i exist i exist i exist

i record songs and write poems and i really hope you're having a good day.

~”and ill wait for u till my heart gives out and ill wait for u till the light in ground.”~
~”i dont wanna hear her god damn name come out of your fckin mouth.”so im done im tired and it feels like im on fire cuz you keep lighting me up but babe im not your cigarette you cant put me out again. im done, so dont come running back tryna put me out again i’ve learned my lesson yea dont come running back tryna light me up again. yea im done im finished i’ve had enough im not kidding.” you dont wanna hear your god damn name come out of my fckin mouth cuz if it is i got nothin nice to say but imma say it anyway.” this is what i predicted and i might be addicted but that’s ok cuz all you are is just another cigarette in a pack of 20 more yeah that’s all you really are and i might think i need you but i really dont. im done, im tired, and it feels like im on fire, cuz you keep lighting me up again.” 

~”under the stars, where we belong under the stars i see no more, under the stars, my heart is clenching she was the only one for me and for you, i knew you weren’t over of what happened before and for you i know it was not fun for what i did to you under the stars where we belong under the stars i see no more.”~Rav1n!!!~
~“i aint gotta impress no one but myself”~ ~me~
~”cheating is not a mistake, its a choice.”~
~im tired…. tired of school…. tired of boys….. tired of home…. tired of family….most of all tired of life….~
~”my daddy taught me different he told me to hold on, this world is full of victims anything can go wrong, if it ever goes wrong you better not go soft stand up and be a man be ready to go off.”~
~”be ready to go off stand up put up your hands be ready to throw all”~ 
~”affiliated with them backwoods my mama whipped my ass if i didn’t act good.”~
~”the day after you said goodbye, all i did was lay in bed and cry.”~
~”cause all i do is fxck up, my hearts already been crushed”~
~”what happens when i die? will people take their time shedding their tears, or did i waste all my years?”~
~”im so empty i miss my old self, i wish i cared about something other than myself”~
~”you’re so conceited so self obsessed every single word goes straight to your head and you never cared about anyone else just you and yourself.”~ 
~”i can be happy but it comes in doses.”~ 
~”if i had a day where everything was okay and i didn’t even cry or scream out my brain if psycho bxch didn’t exist and life was good the way it is and i didn’t need you”~
~”i hope that ill be good today and psycho bitch doesnt come out if she fxcking  does ill stab her fxcking throat out.”~
~”told you im conceited cant really be treated life jus kinda sucks i fxck everything up, i wish i cared about something other than myself.”~
name:payton g.a. hallquist-
age:15
height: 5”0
birthday: october 30th
relationship status: single 
bsfs: riley j, darian m, keira s, biizh g, addy p. calob c /Rav1n 
eyes: green
short/straight burgundy hair
favorite tv show: sons of anarchy

She/He/They
Genderfluid / Aroaceflux Lesbian (ALSO W A BELVOED GF AHAYEAA ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹)
Indonesian (Sunda)

Thank god none of family is on soundcloud 💝

and the sound of your voice gave me piercingsss

i exist i exist i exist

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