
damn, no i cant escape
 worried look on ur face
(kno it get hard ya ik it aint easy, cant feel my heart na that shit is still freezing)

i tried (methboiswag + michaelwarren)

p @siemspark x @thislandis_
Lyrics:D
She don’t wanna do it but I think that we should do it right now let’s leave this town
Starting fresh and picking up the pieces that you had to go and knock down let’s leave this town right now
And go to a place where money don’t cost time
I’ll be losing my breath in those Angel eyes
Always trying my best to make it home by night
I never thought that a girl can make my life feel right
And tell me everything is OK
Fell in love before we even had a first date. Oh my God
I even love you on your worst days
Fell in love before we even had a first date. Oh my God

Love, no fraud
Let’s pack our things and go away and get a big backyard
I want a house up in the mountains with some pure bred dogs
And you laying right beside me from the dusk till Dawn
Making music‘s how I tell you how Im feeling on the inside
I just wanna be forever that’s the only thing I can’t hide
We be Hella swag cuz we be matching with the hair dye
You’ve been going through it but I promise it will be all right
I was trying to write you a letter but then I broke my pencil
Hating myself I think I’m going straight mental
Falling in love, it wasn’t accidental
But playing this game is fucking detrimental

go to a place where money don’t cost time
I’ll be losing my breath in those Angel eyes
Always trying my best to make it home by night
I never thought that a girl can make my life feel right
And tell me everything is OK
Fell in love before we even had a first date. Oh my God
I even love you on your worst days
Fell in love before we even had a first date. Oh my God

angel eyes

stream

angel eyes [siemspark x thislandis]

Lyrics:D
I wish that I could wake up to your texts
Instead I wake up and my heart is a mess
Know it’s getting so hard always playing pretend
And telling you that I’ll be fine in the end

No I don’t always wanna fight the feelings deep in my heart
It’s fucking scary sitting all alone out here in the dark
I walk around and find the pages in the woods at the start
I know you hate my fucking guts but I’m still doing my part

No I don’t always wanna fight the feelings deep in my heart
It’s fucking scary sitting all alone out here in the dark
I walk around and find the pages in the woods at the start
I know you hate my fucking guts but I’m still doing my part

And then I go back and think what the fuck
Is your heart full of love or just lust
Lately it’s just been so hard to trust
And my hearts telling me to give up
I know your toxic
But your love
I want it
My heart stops
I’m nauseous
Why’d I think
Loves harmless

No I don’t always wanna fight the feelings deep in my heart
It’s fucking scary sitting all alone out here in the dark
I walk around and find the pages in the woods at the start
I know you hate my fucking guts but I’m still doing my part
No I don’t always wanna fight the feelings deep in my heart
It’s fucking scary sitting all alone out here in the dark
I walk around and find the pages in the woods at the start
I know you hate my fucking guts but I’m still doing my part

doing my part

all plats

doing my part [siem spark x heyrick]

prod. @siemspark & @thislandismusic
feat @user-317551133

lyrics
Last week you had me thinking
To play a game with a gun
And feel my body up with lead to me that sounds pretty fun
I got this bullshit on my chest. I swear it's weighing a ton
No, I don't wanna fall in love by rather going to stick to myself
And find my happy place
Cause every day is getting harder in this rabbit race
Find myself
And my happy place
Know every day is getting harder in this rabbit race

Just say it out loud what you're really feeling
Don't tell me lies i don't wanna hear it it's a rat race
Caught me in a bad place don't wanna look in the mirror I can't recognize my face
I can't crack this code difficulty expert mode my Heart it stopped beating shits deceiving can't feel it anymore
I keep waiting to break the cycle wish the time Could just slow down patterns eat me and I can't beat me
My brains just way too fucking loud

Last week you had me thinking
To play a game with a gun
And feel my body up with lead to me that sounds pretty fun
I got this bullshit on my chest. I swear it's weighing a ton
No, I don't wanna fall in love by rather going to stick to myself
And find my happy place
Cause every day is getting harder in this rabbit race
Find myself
And my happy place
Know every day is getting harder in this rabbit race

rabbit race

fijimar - rabbit race feat. gurldoll

rabbit race w/Gurldoll [siemspark x thislandis]

prod @remghost x @thislandismusic

lyrics:

I don’t play about my bread
I run it up like no tomorrow
These drugs fucking with my head
Running on time that’s always borrowed
Lead by example baby
No I’m not exactly meant to follow
Put my heart right in it 
But it’s hard when inside it’s just hollow
All those nights I put that pain in
No more whining and complainin
I can’t ever be complacent
I’m not there without the payment
Could be snowin, could be rainin
I’m still out here going places
I can’t count on anyone
So I just sit back, count these faces

I can’t help but play with fire
Don’t think I’ve ever been higher
Never did what was required
All that shit it get so tired
Be someone that I’d admire
And my shortys always flyer
Reppin that evil empire
I’m built different way I’m wired
Yeah, okay let’s go
They want the old me but it’s slow
I make it work rain, sleet or snow
Came all this way all on my own
That’s why they blowin up my phone
DND I’m in my zone
And they never used to get it
Now they switchin up the tone

I don’t play about my bread
I run it up like no tomorrow
These drugs fucking with my head
Running on time that’s always borrowed
Lead by example baby
No I’m not exactly meant to follow
Put my heart right in it 
But it’s hard when inside it’s just hollow
All those nights I put that pain in
No more whining and complainin
I can’t ever be complacent
I’m not there without the payment
Could be snowin, could be rainin
I’m still out here going places
I can’t count on anyone
So I just sit back, count these faces

Jock shit, captain
Fuck with me, I make it happen
I could just smell when they cappin
Scope it out with the quickness, assassin
This life of sin, yeah I’m gonna go indulge in it
Bullshittin, every time my plate it get too full widdit
Why you only hit me up when you need somethin
Please tell me that you not about to hit the ground runnin
Now you tellin me that I’m frontin,
You buggin, who done it
Playin victim, I ain’t even do nothin

I don’t play about my bread
I run it up like no tomorrow
These drugs fucking with my head
Running on time that’s always borrowed
Lead by example baby
No I’m not exactly meant to follow
Put my heart right in it 
But it’s hard when inside it’s just hollow
All those nights I put that pain in
No more whining and complainin
I can’t ever be complacent
I’m not there without the payment
Could be snowin, could be rainin
I’m still out here going places
I can’t count on anyone
So I just sit back, count these faces

NO TOMORROW

I don’t wanna wake up now
And I don’t wanna wake up tomorrow
I just wanna leave this town
Ask me where I’m at and I don’t know

I hate the way that I walk
And the way that I talk
And the way that I act
I’m just so sickening
Come here and kill me
And tell me how I’m not the best

I don’t wanna wake up
And i'm saying i hate it
I’m just a bother
I be waking up and I’m wishin’ that I could call her
You can tell anxiety killing me, not a talker
Leaning when I walk in the party I’m like a monster
I don’t wanna do it but I think I gotta do it
So I’m gonna go and end my life right now
I be feeling stupid
When I’m walking I’m not moving
Swear to god I wanna die
Please let me down

Down, down
You’re not around, around, around

So maybe Ima do it
Ima do it right now
I don’t give a fuck I’m swerving traffic fuck a seatbelt
I be having visions in my head I’m bout to bleed out
But it’s what I wanted so I guess I gotta sit down
And just let it all happen to me
No, I won’t tell you when I’m gone but I got less than a week
A lot of people claim to love me but it’s not how it seems

I don’t wanna wake up
And i'm saying i hate it
I’m just a bother
I be waking up and I’m wishin’ that I could call her
You can tell anxiety killing me, not a talker
Leaning when I walk in the party I’m like a monster
I don’t wanna do it but I think I gotta do it
So I’m gonna go and end my life right now
I be feeling stupid
When I’m walking I’m not moving
Swear to god I wanna die
Please let me down

wake up

wake up [drma x alsbeatz x milodramabeats]

Oh my god
What do you want

If there's a price to pay you'll turn out your pockets
I'm not one to say the reason we lost it
You were my everything so just stop it
I wouldn't call this love if it wasn't
You were the one who convinced me to drop it
I didn't wanna come clean but you caused it
I'll dedicate this to you like you wanted
Why's everything that we do so toxic

Oh my god
What do you want
You've been acting funny ever since I said it's not
Healthy for the two of us to not get what we want
And you wanna control me I just don't wanna be taught
And I know you're a fighter I just don't wanna be fought
Baby I've been getting higher than either one of us thought

If there's a price to pay you'll turn out your pockets
I'm not one to say the reason we lost it
You were my everything so just stop it
I wouldn't call this love if it wasn't
You were the one who convinced me to drop it
I didn't wanna come clean but you caused it
I'll dedicate this to you like you wanted
Why's everything that we do so toxic

Oh my god
What do you want

omgwdyw (+ polar333)

@synthetickids
@lovecompound
@friendlycontennt
mgmt: fijimarmgmt@gmail.com

rabbit race w/Gurldoll [siemspark x thislandis]

fijimar

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