its weird because for so long i wanted to exist to my family, then my brother passed away, and suddenly i have to fill his shoes, idk how to be apart of my own family..

look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me

it doesn't matter, no more.

For Cameron

Sleep Patterns

Hai can everyone stop venting in the comments it’s really fuckin weird

Not a lot, just forever - Adrianne Lenker | slightly slowed

catch me i'm falling

sunshine~

ingydar - adrienne lenker

come - adrienne lenker

Come - Adrianne Lenker (1.1 speed)

i exist i exist i exist

In Copula

Stranger In You

mostly chimes

Become The Warm Jets

welp.

i like me best 
when my heads 
on your shoulder
7:15 i stayed up 
thinking about 
you and i fall in love all over again

your shirt smells like sand 
and the sky above you 
i always wonder why your sun 
looks like my moon
you told me something 
and i’ll never recover

three small words
taken for granted 
don’t make it worse

three small words 
i want you close
and you know that hurts 

i want to know
did you finish that song 
or did you throw it away
i’m going insane 
and like i always said
you’re going to be the death of me

everywhere i go 
everything i do 
everyone i see
it’s written all over with you 
i have no clue what’s wrong with me 
sorry if i’m being rude

three small words
taken for granted 
don’t make it worse

three small words 
i want you close
and you know that hurts 

(instrumental)

three cursed words
taken for granted 
don’t make it worse

three cursed words 
i want you close
and you know that it hurts

Three Small Words

Screams and Dreams

Hand Over Hand

from me, the moon

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

i record songs and write poems and i really hope you're having a good day.

i exist i exist i exist

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