being a teenager can feel like the end of the world. sometimes it's just a feeling. sometimes it really is.

callietown, usa is a collection of grandiose, spiteful anthems, self-reflective ballads, incomprehensible eldritch nightmares, and total social implosions.

enjoy.

dedicated to, inspired by, and regarding @starfury2

two weeks

building bridges

The artwork is by Kathy Deggendorfer: https://www.artelementsgallery.com/collections/kathy-deggendorfer/products/rhododendron-border

All composed, arranged, produced, and performed/programmed by me.

Rhododendron

Twinkle Elementary School

have you been good
have you been better 
what is the point in you asking these questions 

head down on the table
used to be your shoulder 
now it's colder in the winter

put a bullet through my fucking head
i don't mean it's 
just that i emotionally depend
on the seasons

what's the reason 
even tryin
if i know that I'll be back here
in the same shit next year 

fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me
gotta spill my guts over all of my homies 
so i open up, let it out but it's empty
fuck, i'm empty, yeah i hate me lately 

tryna fix myself with some self help bullshit 
need somebody else come and guide me through this
i could be stronger
if i try harder 
but i cant even bother 
no not any longer

beat myself up over things i cant change
maybe i could if i didn't fuck up in the first place 
no there's no undoing the mistakes 

fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me
gotta spill my guts over all of my homies 
so i open up, let it out but it's empty
fuck, i'm empty, yeah i hate me lately 

fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me
barely hangin on as we speak don't console me
let me fall down, i don’t wanna die slowly 
dying slowly, fuck i want to be happy 

how long can i hold 
onto nothing but hope
and still i'm on my own 

it's getting kinda old
doing this all alone
i need someone to pick me up and carry me home

fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me
gotta spill my guts over all of my homies 
so i open up, let it out but it's empty
fuck, i'm empty, yeah i hate me lately 

fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me
barely hangin on as we speak don't console me
let me fall down, i don’t wanna die slowly 
dying slowly, fuck i want to be happy

steady your heartbeat

hate me (lately)

"you're safe now, the rain can't get you in here
you're indoors
...
you can always hide from your problems if you're resourceful enough"

be not defeated by the rain

First, I made a drum beat in FL on a whim. Later, I played an interesting little thing on my keyboard, then wrote it up in MuseScore. After embellishing that and turning it into a WarioWare microgame theme, I went back into FL and wrote for the cool beat a melody with a similar chord progression. After that came a bass line following the kick drum rule. Then I added a pad line based on all the notes I used in the bass line, and a string line that arpeggiates said pad's chords.

Cool Beat

#rap #hiphop #beat #instrumental #alchemist #earlsweatshirt #JID #freddiegibbs #curren$y

DOUBLE CUPS (INSTRUMENTAL)

Jewz

these were all done by Joren "Tensei" de Bruin

Homestuck Sound Test - Unreleased Music Team Music

Tribal Ebonpyre (High Quality Rip)

Whats good people!
So ive been gone for a while mainly because ive been busy and my pc has been acting up lately, so im trying to get a new pc as fast as possible

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building bridges

Finlay M