Seeking refuge in the rain
Melt me down, I feel the pain
And you're calling me insane
I question everything
Is this even real?
Am I really okay?

I can't understand how you feel
I can't understand how I feel
Everything around feels surreal
Everything around me is sealed

Pen to the paper I'm writing
All of the words that I never got out
Hooked at the mouth
Wasted, just sitting around 
I realize this now

Call it a foul
Screaming "I'm lost" till I'm found
Empty echos are rattling the crowd
Empty eyes as I fall to the ground
No one around to save me
Is this really a "fate" thing
Born to this world with the same creed
Get me out
Get me out
No one around to save me

Can someone please
Explain to me
How it's really meant to be
Can someone please
Explain to me
How it's really meant to be

Can't get away from me
Cycling endlessly
Swirling with memories
How would I change
People surrounding me
Thinking the best of me
Put up a front
Cause It's not for your hate

Silently judging me
Never could follow me
Say I can run but I'm losing the chase
Say I'm a waste
Closing the case
Cause I am seeking

Seeking refuge in the rain
Melt me down, I feel the pain
And you're calling me insane
I question everything
Is this even real?
Am I really okay?

But I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
To face my fears again
But I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
To face it all again

refuge in the rain [prod. smokerose]

she's done with wearing black

she's done with wearing black (slowed+reverb)

Rant ft. OnewayluhO

xxxx...but im back up in my zone smoking shit that take your soul
move the shadows in your home i can see right through you hoe
creep inside of my dome take my vision take control
showing me the way to go one day youll reap what you sow...xxxx

BBack up

U. (prod. by pyctur)

Grave (Ft. Deviant)

Misery - Single

She Loves Me, She Loves Me Not (feat. NVR/Mnd)

I ain't tryna be that guy...
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CLONE

CLONE (Prod. DAK)

A mashup between Robstar's Cover of All I Ever Might Be and the original, just because everyone says Robstar sounds like Guardin lol.

(Reuploaded because I fixed a nasty bit on the first version)

Check out the people associated with this track if you don't know them already:

Guardin:

Soundcloud: @guardinmusic
Twitter: twitter.com/astralagenda
Instagram: www.instagram.com/guardin/
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCpQT0eNDyaf2OU-oD-Ooddw
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/6zqcGQ6MH6yetBUoquMnL7

Robstar:

Soundcloud: @robstar100
Twitter: twitter.com/Robstar1000
Instagram: www.instagram.com/realrobstar/
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCAfSnCEo1ADeNvF2v5yBX-g
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/3H1ohSP5ALAJPLqwTYWZWz?si=j0jMTpV9RCKOoF6CFg6PYQ

2001:

Soundcloud: @sadboiforever
Twitter: twitter.com/two_thousand1
Instagram: instagram.com/prod2001_
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UC-vjhvYATjmU7sEsIGZ6T_g

I am just a fan all artists involved and this is in no way an official release by any. I just enjoy the music and want to share the mashup I made.

This was uploaded with Robstar's permission, but not Guardin or 2001's. If anyone associated with either party wants me to take down the track, message me on Soundcloud with proof and I will be happy to oblige.

Guardin x Robstar - All I Ever Might Be [Remix] (ReProd. 2001)

you come close, push then leave
I think the problem is me
what to say I don’t know
I guess im overthinking

my hands shake at your touch
I think you do not want me
cant decide so I stay
you got my mind near breaking

you know I feel like a burden when im just around
I need reassurance every day I seem to always frown
overthinking on topics that don’t make sense when they’re out loud
I cant look at myself in the mirror its like you put me down

fighting on topics inside my head its like a warzone there
drag me out im still the skeleton that resides in your bed
maybe ill just starve myself again until im  skin and bones
is it worth  really living, I don’t connect with anyone

a cigarette a day still keeps the hunger pains away
you love to make fun of my bones as they stick out from my clothes
I don’t know how to socialize I just really want to be loved
cus these suicidal thoughts keep working overtime im breaking down it hurts

I hope your not the one who finds my body when it’s hanging up yeah
who am I kidding you haven’t messaged me in over a year
maybe im the one who’s playing jokes on my own mental state
maybe I’ve just had enough of myself yeah so why is this my fate

EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK

im sorry, im stressed out
i cant get out my bed or my head now im a mess and
im sorry that im stressed out, stressed out...
im sorry that im stressed out cant get out my bed or my head now
im a mess and im sorry that im stressed out stressed out


all this anxiety builds up inside of me
all I wanana do is run away from it
it all collides in me, my aimless ill emotions
they put a spin on everything i see

as the weather grows colder my heart freezes over and 
i cannot control it cause im busy fighting through it
why you wanna tell me how i am like i dont know
why you wanna tell me how i am like i dont know
shorty with the blue eyes cold soul
selling me a dream full of lies and a false hope
selling me a dream full of lies and a false hope

im sorry im stressed out
i cant get out of my bed now
im a mess and im stressed out
all this anxiety builds up inside of me
and all i wanna do is run away from it
it all collides in me, my aimless ill emotions
they put a spell on everything i see

it all collides in me, my aimless ill emotions
why is every girl the same i meet, i wanna run away
i wanna run away i wanna run away...

all this anxiety builds up inside of me
all i wanna do is run away from it
this anxiety builds up inside of me
all i wanna do is run away from it

Stressed Out (skgotthesauce x seph)

dear diary

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