11/2

outside ghost . heart farm

Cigars, graveyard and medicine 
Black tar, white bars. Let me in 

I don’t wanna be with anyone but you 
Lay me down and watch me do what I do 

Sunrise 
let me die 
And I won’t fight 
I won’t back down 
So sometimes 
I will try 
It’s a long way forward 
But a longer way down 

I don’t wanna be with anyone but you 

Sick of basic bitches that just can’t relate 
I will hide away just to feel okay 
Sober state glistens will it fade away?
To be frank, I don’t want it anyway 
Why my medicine have a candy taste?
I won’t let her in, till she runs away 
Getting sentimental about better days 
Lookin in the mirror, will I pray today?

i dont wan be with anyone but you

tired eyes

blue stone amulet (prod. nothempts)

Winona Forever

I got that X factor put it in my pocket ain’t no big rapper 
But I’m a big stepper you can’t lie you ain’t seen better 
Talent so much greater watch my heat enter 
Ain’t seen better 

Hook 
Balancing all my things again cuz I don’t abide by no chain command 
As far as I’m concerned don’t need no one to play pretend 
Cuz you a ghost to me please don’t try to boast to me 
You shouldn’t have nothin to say go play ur role and don’t get close to me

Gold mine essential 
My brain is goin mental 
Spittin out words like left and right 
I couldn’t tell you what’s wrong or right 

Cuz I’m a different type of legend 
I’m living out my prime and
Ain’t no way I come in second 
I’m first in line like every time 

Verse
Wanna succeed 
Wanna have all that I need 
And be financially free

So much of the world I been wanting to see 
Postponing that shit like indefinitely 

But one day I’ll make it
Ima shine brighter stars 
Drive off in luxury cars 
Give my wife the home of her dreams 
So we can keep living large 

But be careful 
The sins of our ancestors 
have that trickle down effect 
Got everyone breathing down my neck 

It’s, woah 
When you all get so cold 
Don’t wanna watch this unfold 
my life is breaking the mold yuh


X-FACTOR (prod. malloy)

treasure chest

not a friend

fine.

+ i'm geist, decayinganyways, yokai dreams, ohmace, iissaa, yona, grasior 
+ coprod. mix/master - oc 

// i'm geist 
the seance has started :) 
find his heart in the garden 
don't look too hard my darling 
you'll find bones you once held dearly..
oh 
you once held dearly 
oh 
severed cleanly 

parasites are rotting with the snakes now? 
carving all the fakes fucking 'round me its a takedown 
everybody's sitting on their ass with their phones out 
swear i'll see the reaper b4 you catch me taking breaks love 
aha 

// decayinganyways 
walking out the bar not alive 
seen a name on a grave and I’m thinking that it’s mine
“mine” 
i’m not alive, I’m just another fucking ghost who’s out of time 
who’s out of time 
oh 
i wish I could just come back 
won’t see me now a heart attack 
i just wanna haunt inside your dreams 
i just wanna haunt inside your

// yokai dreams 
this is getting sickening
i think i'm getting sick of me
rip up every inch of me
i no longer resemble me
look at what they did to me
look at what they did to me !
am i not deserving of some sympathy?

give it my all for as long as i can
when the day turns night we gon have the upper hand
turn the lights off baby
i can't stand them
feel like someone else, you don't know how i am

lately i've been on some shit you wouldn't understand
another nail in the coffin, leave me where i am
getting kinda hard to tell the man from the myth
mark my death with a kiss
let me rot or take my hand

// ohmace 
six feet down rotting in another grave
turn me to a geist as i slowly decay
the dreams on my mind and they wont go away
and I dont know what else to do or to say
its in my brain,
somebody help my im going insane
call me a doctor and tell him to hurry
cut out the demons Im starting to worry
theyre taking over me
my blood seeps through as theyre ripping the seems
theyre taking over me
theyre haunting me in every dream

//iissaa 
i'd rather go 
somewhere that you don't know.
someplace that i dont show
somewhere behind the snow
is it fair that you can't see me now
tried so hard but i'm letting go
it's my fault, i said i'm where you go
my god i wish i never told

// yona 
look around with dead gaze
i dont think i go this
the leaves turn from green to orange
it feels so nostalgic
used to hold your hand, and fall asleep to your heartbeat
now ur gripping at my wrist, saying "how long u got bitch?" 
ive been panick struggling trying to get of the floor
grab me by the waist, cut me open some more
youre the ghost of a person i feel before
now im crying in fear, begging no more

// grasior 
fuck yall be saying i'm sick of it all
my stomach keeps turning i'm leaning on walls
scrolling my phone till i feel it collide
my anger is rising cause i'm in denial
i need to man up i'm not on my own
notes that i wrote considered the unknown'
seeing a grave all on my own
a body is showing of someone i know

raise the flags in the frontline
might be dead but i'll fight till the sun rise
left or right paranoid can you talk to me
hear the horns in distant calling me
want it to end sacrifice all my peace
silent but deadly i'll take them with ease
my body is rumbling I'm feeling the thrill
killstreak in a nuke with how many i've killed 


919

spotify

séance w/ 919 + grasior

written, recorded, and produced by foreign forest and lund

lyrics:

[foreign forest]
hey october
do you remember me
time has passed
but now you’re back
i bet you think
i look a little different
but I still feel the same inside
i just have a few missing
pieces that I’m trying to find
this october
i'm laying in the leaves
eating pumpkin pie
this october 
going outside
Staying up all night
this october
i want you by my side
this october
until the end of time
we can be ghosts if you want to
you can let go
but I’ll hold you

[lund]
lean on me
put your trust in solid ground
a safe place we can both be free
life move thru the
ups and downs
ups and downs
all i need
your voice the sweetest sound
my all, my everything
in you a home i’ve found
a home i’ve found
heal my scars
knew the moment
that i met you
came from the stars
a work of art
heaven sent you
melt my heart
skippin beats
when we kiss too
i don’t want to be
anywhere but here with you
fan a flame
no our love won’t die
spend forever to eternity
lost in your eyes
silhouette of you
dancing in my mind
know i’ll never leave
want you by my side

[foreign forest]
hey october
do you remember me
time has passed
but now you’re back
i bet you think
i look a little different
but I still feel the same inside
i just have a few missing
pieces that I’m trying to find

October

october (feat. lund)

spite demo (prod. McX)

Prod. Me 
When I was in the fire; molding all my bones
Where were you at
At my lowest truly
I don't think I'll ever make it back
Paint a picture of me
Watch the portrait slowly turn to ash
Hash I'm packing
Just to keep my days in motion

While I lack Commitment
This my mission
Working towards my vision
As long as I am still living
I stop and my spirit dies
Can't fuck with a nine-five
Fuck hobbies, this is my life
Can't tell me otherwise
Now I'm back into motion
I'm geekin up off the potion
I've been stuck in my bed
Still healing from strong emotions
Give a fuck what they said about me
I'm living life
I'm doing alright despite
These demons up in my sight
Pray amen
I'm just a man with a plan
I get that check in advance
Sparkin up plants
Gettin as high as a rocket
You thought I was buzzin' the way I've been doin my dance

When I was in the fire; molding all my bones
Where were you at
At my lowest truly
I don't think I'll ever make it back
Paint a picture of me
Watch the portrait slowly turn to ash
Hash I'm packing
Just to keep my days in motion

The Blacksmith

(lyrics)
you're not the one I fell in love with
share their face but you are both different
I would trade one year for a minute
for the old you but she went missing

where could she have gone
ain't seen you in so long
I'm where you belong
I'm on our hilltop

I've searched land and sea
and all that I found 
was disappointment hidden in some seashells

but you're gone my love
I don't think you're coming back
am I searching for someone 
who doesn't love me back

who do I call when I'm broken back down
broken by who I love

I can't be wondering why can't it be the same again

I need to let the past go
need to walk a new road
why can't I let you go
holding onto the rope

I used to love your pretty eyes
now all I can do is despise
the way you sit in your disguise
your smile lines 
you write your lies

you're not the one I fell in love with
share their face but you are both different
I would trade one year for a minute
for the old you but she went missing

where could she have gone
ain't seen you in so long
I'm where you belong
I'm on our hilltop

I've searched land and sea
and all that I found 
was disappointment hidden in some seashells

but you're gone my love
I don't think you're coming back
am I searching for someone 
who doesn't love me back

the search (poppyozu)

prod. SOGIMURA

mixed & mastered by @whatafuckingbitch

artwork by powrice

haunting me feat. San!ty

fuck it i love you (p. ryan ansel)

Recollect! Halloween drop! Hope you enjoy <3
Lyrics below:

(Vails)

promised to myself that I would never look back
Leave behind the reasons why
Each night led to relapse 
Way too far deep in pills
Hallucinating, nothings real
life just got me tempted 
Too restart it… that’s a fact 

no
I told my mother I would get clean 
But I had a dream 
That I was 6 feet in anthetemines 

scratching on the walls
escaping what once scared me
Falling fucking low
won’t get up, I got weak knees
Key into my bag
Speak to god for forgiveness
Ignoring cries for help
White powder was my weakness

I wonder what the fuck it’s like inside
Cus on the outside
Eveything is haunting me
my thoughts crash like a landslide 

promised to myself that I would never look back
Leave behind the reasons why
Each night led to relapse 
Way too far deep in pills
Hallucinating, nothings real
life just got me tempted 
Too restart it… that’s a fact 

(Lil booj)

Told myself I wasn't turning back just yet
No one else can settle this it's time to end this debt
What's another six feet if I'm already gone
Take another anything less it only make me yawn
I'm only realizing what is shown in front of me 
I hear them speaking but they wanna let it happen for free

Watch it from a distance any closer
Might be just like us, just like us 
At least I've seen enough to understand what's real trust 
I get it now, I get it all now

(Vails)

promised to myself that I would never look back
Leave behind the reasons why
Each night led to relapse 
Way too far deep in pills
Hallucinating, nothings real
life just got me tempted 
Too restart it… that’s a fact 

(Notahero)

yeah
nothing been going as planned
im in the back of the party i dont got ciroc
so beer getting slammed
im going ham
half of the shit that they tell me just boils down to im the man
we in the coupe and she playing her favorite song of mine

im on demand
yeah
last year was my best year
this year double tripple quadruple that
times the power of ten
im here to stay like im pitching a tent
im writing records while ripping the pen
im with my dogs like we in the pen
any time with you baby feels like time well spent

#emotrap #emorap #emo #music #rap #trap #soundcloud #rapper #producer #hiphop #goth #guitar #beats #vails #notahero #lilbooj #song #punk #trapbeats #trapmusic #punk #sad #rockstar #newmusic #sadtrap #alternative #alternative #spotify #folk #thesoundclown

Recollect (feat. Lil booj & notahero)

sometimes i feel like it should matter 
but most times it really dont 
id rather quit my job and be alone
than roaming with my ghost
i miss my friends and all the little things 
but time could tell the most
nothing good would last forever
all that glitters isnt gold

all that glitters isnt gold
i wish that i could hold this close
i lost my bestfriend back in January 
these are doors ill never close

all that glitters isnt gold
save the talk i knew id end up all alone 
i lost my best friend back in january 
and these are doors ill never close
you miss me more i miss you most
eager to fight it but getting close
will i ever get to see you again
well thats a question i dont know

its too late 
i dont mind
take me now
its my time
miss you more
than i thought 
everything 
left to rot

and its not fair that i cant see you
i still wish you by my side
everythings been so damn different 
say it gets better with time
i just cant believe a word because 
im still not doing fine
all that glitters isnt gold i should’ve listened
throughout life

11/2

Forgettingalliemae