drinking until i throw up

Lyrics:

I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory
I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory

Always stuck under these rain clouds 
Can’t escape I can only soak the pain now 
Thoughts inside getting too loud 
Gotta maintain till my soul slowly fades out 

I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory
I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory

desultory (nxname)

i kno what u did.  prod by dem, guitar by gaxillic

lyrics:

Don’t know what I did, to deserve this
I feel worthless, it’s atrocious
I know what you did
When I left, felt it in my chest
Now i’m stuck in my head
I hope you know you can’t replace me
Girl I’m crazy, that’s why you hate me
It goes to show I’m better off alone
Breaking my bones, reaching for the phone
(I know what you did)

This isn’t a diss, baby give me a kiss
I want to feel your lips, you’re on my mind
Want to turn back time, do what’s right
Cause it feels so wrong, I gotta pay this price
Suicide on my mind
Im alright, you let me go
I hope he treats you nice
Now im alone and on the road

All the blood that I bled, just for you
I lost everything can you hear me through?
All the blood that I bled, just for you
I lost everything can you-

Don’t know what I did, to deserve this
I feel worthless, it’s atrocious
I know what you did
When I left, felt it in my chest
Now i’m stuck in my head
I hope you know you can’t replace me
Girl I’m crazy, that’s why you hate me
It goes to show I’m better off alone
Breaking my bones, reaching for the phone
(I know what you did)

You wouldn’t be you, without me
Then you let me go and you watched me bleed
And when I’m gone hope you regret this
Baby girl why you gotta be selfish
A tiny border between love and hate
Baby come back this time I will behave

Don’t know what I did, to deserve this
I feel worthless, it’s atrocious
I know what you did
When I left, felt it in my chest
Now i’m stuck in my head
I hope you know you can’t replace me
Girl I’m crazy, that’s why you hate me
It goes to show I’m better off alone
Breaking my bones, reaching for the phone
(I know what you did)
Baby goodnight, it’s 6AM
And I’m feeling cold, I have no friends
In the end we’ll all be dead
And the memories burn on the internet
I hope you know you can’t replace me
Girl I’m crazy, that’s why you hate me
It goes to show I’m better off alone
Breaking my bones, reaching for the phone
I know what you did

I Kno What U Did - Single

I Kno What U Did

i kno what u did (prod. dem)

crazy p. siem spark

Nothing I say or do will change it
Memories last

Changing feelings n switching wit the seasons at last
Not stuck in the past, I got scars on my back
Blood on my bed, room filled with red
Can't see past it right now but there's something ahead

I dunno what u wanted but can I take a wild guess?
U wanted something, or someone who was less of a fucking mess

Memories past nah there’s no going back 
Sometimes I feel so sad cause nothing good ever lasts 

You’re all that I had now and you’re gone like that 
We stabbed each other’s backs and things turned out bad 

Now I’m messing up yeah I don’t know where I’m at 
Feelings gone so fast oh yea that’s a fact 

I used to be so attached then you packed your bags , it was over like that , now baby that’s a wrap 

I was such a mess I was so depressed
Under so much stress turned into a mess 
I was such a mess I was so depressed 
Under so much stress turned into a mess

mess ft. LA LUKO (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

Cynefin (Prod. Kire)

Organization by ZEN

Law-Need you baby

window *p. padilla*

a song I wrote while suicidal.  the Pain Away series are songs i make explaining my thoughts during depression </3

Pain Away III (feat. lilbearshawty) [prod. JWest]

𝖋𝖑𝖊𝖝 𝖑𝖆 𝖋𝖑𝖆𝖗𝖊

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digitalwinter

Rockford :(

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