
I Am Still Full of You"

Verse 1
Morning light finds empty spaces
Where your clothes once lay
Coffee's cold in two cups now
One sip taken, then pushed away
Your scent lingers on the pillow
Though you've been gone for days

Chorus
I am still full of you
Every corner, every room
I am still full of you
Can't wash away these blues
I tried to clean you out completely
But I am still full of you

Verse 2
Friends say time will heal these wounds
They mean well but they don't see
How your laugh still echoes off these walls
How your ghost still sits with me
I put away all your pictures
But your face is all I see

Chorus
I am still full of you
Every corner, every room
I am still full of you
Can't wash away these blues
I tried to clean you out completely
But I am still full of you

I Am Still Full of You

When fear has its hold on you
You’ll feel it’s chill before the warmth
(Before the warmth you’ll feel the chill…)
But if you let it take hold
Hold you it will
For as long as you get comfort from its embrace
It will hold you close (hold yiu close)
And steal your will
Your will. (Your will)

Hold on
Hold on
Emergency crews reported on the scene
Repeat and repeat again
Until numbness takes control
Fly away. Let go. Never to return
To the you, you used to know

Repeat and repeat again
Until numbness takes control
Fly away. Let go. Never to return
(To the you, you used to know)

The stress kills
Calm down they say
But the pills they gave me
Take my confidence away
I want them to comfort me
And perhaps they do
But the numbness invades my every move

Hold on
Hold on
Emergency crews reported on the scene
Repeat and repeat again
Until numbness takes control
Fly away. Let go. Never to return
To the you, you used to know
When fear has its hold on you
You’ll feel it’s chill before the warmth
But if you let it take hold
Hold you it will
For as long as you get comfort from its embrace
It will hold you close
And steal your will
Steal your will
Your will
(Your will) 
(Steals you)
[fade out]

numb

Think Again

What if the world’s stories came not through screens, but through songs? Sing Me the Story by Dr. Elliot Lach is a reflection on how music can be a balm, a broadcast, and a bridge—delivering news, emotion, and connection without the eye strain or overload. Inspired by mornings in the kitchen, headphones on, heart wide open.

This track invites you to imagine a world where life is narrated in melodies—not headlines.

Sing Me The Story

“I’m Tired” was born from a moment of raw honesty—written late at night last September, during one of those soul-deep seasons when life just feels like too much.

It’s not the tiredness that sleep fixes. It’s the exhaustion that comes from years of fighting, surviving, and hoping against the odds—a tiredness that lives in the spirit, in the quiet spaces behind closed doors.

As Mental Health Awareness Month ends, and as another birthday passes, I wanted to give voice to what so many feel but rarely say out loud: the loneliness of carrying pain in silence, the invisible battle behind the brave face, and the ache of wondering if we’re “too broken” to be loved or healed.

It’s about naming the struggle, without shame or apology, and letting the truth just be—because sometimes, survival is the victory.

This song is a confession, a sigh, a prayer to anyone who’s ever felt spent but still managed to show up for one more day.

It’s a reminder that you’re not alone, and that every breath—no matter how weary—is enough.

And for me, it’s a way of honoring my own journey, one circle ’round the sun at a time.

If you hear yourself in these words, this song is for you.

I'm Tired

LYRICS

(Verse)
Shivers runnin' down my spine
Hearts cold in the summertime
When you told me it was over
Baby
You took me under

(Chorus)
If you want it
You got it
Don't need it
Then drop it
Just tell me
Do you really care?
And if you're not about it
Don't even start it
Baby
Just leave me nowhere

(Verse)
You call me like you're used to
To tell me you're in the mood
When you told me it was over
Baby
You took me under

(Chorus)
If you want it
You got it
Don't need it
Then drop it
Just tell me
Do you really care?
And if you're not about it
Don't even start it
Baby
Just leave me nowhere

(Bridge)
Leave me nowhere
Ooh-ooh
Mm
If you want it
You got it
Don't need it
Then drop it
Just tell me
Do you really care?

(Chorus)
If you want it
You got it
Don't need it
Then drop it
Just tell me
Do you really care?
And if you're not about it
Don't even start it
Baby
Just leave me nowhere
Leave me nowhere

Leave Me Nowhere

Le pont Lalys

soliloque

Soliloque

“Love Is What Hurts Right” is a slow-burning confession wrapped in silk and smoke.
This is not a song about healing. It's about addiction — to pain, to memory, to the version of love that ruins and seduces in equal measure.

With intimate vocals, minimal production, and lyrics that cut like velvet blades, the track explores the beauty of a lie we want to believe. The kind of love we chase even when we know it's breaking us.

She knows it’s not real.
He never meant it.
But still — she stays.

Because love is what hurts right.

Love Is What Hurts Right

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[Intro]
You keep coming back.
So it must be love.
Right?


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[Verse 1]
You said “don’t call”
Then left the line wide open
You said “I’m done”
But your mouth stayed broken

You taste like guilt
But I crave it slow
You leave each time
But never go


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[Pre-Chorus]
We only touch when we’re about to bleed
And call it comfort when it cuts too deep
We kiss like sin and sleep like war—
So what are we
If not the scar?


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[Chorus]
Love is what hurts right
What burns soft, what fits too tight
You say it’s wrong, but beg for more
You close the door, then scratch the floor
You drink my name like it’s a crime
But come undone
Every time

So maybe this is love
Maybe this is right—
Because love is what hurts right


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[Verse 2]
I lie to you
The way you want me to
You lie back
Like you never knew

We count the wounds
But never stop
It’s not about healing—
It’s about the drop


---

[Pre-Chorus]
You say “I hate you” through a moan
Then ask me not to die alone
We break apart, then start again
Like sinners
Playing pretend


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[Chorus – voller Gift und Glanz]
Love is what hurts right
What bruises gold, what haunts at night
You say it’s over, but you stay
You crave the game we always play
I trace your pain and call it mine
And in the dark,
we taste just fine

So maybe this is love
Maybe this is right—
Because love is what hurts right


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[Bridge – spoken, leise, wie Beichte]
You don’t want peace.
You want passion.
You want the sting that proves it’s real.
And I?
I just want
to feel you
crack.


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[Final Chorus – langsam, müde, berauscht]
Love is what hurts right
The ache that makes the silence bright
You call it twisted, I call it home
A place where even pain can moan
You touch my throat, I taste your spite
We both know—
Love is what hurts right.


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[Outro – wie Nachbeben]
Still here.
Still broken.
Still burning.
Still right.

Love Is What Hurts Right

Track from the ToneBoneMachine album "Rain In Death Valley".

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Alfred Dobisch is a multimedia artist from Hamburg, Germany. He employs artificial intelligence systems, studio effects, and hybrid men-machine techniques throughout every stage of his creative process. His songs are often simple. But sometimes they become multidimensional works with many layers of meaning.  His tracks are accompanied by his personal artwork and videos. His musical style is influenced by a multitude of musical genres from all epochs and musical traditions. He frequently uses surreal effects and juxtapositions. You can find both his artist blog and newsletter at www.foolishambition.eu. To get an overview of all his releases, visit his official YouTube artist channel under: https://www.youtube.com/@FoolishAmbition-ais.

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