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sewerperson 🎭

krishzhitz

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

lyrics:

Keep your head down
Deep in dirt I could barely breath but Ill surface soon and relive the pain
I might stay infected but heaven knows with my straightened spine i won’t die the same
Words would hurt but ive grown immune and I like it when she get mad at me
That had worked once i won’t lie but im back revived and im starving
And everything I did was for you but im just an object
You embody evil from the hate that u harvest 
I would give my life to keep you safe I promise
But u knew that and still u wrote my fate for ur benefit
God save me Ive been lost
Every night I spend inside this wetlands swamp
Im in my head honestly I feel regret
Though Im at home and safe again
But Im obsessed with the life we missed

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

Show me ur strength Via my frame
Gimme everything I beg u do not refrain from using me
Deep in the corn I would summon some
Only when in danger id be having fun
Dont pay attention when I scream bloody murder
Secretly I pray they take it further for research
I read the books they told me I shouldn’t worry
I guess ive been in my head while I was planning February I know
I couldn’t hurt
So u preaching to choir
And I loved me first
So betrayal could not survive here
stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

THE HARVEST (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

Anyone that fucks with me I thought they would get me
I been Holding my head im trying pull out the memories
Deep in this bottle I see the language refracted
I take what I want then take the rest and subtract it
She blow powder at my face like she was doing some magic
Ive reached my newest high and im just thinking in static
How could drugs take my life if I never had had it
I hope these drugs will take my life because I already haven’t
I think im cheating this psychosis if I dont already have it
I pray they listen but they seem to be deaf
They think its only music they dont see the regret
Oh my oh my god oh my
oh my god oh my
oh my god oh my
oh my god oh my
Minor problems are ignored untill they get worse
Tiny parts turn to bigger parts with clockwork
Im never me
Lately Ive been someone else love
I broke my mold and I became what I was once was
Please let my mind rest
I dont need guidance I need someone to do me off to get me gone
To get me gone

2 (twentytwo)

lyrics:

That old garage was more of a home than the broken one it stood next to
These power tools provide more defence than these souls u claim to be special
Let go of me find your feet again and come back to us when ur standing
This world was weaker when in defence now we face the creatures of ending
 take hold of me and fight when I cant I need bleach applied to my memory
Why wish of knight when this peasant life is what most of noblemen envy
God bless the night where I find my rest too many times I grow weary
I love the quiet but this all the time when I pass away the thought scares me
Bodies
Painted up with the red shot
Join the army and
Go to war or Take a headshot
Zombies
I see them rise again like mummies
Smell the brain rot
Movies
Couldn’t capture what I think about
Fuck I if could either no way to explain it ah
Its too windy at the top but its amazing ya
It took years for me to exit out my caging ah
I was soaked to the bone in the waterhole
See my injuries and suddenly they hear me now
All the sympathy was faked i know its terrible
But the words even the balance by a small amount
Bleed the cherry and blow my smoke into the sky
U cant find a way of ruining my high
Look at the fire red pulsing in my eyes
U won’t find a way of ruining my night
What’s it worth
What’s the cost
In the void u will not find god
Anti Universe
Everything ever felt all at once
Too based
Too loud
Wait wait 
Fuck it right now
What’s left of the planet we found
No plants no life on the ground

That old garage was more of a home than the broken one it stood next to
These power tools provide more defence than these souls u claim to be special
Let go of me find your feet again and come back to us when ur standing
This world was weaker when in defence now we face the creatures of ending

1 (nevrfall X Branwen)

lyrics:

Slick back  4 deep in the function like a Kit Kat
Chit chat Id be getting coffee if I did that
Whip lash U might need a brace because the whip fast
Ice Capp Roll up in this bullet peel his shit back

Pour dat ace inside my cup like its a card deck
Spilt dat shit just dribble down off of my goretex
I been with hyenas in this bitch like its the outback
Body snatched There’s just not a way that u could fix that
Ice starting to think my necklace might have got into a fight
BC bud in my blunt gon have me flying like a kite
He came with his bitch I make him third wheel like a trike
If I make a play my boy gon catch it like a flight
Shleep we move in the night
She said im the only one who ever hit it right damn Im not even nice
Better than her boyfriend tho she cancelled on him twice
Buckle down my gg she gon eat me like its rice
Boy had whipped the scat like he was taladaga nights
This beat way to nice 
Resident evil 4 this shit I had to make it twice
We plumbing she my foreman tell me how to lay the pipe

Slick back  4 deep in the function like a Kit Kat
Chit chat Id be getting coffee if I did that
Whip lash U might need a brace because the whip fast
Ice Capp Roll up in this bullet peel his shit back

HELLINACELL (eric Godlow)

lyrics;

Dirt covers the wedding dress
U had married off on the wrong one baby
This act is a mercy death
Its Unlike all I had check off hatefully /
Most of them wont make the pearly gates
But u a angel trapped in purgatory 
The Toy box and the zodiac 
Cant feel love but I do baby
Wine stains on the faux door
Its not Norwegian wood its a glue on I had checked
1817 we had hit the harbour 
I had been alive ever since 20 years before then
Maybe it was how he lived inside the family
Mom comparing him to dad but its demonic
Maybe brother locking him inside the furnace
Taught him evil could exist inside his kinfolk still
Two souls so unlike his had made the life hell
Even with his father now the damage had been dealt
Dirt covers the wedding dress
U had married off on the wrong one baby
This act is a mercy death
Its Unlike all I had check off hatefully
Burn his body up in the furnace fumes
Blame my childhood I was taught what’s the worst of rooms
Chugging vodka to chase the pot now im disconnected
Still its sober memories with humans I dissected
Cross reference the witnesses
They dont know what think its skewed memories
Words of hope from a nihilist
I know, he feeds off the woe for his family
Dirt covers the wedding dress
U had married off on the wrong one baby
This act is a mercy death
Its Unlike all I had check off hatefully /

Mercy Death 142 2 (Eric godlow)

lyrics:

Memories I thought would last me forever
I hit back around not returned by the tether
I miss how we thought of vows in September
I hold only me thru these lonely Decembers
I thought u told me its us through whatever
But I guess its left me inside stormy weather 
I see ur face every time I feel better
Years from now ill still be sending letters
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it
~~
:Eric: -I love u brother ..""
~ Though Rust deformed me
she still sees me as her own
While Flames surround me
I see this could not be a home
These stage lights blind me
And they place me back in our throws
But still im fighting
To save this us we had known 
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it

tThe last page of tThe worst book you'v e ever read. (eric godlow)

lyrics:


Brought the stoney in the club its 30 plus but damn my heart cold
I could make u mine but first u gotta be a side hoe
Baby take time she gon hit me with the eye roll
We could fuck high then settle down with some prosecco 

I got too high now im talking with my eyes closed
Shit im still alright but I might use that as a scape goat
Sipping all night during day I keep my eyes low
Playing with my life I think I need to talk with gieco
21 u prime my baby girl u need to let go
He not just a friend he not a bro he broke the guy code
She call me the chef she give me bread I get her baked hoe
I pull out my piece and then I shove in her pie hole
Im in here with rezzy Bari and nah and shah and Charles
I hit up reserved to get em gone he got em vaminos
If he tryna smoke us then we turn em to a Marlboro
Take one look at neck you’d think its screaming out like cannon ball
Its too bright in here my baby im tryna feel the vibe
Im tryna get so fucked up I can tell if im alive
Rolling big blunts by the Hudson for the drive
U can tell me anything unless u lived my life

Brought the stoney in the club its 30 plus but damn my heart cold
I could make u mine but first u gotta be a side hoe
Baby take time she gon hit me with the eye roll
We could fuck high then settle down with some prosecco

4 (jabarionthebeat X Shahmajor x Gramps)

lyrics:

All around
Night falls down upon me
I would cower
But now I let myself drown in it
The past has shaped
This fear of the now I hold down
A product of the way in which 
I was raised 
I cant hear them say that ive helped
When im still the same
Ive taken it too far with my health
To be deemed a saint an inspiration

Forget Me Not_Intro (still Vanishing)

prod branwen and splashgvng ❤️❤️❤️
thanks sewerperson <3
DEAL BREAKER 7/20

inconsistent feat. sewerperson (prod. branwen and splashgvng)

lyrics: 

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

here to live then to die when my time is spent
i was never alive let me see the lead
how she love me for life when im still a kid
send her home im alone laying in my bed

hit her up then i turn into a ghost
smoke a blunt pour a deuce she tell me i do the most 
fuck you mean sippin lean ashes fallin on my toes
she said baby can you stop before u fall to comatose
thats the point i dont know
why the fuck you always stoppin me
hitting bowls it say no smoking on the public property
feeling wavy when i pour it up i do it properly
feeling drugs and liquors pumping through my fucking arteries

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

comatose (prod. kōri)

lyrics:

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

i had it all planned
we could just fall back
onto the couch look at the moon and just smoke up the whole pack

now its all u said i said
whenever u mad im mad
who got the heart on snapchat
if she hit u up dont call back

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout (prod. mydepression)

lyrics:

ive got too much to die for
3am and my eyes sore
i think i smoked more
then i was good for

she says that she loves me
layed out naked in the pine leaves
she said baby its cold out
but ive got my own heat

please can u hold me
these memories haunt me
so please can just control me
and pretend u love me

i need it so bad
i hope that u know that
these scars dig in so deep
my mind was never one to hold back

all u left was ur coat 
i could float on my words if i chose
i could choke on the do and the donts
i fix everything i had wronged
but ud pick it apart and just tell me i should go

tell me i should go
rum is in ur coke
i could see the bag that u were using for the blow
i dont fuck with them
but i guess i fuck with u
so if u want me to go i guess that thats what imma do

u tell me im lost 
but i fell in love with u
im really only lost
cause i know im losing u
great ok thats cool
guess its bye from the door
id say text me when ur home but i never hear from u

please can u hold me
these memories haunt me
so please can just control me
and pretend u love me

i need it so bad
i hope that u know that
these scars dig in so deep
my mind was never one to hold back

luv me (prod. kryptik)

produced by why loner at https://twitter.com/why_loner

lyrics:

alone again
im always alone in the end
my babys phone broken
but i hear it ring she just ghost again

alone again
im always alone in the end
my babys phone broken
but i hear it ring she just ghost again

the words we spoke
baby girl it like a knife to my throat
we smoking blunts that look like barrels on a rifle
all the games u play with me i swear u fucking psycho

got the sauce but im looking like a failure
imma boss but my compitition amateurs
ep drop better mark it on ur calender
bitch ill make just what i want and fuck the caliber

alone again
im always alone in the end
my babys phone broken
but i hear it ring she just ghost again

alone again
im always alone in the end
my babys phone broken
but i hear it ring she just ghost again

alone again
alone for 5 minutes and i smoke again
got some things i think id rather keep held back
or forget
or erase
fucking get rid of them

it was all
such a waste
of time i cant get back
throw it all
in my face
ur really good at that
even one
change of pace
could cause a heart attack
and if that is the case
well baby dont hold back

alone again
im always alone in the end
my babys phone broken
but i hear it ring she just ghost again

alone again
im always alone in the end
my babys phone broken
but i hear it ring she just ghost again

alone again (prod. why loner)

produced by pilgrim at www.youtube.com/channel/UCCDlc0Nw…2jQPEX6A/featured

lyrics:

i phone down to one percent i know
you expect a call from me i know
we supposed to link before the snow
you wanted to go out before its cold

i been loftin i fucked up i know
getting sick of me and girl it shows
you deserve it better you should know
but im not putting shit before the flow

someone hit my page and check me out
how you always this when i dont
you been getting jealous and it shows
try and make your mark before i go

before im fucking bitches getting dough
driving lamborghinis getting dome
girl you know im playing thats a joke
how come you can never take a joke

75% tinted
salad bowls its not spinach
got supernova got purple cheese got blueberry up in it

crack open that dart
this batch swisher pull harsh
this weed smoke smellin fart
you could see the cherry in the dark

i phone down to one percent i know
you expect a call from me i know
we supposed to link before the snow
you wanted to go out before its cold

i been loftin i fucked up i know
getting sick of me and girl it shows
you deserve it better you should know
but im not putting shit before the flow

i didnt mean to hurt you
grown woman with the grey goose and a curfew
i should be more careful
you cant block emotions like a learned to
you cant face the pain when someone hurt you

you sad as fuck you sure look like it
get someone else cause i been biting

i phone down to one percent i know
you expect a call from me i know
we supposed to link before the snow
you wanted to go out before its cold

i been loftin i fucked up i know
getting sick of me and girl it shows
you deserve it better you should know
but im not putting shit before the flow

my phone cracked as fuck but shit im broke
life is life and thats just how it goes
lately i dont like the way it flows
ill change its direction i suppose

gotta a couple friends out on the ropes
they been fuckin up thats how it goes
i been selfish i been staying home
someones gotta say it i suppose

i know (prod. pilgrim)

lyrics:

im so misunderstood i dont get it
im ok im alright im pretending
open the wash i got puke on my linens
drink is good but tomorrow unforgiving
u aint mean to send it whyd you write it
u couldve been so clean without replying
mixing up drugs i like to feel like im dying
stand back watch me fuck this up without even trying

i cannot lose my rules dont follow rules that you would follow
i cannot break my heart my love my bad my heart is hollow
i am not tryna argue with u why u goin full auto
even though im just ice with u i feel more like gelato
what is this place my love i feel were being followed
plenty people u know i know turn up in the grotto
im not tryna be one of them  man im barely good with potholes
this route we should not go she want to ok
i guess we could check it out
i wonder what well see
how far it go down
im kickin out debris
what is that light did u make it down safe
lantern fire running up the propane 
blown back i feel the heat from  the flames
ill come back whenever it looks like it is safe
ill come back i promise u gon be ok
said and done i barely recognized the face

im so misunderstood i dont get it
im ok im alright im pretending
open the wash i got puke on my linens
drink is good but tomorrow unforgiving
u aint mean to send it whyd you write it
u couldve been so clean without replying
mixing up drugs i like to feel like im dying
stand back watch me fuck this up without even trying

inconsistent feat. sewerperson (prod. branwen and splashgvng)

forgetful.