'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

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INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

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MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

stream the mf song

charmer, +roah, scruff

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8uJV3F9Xso
https://open.spotify.com/track/3cQGN2mg5nXCwufwr3GEC7?si=2c30b726ba0f4ed2

written by blissom
produced by blissom
main guitar by @starsbeforesunrise

and if u see me im better off alone
im busy dreaming of a better home

u knew it wasnt right
the signs didnt lie
i stayed up all night
just watching the sky

try catching up but youre falling back
u wanna slow down but thats too bad
the days are going and going fast
like every dread ridden dream youve had

im falling over and over again
just to make this one moment last
cant get enough of the voice you have
ill fall to pieces if you just ask

moment5

Prod. Michael Harrison x Aidan Han x RL Beats

Presave EP: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/qliche/im-okay-with-being-alone

Out now on all platforms: https://withkoji.com/@Qliche
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Lyrics:
If I tell you how I felt
Would you think that I'm falling apart
Or would you still stay
Now I'm going through all this pain
And I feel like giving up
And it's hard to find my purpose
When life fucking sucks
So tell me that it's all inside of my head

I'm falling apart
I can't pick these pieces back up
And I'll just try my best not to cry
So I'll hold it inside
So baby just hold my hand
And tell me you'll never let go
Cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe when you're not here

Oh, would you still stay

Now I'm going through all this pain
And I feel like giving up
And it's hard to find my purpose
When life fucking sucks
So tell me that it's all inside of my head

I'm falling apart
I can't pick these pieces back up
And I'll just try my best not to cry
So I'll hold it in tight

So baby just hold my hand
And tell me you'll never let go
Cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe when you're not here

Prod. Michael Harrison x Aidan Han x RL Beats

Perish.

4 FOR 4 FREESTYLE

@d4niboi @taivasa @flexiimusic @tayxm @blimeyarts

"right here, in this moment" is an album created in a week, may 15 - may 22 2023 as a collaboration between sleepy.zone and SLUMBERPARTY

cover art by @yungmaple

thank you everyone for participating

anamnesis (daniboi, taivasa, flexii, tayxm, blimey!)

prod by yungspoiler
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/lace1/loveme2death

Lyrics:
You show passion through your hands
You got them wrapped 'round my neck
But please don't tighten that grip
You're gonna love me to death
I love we connect, but I need space for a breath
Can't even have peace in my bed
Might as well just lay me to rest

It don't feel right, but it doesn't feel wrong, it's complicated
Everything I've done, you orchestrated
I thought I loved it but I really hate it yeah
All my life you've been pulling all the strings like I'm your puppet
You've been keeping me on track the way that you conducted
And if I wanted to roam, I feel obstructed aw yeah
I've been thinking all year
If I had a shot, would I make it out there
And if I don't that's the cross that I bear
It's been driving me mad, I've been pulling out hair
Don't wanna think about that
I don't wanna win, I want my best friend back
Well when I frame it like that
There's no reason I shouldn't wanna call you up

You gave me the best years, made it the best years of my life
But now that we're grown up, you just hold on way too tight, too tight
You gave me the best years, made it the best years of my life
But this ain't right

You show passion through your hands
You got them wrapped 'round my neck
But please don't tighten that grip
You're gonna love me to death
I love we connect, but I need space for a breath
Can't even have peace in my bed
Might as well just lay me to rest

You show passion through your hands
You got them wrapped 'round my neck
But please don't tighten that grip
You're gonna love me to death

loveme2death (yungspoiler)

made for all nighter v8 ! 

featuring https://www.soundcloud.com/doteclipsis

stuckinside! - flexii. [with eclipsis]

THANK YOU to everyone that could make it to @imkotori and I's set live! your support meant the world to us tonight ❤ ^_^

HUGE thanks to https://soundcloud.com/lysk-music, Shiraz (https://twitter.com/shirazdh), and the Porter Robinson Discord community for the amazing opportunity!! we love you <3

TRACKLIST:
Kotori - Eroge (Live Edit)*
(w/ Synthion - Akiba)
Kotori & Similar Outskirts - Numazu
Aika & Kotori - Starscream
MUST DIE! - Gem Shards
(w/ Hatsune Miku - World Is Mine)
Kotori & Shivan - Haneda 
Synthion & Sefaro - Galactic
MUST DIE! - Lazy
Kotori & Sefaro - Rika
Synthion - Spica
(w/ Utada Hikaru - Simple & Clean)
Anamanaguchi - Miku (Slappy & Kotori Remix)
Nanqo - Mind (Synthion Remix)
San Holo - Light (Synthion Remix)
Curryrice - Perpetual Naptime
Cascada - Everytime We Touch
T2 - Heartbroken (Tisoki & Oliverse Remix)
Skrillex & MUST DIE! - VIPs (MUST DIE! Remix)
AFK & Carbin - Boss (Kotori Remix)*
Fox Stevenson - Miss You (Kotori Remix)
Kotori - Yandere (ft. Nine Callisto)
Getter - Colorblind (Kotori Edit)*
VALENTINE & 4AM - Us (Synthion Remix)
JVNA - Find A Way (Kotori & Synthion Remix)
Kotori - ID*
Synthion - Voyage
Zekk - Count
Synthion - Hyper Beam 
(w/ S3RL - MTC)
Toby Fox - Last Goodbye (Hyleo Remix)
Caramell - Caramelldansen (Synthion Hardcore Edit)*
Owl City - Fireflies (Synthion Hardcore Edit)
Synthion - Twinkle
Lovelyz - SHINING★STAR (Synthion Hardcore Edit)*
Synthion - Comet
Darren Styles, Dougal & Gammer - Party Don't Stop
(w/ Virtual Self - Particle Arts)
MUST DIE! - Shibuya Overdrive (Synthion Hardcore Edit)
Synthion & Milkoi - Ruby

(* = unreleased)

SYNTHIMIX #4 @ Language Night 7 (Kotori B2B Synthion)

i don’t know me outside this head
you reminded me of what I thought free meant
and so we made a friendship out of finding out who we are
and i’ve stopped trying since you told me i’m only what i want
that ain’t me

so could you call me over without the bitter hesitation to place your money where your mouth is
all my thoughts are clouded but i can still say i’m bout it soon as my head gon cave in
and if i had the chance to remake all my decisions well i wouldn’t take it
cos you got me fucked up but if i don’t use this as agency i’ll never change

breathe easy

but sincerely it’s my fault
been chasing the answer to what it is we want
and i ain’t found out yet
but i’ll wait for the right time
gotta few bad voices i might lie
so just tell me if you’ve had enough
i don’t want you stressed out
so i pray to god the best of me is showing when I’m with you
gotta a ways to go my eyes are open is that an issue
and i’m prone to show a lack of potent
it's like fuck my indecision I need to restore my focus
cos I’ve been wasted on myself i’ll just let you know
ain’t past mistakes that i made, i don’t let it go
i can’t forget anything need you to hold me over once again 

i take you everywhere with me
waiting for a day to arrive
cos i can think i’m on fire
every time you burn out my eyes

so call me over without the bitter hesitation to place your money where your mouth is
all my thoughts are clouded but i can still say i’m bout it soon as my head gon cave in
and if i had the chance to remake all my decisions well i wouldn’t take it
cos you got me fucked up but if i don’t use this as agency i’ll never change

clouded

Homebound Train & Moving Thoughts / KillerBlood
memoryfactory.lzh / Frums
Spotlight On / 林子玹 & 山姆丘 & Xinevsky
Atlantic Spotted Dolphin / Blue & Green
Sapphire Chamber (Frums Re-Enclosure) / Philomela
Ninth (Light on the Glass mix) / Sta
Chocolate Missile / Alice Schach and the Magic Orchestra
Options / Frums
lost in new blankness / Frums
Bring the light / Night Keepers + Tie / おとめ (lo-res mashup)

[MIX] @ System Online (2020-06-06)

Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61vukF3mTP8

(OPENING)
[00:00] Pean Saul - THERMOMETER
        (SECTION: RED)
[02:01] Feryquitous - Akzeriyyuth
[03:01] ... vs. Metome - Angel's Egg
[03:49] pengaton - Just Accept
[04:10] ... vs. klink - SUMO
[05:33] Isqa - Volumes
[05:53] ... vs. BilliumMoto - Night Sky
        (SECTION: BLUE)
[07:54] kamome sano - self-destruction
[09:56] II-L - SPUTNIK-3
[12:07] agargara - hall of dry yeast
        (SECTION: GREEN)
[15:04] aran - Radio Telescope
[17:21] phritz - losing focus
[19:47] Frums - 19ZZ
        (SECTION: BLACK)
[22:12] Silentroom - 驟雨の狭間
[22:53] ... vs. Blacklolita - Tear là
[25:36] PSYQUI - Education
[25:56] ... vs. Marmalade butcher - Y/M/K/M
[27:37] かめりあ - Xroniàl Xéro
[28:32] ... vs. The White Stripes - Fell In Love With A Girl
        (ENDING)
[30:19] Dante Mars Ajeto ! - INTRO

[MIX] @ Funny Rave (2020-07-25)

⯌⯍ soon <3 ⯍⯌

https://soundcloud.com/propylrecords