prod: Flxffy_

lyrics:
(its been so long now
when was the last time that you saw me?)

my throat is hurting
cause i've been screaming for some time now
im drowning
and i still wonder
what was i thrown down here to die for?
what's it that i've done?

cause i've never been perfect i can make mistakes
cause the things that i say are the thing that i meant
is that why i have spent all this time by myself?
is it cause you know i've always been a mess?

is that why no one checks up on me?
for whatever i did im sorry
its like everyone here forgot me
im sorry for being who i shouldn't be
getting further away from the surface
i don't think there's nothing left but to suffer
hope someday all of them will discover
that people can change like i did too

(its been so long now
when was the last time that you saw me?)

so much i can't see
all cause you just left me out
its getting pretty hard to breathe
now i can't even hear a sound

is it cause you know i've always been a mess?

mess

🏳️‍🌈 
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@huraccanetoo

always exagerating my feelings.

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@joshew01

kirishitan mentality
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