set me free or watch me bleed
someday somebody's gonna give me what i need
i'm living in the moment gotta focus on myself
when u know ur worth no one can put u thru hell

i choose myself, my mental health
will not be jeopardized by anybody's lies
if i have to walk away, make no mistake
that i choose myself
i choose myself

the patterns they repeat themselves
i mean, did u really think that i wasn't gonna tell?
cuz u r so stupid
and i'm so fun
maybe u were right
maybe u should run

sliced my arm and i'm bleeding out
i bet if i called that u wouldn't help
bury me in a shallow grave
so i can rise up from the dead and eat ur brain

i hold the key to the ocean inside of my heart
u thought i gave it to u
but that simply wasn't true

u were greedy with ur love
u kept it locked up in ur thoughts
when u self sabotage
dont ask me, "why does my life suck?"

BLECH

i choose myself ♡ (prod. wasty)

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Inflammation (feat. PLUSX3, I'm Geist, v4nity, KomiiWorldTour, Jeiix and hiraeth)

da duh
na na ne na na nuh nuh
dab da de na na nuh nuh
na na ne na na
I hear a Heart Beat Heart Beat x3

Heart Beat I hear a Heart Beat
Louder than a Harpy
Keeps trying to (catch me x2)

Apathy always calls me apathy
I just make no sense of it
I can hear it laugh at me

Feeling kinda numb wait, I forgot to breathe
steering through my mind I find it quite a seethe
Neurons pulsing through my internal cavities
Atmosphere feels thicker than a kitchen knife could gash

Oxygen feels tight I don't wanna take a breath
Thoughts feeling choked out I don't know what to think about 
Stars lookin dark like the inside of my heart 
Don't know what to feel anymore my mind just disintegrates 

Feeling kinda numb wait, I forgot to breathe
steering through my mind I find it quite a seethe
Neurons pulsing through my internal cavities
Atmosphere feels thicker than a kitchen knife could gash

i got hallouscinations straight up my brain
been driving caroussels and you shout out my name
hi, is this you or is it the girl of all pain
you sealed a deal with satan, wait 'til  i'll come in

like have you never noticed? how im falling apart
that's totally fine i swear to god, fight like bonaparte
i said this 3 times now and im so drugged up
my lifeline's getting close, im like 1 step far

from shining lights, we're done so i need this
i dont wanna go on if we are depleating
you fucked me up, without a reason
this beats so nice and im so mean to it

Feeling kinda numb wait, I forgot to breathe
steering through my mind I find it quite a seethe
Neurons pulsing through my internal cavities
Atmosphere feels thicker than a kitchen knife could gash

Oxygen feels tight I don't wanna take a breath
Thoughts feeling choked out I don't know what to think about 
Stars lookin dark like the inside of my heart 
Don't know what to feel anymore my mind just disintegrates 

Feeling kinda numb wait, I forgot to breathe
steering through my mind I find it quite a seethe
Neurons pulsing through my internal cavities
Atmosphere feels thicker than a kitchen knife could gash

Oxygen feels tight I don't wanna take a breath
Thoughts feeling choked out I don't know what to think about 
Stars lookin dark like the inside of my heart 
Don't know what to feel anymore my mind just disintegrates 

i hear a heartbeat
harpy (harpy)
disintegrates 
i hear a heartbeat
harpy (harpy)
it disintegrates 
i hear a heartbeat
harpy (harpy)
eh, whoa, ey
i hear a heartbeat
harpy (harpy)
it disintegrates 
i hear a heartbeat
harpy (harpy)

Honey Mint

you catch me back when it snows white
it hurts my head when there's no time
i want you back so bad it hurts
like when you take knifes and skin dive

all this stressin lackin life
when im with you, nvm
it flies (flies)
high (high)
love (love)
nvm

kill me lover, you dont know where i've been
i didnt even live after you've tossed me in the bin
why do you hate me, cuz i love you
i made sure to let you know

scratch my skin it burns so bad
i let you so deep in into my head
forget all the shit that i've said
i never loved you once
i loved you bad

stressed out I cannot believe they would do this
Actin like nothins been done wrong, taking us for fools
Couldn't stop to hurt us like a light weight boxer does
Any fool that would take us on can't comprehend how wrong they are

whyareyou why why why
Theres no way you'd be how
no way you'd do this
I really don't believe you'd be this gullible like
there's no fucking way you would do this

Just keep running faster they won't try and stop us
for the upcoming future we just gotta work our asses
nothing can stop us
keep on working hard
Nothing in our way
we are unbeatable

stressed out I cannot believe they would do this
Actin like nothins been done wrong, taking us for fools
Couldn't stop to hurt us like a light weight boxer does
Any fool that would take us on can't comprehend how storng we are

kill me lover, you dont know where i've been
i didnt even live after you've tossed me in the bin
why do you hate me, cuz i love you
i made sure to let you know

scratch my skin it burns so bad
i let you so deep in into my head
forget all the shit that i've said
i never loved you once
i loved you bad

(bad) x 8

Snowtears

No way, I cannot believe, you would do this
All our aspirations are put on hold because of this
Lost all my faith in you
Please don't do this
Don't throw it out, but instead believe in it

Mirrors staring at me why must I feel like this
I see the light that bounces of the surfaces
My reflection shows but an empty void
This empty darkness looks quite familiar

It stares right at me with that longful glare
All too acquainted I can't seem to find it
My mind flips a switch and I can't resemble it 
I see a face which looks disturbing

Why am I, seeing things, I don't understand this
It all looks to real to just be a lucid dream
What if I touch it what would it do to me
Would my world go blank, just like this entity

It's eyes are fixed on me, I feel quite confilcted 
I'm not sure what I should do, maybe I should touch it
I see its face, it smiles in utter bliss
I can't understand
Why the fuck it looks like me

i call my mirror and it looks me behind
oh my, i dont even know close what this means
like, catch me wildlife, im white wolf
with a black soul and you dont know what it's like

oh my, you get too close and it's dead or alive
cuz i be rippin out your soul if you'd even try
so, better stand and watch it afar
i dont wan' hurt you cuz i love you too much

my, beloved sugar coated so much
your my dearest dear couln't give you up
that's why, im out for blood, i want way too much
i could never be satisfied by your time, it's up, my

Mirrors staring at me why must I feel like this
I see the light that bounces of the surfaces
My reflection shows but an empty void
This empty darkness looks quite familiar

It stares right at me with that longful glare
All too acquainted I can't seem to find it
My mind flips a switch and I can't resemble it 
I see a face which looks disturbing

It stares right at me with that longful glare
All too acquainted I can't seem to find it
My mind flips a switch and I can't resemble it 
I see a face which looks disturbing

Why am I, seeing things, I don't understand this
It all looks to real to just be a lucid dream
What if I touch it what would it do to me
Would my world go blank, just like this entity

Wildlife

You didn't have to do that
You kinda fucked everything up for us
You didn't have to leave everything with us
You really made sure to mess things up

Why the fuck did you have to leave
You messed things up
I don't wanna believe
you fucked this up
I don't wanna go grieve
But I bet you stuck
To our promise of eve
Your still free to go

That shit is broken open like some opioid
It can never be repaired like our broken brains
These times are never shared 
Won't be opened straight 
Maybe we'll shoot a flair 
and hope for the best

How stoned am I right now?
Cause I just popped two percs and I'm feeling fine
All I see are white unicorns  flying around
Why the fuck did I have to take these fuckin pills

you said you're sorry that you fucked us up
why did you always act but never truly loved me
i coudln't help but it end when it went up
thy friends and all your shit's fucked up like

im fine, im fine im alright, yuh
you never took my side not for a time, yea
you're such an evil and you're such a liar
and if i had to choose i wouldn't take another rewind with you

you always catch me up too late when i was leaving
i swear my inners turning 'round without a reason
so why you dip our love when all of it has no meaning
i swear i crave your love and die from your freezing

That shit is broken open like some opioid
It can never repaired like our broken brains
These times are never shared 
Won't be opened straight 
Maybe we'll shoot a flair 
and hope for the best

How stoned am I right now?
Cause I just popped two percs and I'm feeling fine
All I see are white unicorns  flying around
Why the fuck did I have to take these fuckin pills

Cold Ages

come and save me, if you brave it
im lost in the light of tonight
my dear

how'd you drop me for a clover
when lunatics at this place are all over
you seen my vice like it's been me
tho i couldn't even tell if some of this is real

i couldn't tell if some of this is real
like you want to fight for stars and i feel
my collar's closin' in tonight
lungs collapsed it's so hard to breath right

fight me, catch me 
in the moonlight
i've always wanted
to kiss your heart my

why, did you have to be so damn slow,
why, you, did not use any of your talent,
I can't 

You can't come back after that, the embarrasment is too much for you 
Just try come here and reign this throne and you'll end up breaking more bones
I honestly thought you were the one that would take over my grand throne
Waw, I was wrong

I cannot believe I thought there was any sort of worth in having you
You only ended up being worthless just like the rest of them when you came back to me
Don't ever try come back to me for any sort of help or gain I can't give you them
You cannot come back  no matter how much you trained n gained from the eternal pain

I cannot believe I thought there was any sort of worth in having you
You only ended up being worthless just like the rest of them when you came back to me
Don't ever try come back to me for any sort of help or gain I can't give you them
You cannot come back no matter how much you trained n gained from the eternal pain

Faster, faster, faster, faster, faster
Can't stop now we've gone to far
Take out the bar we gotta far
If we miss I won't go far
Oooh Aooah Oooh Aooah

I can't find a reason to ask
why you would think I am pissed off
In any way that would destroy our 
business opportunities in life
There is no way you can redeem
yourself from this dishonest act
All of our dreams are
formed and Made in the small lost abyss 

i couldn't tell if some of this is real
like you want to fight for stars and i feel
my collar's closin' in tonight
lungs collapsed it's so hard to breath right

fight me, catch me 
in the moonlight
i've always wanted
to kiss your heart my

Internal Bleeding

I don't know why you wanna try and find me
I don't got anything for you
All I got is a perc and a penny 
Don't think that would be worth anything

This- friendship might be futile but that's okay
We- can always try harder and mend it
There- won't be anywhere else to go and sleep
Why- won't you just listen to me

I don't know why you have to act so strenious all the time
Why can't you just be normal for once in your life time
It's really not that hard to follow my advice like its long time
You really fucked up our friendship now its over like a hoaxer

and if I happened to be happy when it's raining
then it's just cuz your little ass wouldn't save me
I ain't even say that cuz I feel it on a daily
what a storm, bitch let's come go sailing

don't know what to do since your leaving
high winds sail away from your feelings
why did i never catch you receiving?
fuck, dont hmu i'm done with the grieving

also, ich und soll hübsch sein?
ich bin g'rad verpeilt
ich hab mein pulli falsch herum angezogen
das ist sehr süß von dir aber ich glaub
ich werd keine albträume mehr bekommen
ich müsste halt nur gegen 20 uhr zuhause sein weil ich
ja, also löwe lass ich dir einfach überlassen
weil ich bin eher so ein panda
sorry, dass ich mich erst jetzt melde
uhm, hello
ich kenn' die schwachstellen von jungs
holy shit, warum so viel *exhale*
junge, mein ganzer speicherplatz auf meinem handy
but, i dont want to be a waste to be watched

forward away, my heart is growing numb
that's why i couldn't save me and yourself it's such a dumb fight
start a mutiny for absolute no reason
bitch, every time you say you love me it has no meaning

This- friendship might be futile but that's okay
We- can always try harder and mend it
There- won't be anywhere else to go and sleep
Why- won't you just listen to me

I don't know why you have to act so strenious all the time
Why can't you just be normal for once in your life time
It's really not that hard to follow my advice like its long time
You really fucked up our friendship now its over like a hoaxer

I don't know why you have to act so strenious all the time
Why can't you just be normal for once in your life time
It's really not that hard to follow my advice like its long time
You really fucked up our friendship now its over like a hoaxer

Highseas

I have seen way too much with my mind
like it's fucking nice but it puts me behind

i am risk i have seen way too much
like, a fucking nobody who walks right past
oh hi, they got me bad and im so stucked up
my life is fumbling over and i cannot help why

before they catch me ya i put her to bed
that's why i got 3 bullets in my pocket behind
you've seen enough hold press and archive it
it's running out, your time to survive

before they catch me ya i put her to bed
that's why i got 3 bullets in my pocket behind
you've seen enough hold press and archive it
it's running out, your time to survive

I feel I'm being watched
I just want it all to stop
They always keep their eyes on me
I can't get it to stop-top
I don't understand why
They stare at me so much
It kinda fucks with ma head
I can't get it to stop-top

I don't know why
I'm like this
Isolated 
In 
This
Space
Can't control my
lucid thoughts
I don't really
know
why
why

Maybe if I go see him
Everyting will be okay
I can't handle the immense pressure of this wish
My head is going crazy I really need help-elp
Please someone

i am risk i have seen way too much
like, a fucking nobody who walks right past
oh hi, they got me bad and im so stucked up
my life is fumbling over and i cannot help why

before they catch me ya i put her to bed
that's why i got 3 bullets in my pocket behind
you've seen enough hold press and archive it
it's running out, your time to survive

i am risk i have seen way too much
like, a fucking nobody who walks right past
oh hi, they got me bad and im so stucked up
my life is fumbling over and i cannot help why

before they catch me ya i put her to bed
that's why i got 3 bullets in my pocket behind
you've seen enough hold press and archive it
it's running out, your time to survive

Escape

Got an AK47 holstered on my stacked back, 
Gotta give that motherfucking nutsack a little payback
Got his fucking ass

You-ou-ou-ou-ou-ou can't expect me to sympathise with you
I cannot believe you would be so gullible

we run it thru your pockets, shit we got no glock bitch
you're fucking horse shit, thinking you could stop this
you were the main stream, no fucking plot twist
bullet laced with morphine, aint no pain i never miss

oxy, cop me stream my views like pity
hack it, bombard it, you can't even find me
trace it, faced it
counterattack our black plaque this douchebag just got sidetracked
(what a fuckin bozo)

got sidequest this mission is getting me bad, i put so much effort in this shit'd made you laugh
i pull out that rifle i catch me a yacht go zoom in like x50 hit straight thru ya back
like *pam* thru your frame, forgetting your name, you freeze like a ghost stuck forever in shame
put that bullet blank, it's getting so red, so wet like it's freshly stay stuck in the past

when it catches me back i thought no more to last
like time was running vast, put so much in the past
i feel fucking sober, my time is over
five long nights they put me in a coma

when we catch in
with my brethren
we zoom that scope, bruv
it's fucking over
no more loners
just like a loan yea
you aint safe nah
we gon' find ya

we run it thru your pockets, shit we got no glock bitch
you're fucking horse shit, thinking you could stop this
you were the main stream, no fucking plot twist
bullet laced with morphine, aint no pain i never miss

oxy, cop me stream my views like pity
hack it, bombard it, you can't even find me
trace it, faced it
counterattack our black plaque this douchebag just got sidetracked
(what a fuckin bozo)

we run it thru your pockets, shit we got no glock bitch
you're fucking horse shit, thinking you could stop this
you were the main stream, no fucking plot twist
bullet laced with morphine, aint no pain i never miss

i choose myself ♡ (prod. wasty)

forestxfairy

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